Chapter 1109
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Just standing up from the sofa, Qin Fei saw several strong men carrying a stretcher with black zipper pockets on it, looking serious and coming out of the room on the first floor.
These Britons are members of the logistics support unit of mi17. The black bags they carry are actually body bags.
What's in it? Qin Fei and Mister know very well.
It's Joyce.
Several people carried Joyce's body directly into the garage and put the body into a van they came to.
George came out of the equipment room next to the garage and stood by the door. He looked sad and lonely.
Mister struggled to get up from the sofa and limped with Qin Fei to George.
Several strong men carefully opened the back door of the van and carried Joyce into the car.
A faint sadness filled the air silently.
The door closed and the electric rolling gate rose slowly. In the dark garage, Qin Fei saw something shining in George's corner of the eye.
The technical officer suddenly raised his hand and saluted.
Almost subconsciously, Mister and Qin Fei also raised their hands and saluted.
For dead soldiers, this is the simplest and direct way to express their respect.
The car left the safe house, the door closed, the rolling brake of the garage door lowered again, and everything returned to darkness.
Qin Fei wanted to comfort George, but he couldn't speak.
George stood foolishly by the door and turned back to the equipment room.
"I'll make a phone call." Qin Fei repeated this sentence again.
Mister shrugged and didn't speak. At this time, it seemed that silence was better than sound.
Qin Fei went upstairs, went back to his room, took out his satellite phone and dialed Mr. an's number.
"Don't you bother your rest so late, sir?"
"No, I haven't slept tonight. I received the latest intelligence newsletter over there, saying that mi17 and an American mysterious operation Department fought in Soweto area. You informed me of your whereabouts before. I guess it will be related to you, but I didn't receive your request for support in advance, so it's inconvenient to send someone. I'm afraid it will destroy your plan. Call me now, are you Is there anything I can do for you? "
Old man ANN is always well-informed.
"Yes, I almost died." Qin Fei smiled bitterly, and suddenly Joyce sounded.
There was silence on the other end of the phone.
After a while, master an said, "boy, I know you are wronged, and I know you are under more pressure and danger than anyone in unit 203. Let's say, as long as you need, I can immediately send the most elite forces to support you."
"No, I don't need obvious support." Qin Fei said: "I cooperate well with the ghost team. Being too public will affect my plan and others will doubt my identity."
"You're right. That's why I dare not meddle in all your affairs. You are now an independent kite. That's why you have the greatest freedom among all people. No one knows your identity except me and the people of unit 203. If you have too much contact with us, it's not good for you, at least..."
Old man an sighed and said, "at least the top secret action department like mi17 won't cooperate with you."
"Yes, they trust me now."
"Well, after all, they are people who have experienced life and death together." old man an heard that Qin Fei's tone was slightly depressed, so he asked, "you seem to be in a bad mood."
"Yes, a female officer and a lieutenant were killed in mi17 tonight. At present, they are being rescued in the safe house. I don't know if they can survive. The injury is very serious..." Qin Fei said.
Old man an said, "I see... Are you hurt?"
"A little skin trauma, just stray bullets, no big deal."
Qin Fei thought of the close range shooting in the dark of the police station. At that time, Qin Fei didn't think too much and didn't have time for him to think too much. He just wanted to fight for survival, but on the back of the car, Qin Feifei thought more and more afraid. Shooting at each other in such a narrow place, he could pick up a life. It was smoke from his ancestral grave.
"Old man, I'm under a lot of pressure..." Qin Fei sat in his chair and looked up at the night sky outside the window not far in front of him.
Recently, various pressures are suddenly pouring in from all directions like a tide.
The feeling of being involved in the spider web suddenly made him feel so powerless.
Qin Fei thinks he is a very confident person. He believes he can cope with any situation.
This can also be said to be a kind of stubbornness and self-esteem.
He always felt that he could not lose his face, his father's face, let alone the army's face.
My father endured humiliation and suffered a bad reputation. He made concessions under fan Tianlong for so many years to collect intelligence. What's more difficult for him than others?
However, at this moment, he really felt the pressure.
"Is there any difficulty?" Mr. an was obviously surprised by Qin Fei's performance. At least after Qin Fei left the 203 army and left the Z country to assume the current role of a free man, he had never been so depressed and never tried to be so depressed.
"Or are you afraid of death because you see the death of others?"
"I'm not afraid of death!" Qin Fei shook his head and said, "I just feel powerless."
He sighed and talked one by one about the complex situation he was facing, the unknown difficulties faced by cornerstone project, mi17, MI6 and Colombia, and his doubts about the forces behind mister to master an.
I said this for more than ten minutes.
Old man an listened quietly without interrupting Qin Fei once.
He suddenly realized that he had always regarded Qin Fei as an omnipotent special forces soldier, but he forgot that Qin Fei was only a young man in his twenties.
If he has to bear such great pressure, maybe he is too high to see Qin Fei.
"Sir, I thought I was just a good soldier. My duty only needs to obey orders, but now I find that I must make judgments and choices, or someone will be like Joyce. I didn't understand why their commander, major Michelle, always looks like a mountain of pressure. Now I know , it's not because we are afraid of death. It's not difficult for us to be afraid of death. The difficulty is that you put everyone's life and responsibility on your shoulders. If you make any wrong plan, someone will die... "
"Qin Fei, this is the difference between a soldier and a commander." old man an said: "I was really selfish before. I never tried to care for you in this way. You chose this road, and I didn't give you enough psychological adjustment. Originally, last time you returned home, I really shouldn't just talk to you for one night, but should talk to you. Soldiers and commanders are two different concepts. As you said, soldiers only need to obey orders, while commanders need to be tested Considering the overall situation, you should bear the responsibility, especially the life and death of all your people's heads are in your hands. Grandpa came here. In the past, grandpa also came from soldiers to generals. In those years, I tried to fight a war and won, but many soldiers died. I stood next to the remains of the soldiers and cried loudly. I almost fainted with my eyes There is no joy of victory at all, only the blame for my command. I will think, if my attack plan is better and more appropriate, maybe I don't rush to attack, will everything be better... "
As he spoke, the old man seemed to have crossed the time tunnel and returned to the battlefield filled with gunsmoke in the years of military haste
"The faces of those soldiers appear in my dreams every night. Some of them I can remember their names, and some even I don't know their names... They come and go, go and come, smiling at me, but no one scolds me. In fact, I really want them to scold me, scold me ruthlessly, poke me in the nose... But they don't..."
Old man an's breath became thick and seemed to be trying to suppress the rolling emotion in his chest.
Finally, with a long sigh, the old man continued: "But then I figured out that this is the price that must be paid as a commander. My old superior once told me that if you do this in every battle, you will crush yourself first, make more wrong choices and die more people. Or, if you quit and don't be a commander, you can choose not to do it! But If you are going to do it, you should believe in yourself, pack lightly, and make the most accurate choice you think at the most critical moment without hesitation. No one can help you! If you want to be a hero, you should have the consciousness of being a hero. A hero is lonely. Why is lonely? It is not because the hero is cold-blooded, but because the hero must choose to take a lonely road Be good to yourself and others! "
"Qin Fei, you chose the road yourself. If you think you still want to do it, you should continue to do it. Do it well and don't do it. You said, I'll approve you to leave immediately. You can choose to make an appointment as your mercenary leader or return home to continue to serve in the army. I can do it for you, but remember my words. From today on, put down the pressure you shouldn't bear and don't let it go It's crushing you! "
"Tell me! Will you do it or not?"
Old man an's words shocked and sobered Qin Fei like the morning bell. The old man who had participated in several major battles explained the truth in the most direct and popular words. He didn't talk about theory or doctrine, but straight through the hearts of the people!
"Do it! I Qin Fei never give up halfway! If I say to do it, I will do it to the end! If I don't destroy the black sun, I Qin Fei won't return home!"
Qin Fei heard the rattling sound of his teeth. This sentence was squeezed out of his teeth.
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Just standing up from the sofa, Qin Fei saw several strong men carrying a stretcher with black zipper pockets on it, looking serious and coming out of the room on the first floor.
These Britons are members of the logistics support unit of mi17. The black bags they carry are actually body bags.
What's in it? Qin Fei and Mister know very well.
It's Joyce.
Several people carried Joyce's body directly into the garage and put the body into a van they came to.
George came out of the equipment room next to the garage and stood by the door. He looked sad and lonely.
Mister struggled to get up from the sofa and limped with Qin Fei to George.
Several strong men carefully opened the back door of the van and carried Joyce into the car.
A faint sadness filled the air silently.
The door closed and the electric rolling gate rose slowly. In the dark garage, Qin Fei saw something shining in George's corner of the eye.
The technical officer suddenly raised his hand and saluted.
Almost subconsciously, Mister and Qin Fei also raised their hands and saluted.
For dead soldiers, this is the simplest and direct way to express their respect.
The car left the safe house, the door closed, the rolling brake of the garage door lowered again, and everything returned to darkness.
Qin Fei wanted to comfort George, but he couldn't speak.
George stood foolishly by the door and turned back to the equipment room.
"I'll make a phone call." Qin Fei repeated this sentence again.
Mister shrugged and didn't speak. At this time, it seemed that silence was better than sound.
Qin Fei went upstairs, went back to his room, took out his satellite phone and dialed Mr. an's number.
"Don't you bother your rest so late, sir?"
"No, I haven't slept tonight. I received the latest intelligence newsletter over there, saying that mi17 and an American mysterious operation Department fought in Soweto area. You informed me of your whereabouts before. I guess it will be related to you, but I didn't receive your request for support in advance, so it's inconvenient to send someone. I'm afraid it will destroy your plan. Call me now, are you Is there anything I can do for you? "
Old man ANN is always well-informed.
"Yes, I almost died." Qin Fei smiled bitterly, and suddenly Joyce sounded.
There was silence on the other end of the phone.
After a while, master an said, "boy, I know you are wronged, and I know you are under more pressure and danger than anyone in unit 203. Let's say, as long as you need, I can immediately send the most elite forces to support you."
"No, I don't need obvious support." Qin Fei said: "I cooperate well with the ghost team. Being too public will affect my plan and others will doubt my identity."
"You're right. That's why I dare not meddle in all your affairs. You are now an independent kite. That's why you have the greatest freedom among all people. No one knows your identity except me and the people of unit 203. If you have too much contact with us, it's not good for you, at least..."
Old man an sighed and said, "at least the top secret action department like mi17 won't cooperate with you."
"Yes, they trust me now."
"Well, after all, they are people who have experienced life and death together." old man an heard that Qin Fei's tone was slightly depressed, so he asked, "you seem to be in a bad mood."
"Yes, a female officer and a lieutenant were killed in mi17 tonight. At present, they are being rescued in the safe house. I don't know if they can survive. The injury is very serious..." Qin Fei said.
Old man an said, "I see... Are you hurt?"
"A little skin trauma, just stray bullets, no big deal."
Qin Fei thought of the close range shooting in the dark of the police station. At that time, Qin Fei didn't think too much and didn't have time for him to think too much. He just wanted to fight for survival, but on the back of the car, Qin Feifei thought more and more afraid. Shooting at each other in such a narrow place, he could pick up a life. It was smoke from his ancestral grave.
"Old man, I'm under a lot of pressure..." Qin Fei sat in his chair and looked up at the night sky outside the window not far in front of him.
Recently, various pressures are suddenly pouring in from all directions like a tide.
The feeling of being involved in the spider web suddenly made him feel so powerless.
Qin Fei thinks he is a very confident person. He believes he can cope with any situation.
This can also be said to be a kind of stubbornness and self-esteem.
He always felt that he could not lose his face, his father's face, let alone the army's face.
My father endured humiliation and suffered a bad reputation. He made concessions under fan Tianlong for so many years to collect intelligence. What's more difficult for him than others?
However, at this moment, he really felt the pressure.
"Is there any difficulty?" Mr. an was obviously surprised by Qin Fei's performance. At least after Qin Fei left the 203 army and left the Z country to assume the current role of a free man, he had never been so depressed and never tried to be so depressed.
"Or are you afraid of death because you see the death of others?"
"I'm not afraid of death!" Qin Fei shook his head and said, "I just feel powerless."
He sighed and talked one by one about the complex situation he was facing, the unknown difficulties faced by cornerstone project, mi17, MI6 and Colombia, and his doubts about the forces behind mister to master an.
I said this for more than ten minutes.
Old man an listened quietly without interrupting Qin Fei once.
He suddenly realized that he had always regarded Qin Fei as an omnipotent special forces soldier, but he forgot that Qin Fei was only a young man in his twenties.
If he has to bear such great pressure, maybe he is too high to see Qin Fei.
"Sir, I thought I was just a good soldier. My duty only needs to obey orders, but now I find that I must make judgments and choices, or someone will be like Joyce. I didn't understand why their commander, major Michelle, always looks like a mountain of pressure. Now I know , it's not because we are afraid of death. It's not difficult for us to be afraid of death. The difficulty is that you put everyone's life and responsibility on your shoulders. If you make any wrong plan, someone will die... "
"Qin Fei, this is the difference between a soldier and a commander." old man an said: "I was really selfish before. I never tried to care for you in this way. You chose this road, and I didn't give you enough psychological adjustment. Originally, last time you returned home, I really shouldn't just talk to you for one night, but should talk to you. Soldiers and commanders are two different concepts. As you said, soldiers only need to obey orders, while commanders need to be tested Considering the overall situation, you should bear the responsibility, especially the life and death of all your people's heads are in your hands. Grandpa came here. In the past, grandpa also came from soldiers to generals. In those years, I tried to fight a war and won, but many soldiers died. I stood next to the remains of the soldiers and cried loudly. I almost fainted with my eyes There is no joy of victory at all, only the blame for my command. I will think, if my attack plan is better and more appropriate, maybe I don't rush to attack, will everything be better... "
As he spoke, the old man seemed to have crossed the time tunnel and returned to the battlefield filled with gunsmoke in the years of military haste
"The faces of those soldiers appear in my dreams every night. Some of them I can remember their names, and some even I don't know their names... They come and go, go and come, smiling at me, but no one scolds me. In fact, I really want them to scold me, scold me ruthlessly, poke me in the nose... But they don't..."
Old man an's breath became thick and seemed to be trying to suppress the rolling emotion in his chest.
Finally, with a long sigh, the old man continued: "But then I figured out that this is the price that must be paid as a commander. My old superior once told me that if you do this in every battle, you will crush yourself first, make more wrong choices and die more people. Or, if you quit and don't be a commander, you can choose not to do it! But If you are going to do it, you should believe in yourself, pack lightly, and make the most accurate choice you think at the most critical moment without hesitation. No one can help you! If you want to be a hero, you should have the consciousness of being a hero. A hero is lonely. Why is lonely? It is not because the hero is cold-blooded, but because the hero must choose to take a lonely road Be good to yourself and others! "
"Qin Fei, you chose the road yourself. If you think you still want to do it, you should continue to do it. Do it well and don't do it. You said, I'll approve you to leave immediately. You can choose to make an appointment as your mercenary leader or return home to continue to serve in the army. I can do it for you, but remember my words. From today on, put down the pressure you shouldn't bear and don't let it go It's crushing you! "
"Tell me! Will you do it or not?"
Old man an's words shocked and sobered Qin Fei like the morning bell. The old man who had participated in several major battles explained the truth in the most direct and popular words. He didn't talk about theory or doctrine, but straight through the hearts of the people!
"Do it! I Qin Fei never give up halfway! If I say to do it, I will do it to the end! If I don't destroy the black sun, I Qin Fei won't return home!"
Qin Fei heard the rattling sound of his teeth. This sentence was squeezed out of his teeth.
Just standing up from the sofa, Qin Fei saw several strong men carrying a stretcher with black zipper pockets on it, looking serious and coming out of the room on the first floor.These Britons are members of the logistics support unit of mi17. The black bags they carry are actually body bags.What's in it? Qin Fei and Mister know very well.It's Joyce.Several people carried Joyce's body directly into the garage and put the body into a van they came to.George came out of the equipment room next to the garage and stood by the door. He looked sad and lonely.Mister struggled to get up from the sofa and limped with Qin Fei to George.Several strong men carefully opened the back door of the van and carried Joyce into the car.A faint sadness filled the air silently.The door closed and the electric rolling gate rose slowly. In the dark garage, Qin Fei saw something shining in George's corner of the eye.The technical officer suddenly raised his hand and saluted.Almost subconsciously, Mister and Qin Fei also raised their hands and saluted.For dead soldiers, this is the simplest and direct way to express their respect.The car left the safe house, the door closed, the rolling brake of the garage door lowered again, and everything returned to darkness.Qin Fei wanted to comfort George, but he couldn't speak.George stood foolishly by the door and turned back to the equipment room."I'll make a phone call." Qin Fei repeated this sentence again.Mister shrugged and didn't speak. At this time, it seemed that silence was better than sound.Qin Fei went upstairs, went back to his room, took out his satellite phone and dialed Mr. an's number."Don't you bother your rest so late, sir?""No, I haven't slept tonight. I received the latest intelligence newsletter over there, saying that mi17 and an American mysterious operation Department fought in Soweto area. You informed me of your whereabouts before. I guess it will be related to you, but I didn't receive your request for support in advance, so it's inconvenient to send someone. I'm afraid it will destroy your plan. Call me now, are you Is there anything I can do for you? "Old man ANN is always well-informed."Yes, I almost died." Qin Fei smiled bitterly, and suddenly Joyce sounded.There was silence on the other end of the phone.After a while, master an said, "boy, I know you are wronged, and I know you are under more pressure and danger than anyone in unit 203. Let's say, as long as you need, I can immediately send the most elite forces to support you.""No, I don't need obvious support." Qin Fei said: "I cooperate well with the ghost team. Being too public will affect my plan and others will doubt my identity.""You're right. That's why I dare not meddle in all your affairs. You are now an independent kite. That's why you have the greatest freedom among all people. No one knows your identity except me and the people of unit 203. If you have too much contact with us, it's not good for you, at least..."Old man an sighed and said, "at least the top secret action department like mi17 won't cooperate with you.""Yes, they trust me now.""Well, after all, they are people who have experienced life and death together." old man an heard that Qin Fei's tone was slightly depressed, so he asked, "you seem to be in a bad mood.""Yes, a female officer and a lieutenant were killed in mi17 tonight. At present, they are being rescued in the safe house. I don't know if they can survive. The injury is very serious..." Qin Fei said.Old man an said, "I see... Are you hurt?""A little skin trauma, just stray bullets, no big deal."Qin Fei thought of the close range shooting in the dark of the police station. At that time, Qin Fei didn't think too much and didn't have time for him to think too much. He just wanted to fight for survival, but on the back of the car, Qin Feifei thought more and more afraid. Shooting at each other in such a narrow place, he could pick up a life. It was smoke from his ancestral grave."Old man, I'm under a lot of pressure..." Qin Fei sat in his chair and looked up at the night sky outside the window not far in front of him.Recently, various pressures are suddenly pouring in from all directions like a tide.The feeling of being involved in the spider web suddenly made him feel so powerless.Qin Fei thinks he is a very confident person. He believes he can cope with any situation.This can also be said to be a kind of stubbornness and self-esteem.He always felt that he could not lose his face, his father's face, let alone the army's face.My father endured humiliation and suffered a bad reputation. He made concessions under fan Tianlong for so many years to collect intelligence. What's more difficult for him than others?However, at this moment, he really felt the pressure."Is there any difficulty?" Mr. an was obviously surprised by Qin Fei's performance. At least after Qin Fei left the 203 army and left the Z country to assume the current role of a free man, he had never been so depressed and never tried to be so depressed."Or are you afraid of death because you see the death of others?""I'm not afraid of death!" Qin Fei shook his head and said, "I just feel powerless."He sighed and talked one by one about the complex situation he was facing, the unknown difficulties faced by cornerstone project, mi17, MI6 and Colombia, and his doubts about the forces behind mister to master an.I said this for more than ten minutes.Old man an listened quietly without interrupting Qin Fei once.He suddenly realized that he had always regarded Qin Fei as an omnipotent special forces soldier, but he forgot that Qin Fei was only a young man in his twenties.If he has to bear such great pressure, maybe he is too high to see Qin Fei."Sir, I thought I was just a good soldier. My duty only needs to obey orders, but now I find that I must make judgments and choices, or someone will be like Joyce. I didn't understand why their commander, major Michelle, always looks like a mountain of pressure. Now I know , it's not because we are afraid of death. It's not difficult for us to be afraid of death. The difficulty is that you put everyone's life and responsibility on your shoulders. If you make any wrong plan, someone will die... ""Qin Fei, this is the difference between a soldier and a commander." old man an said: "I was really selfish before. I never tried to care for you in this way. You chose this road, and I didn't give you enough psychological adjustment. Originally, last time you returned home, I really shouldn't just talk to you for one night, but should talk to you. Soldiers and commanders are two different concepts. As you said, soldiers only need to obey orders, while commanders need to be tested Considering the overall situation, you should bear the responsibility, especially the life and death of all your people's heads are in your hands. Grandpa came here. In the past, grandpa also came from soldiers to generals. In those years, I tried to fight a war and won, but many soldiers died. I stood next to the remains of the soldiers and cried loudly. I almost fainted with my eyes There is no joy of victory at all, only the blame for my command. I will think, if my attack plan is better and more appropriate, maybe I don't rush to attack, will everything be better... "As he spoke, the old man seemed to have crossed the time tunnel and returned to the battlefield filled with gunsmoke in the years of military haste"The faces of those soldiers appear in my dreams every night. Some of them I can remember their names, and some even I don't know their names... They come and go, go and come, smiling at me, but no one scolds me. In fact, I really want them to scold me, scold me ruthlessly, poke me in the nose... But they don't..."Old man an's breath became thick and seemed to be trying to suppress the rolling emotion in his chest.Finally, with a long sigh, the old man continued: "But then I figured out that this is the price that must be paid as a commander. My old superior once told me that if you do this in every battle, you will crush yourself first, make more wrong choices and die more people. Or, if you quit and don't be a commander, you can choose not to do it! But If you are going to do it, you should believe in yourself, pack lightly, and make the most accurate choice you think at the most critical moment without hesitation. No one can help you! If you want to be a hero, you should have the consciousness of being a hero. A hero is lonely. Why is lonely? It is not because the hero is cold-blooded, but because the hero must choose to take a lonely road Be good to yourself and others! ""Qin Fei, you chose the road yourself. If you think you still want to do it, you should continue to do it. Do it well and don't do it. You said, I'll approve you to leave immediately. You can choose to make an appointment as your mercenary leader or return home to continue to serve in the army. I can do it for you, but remember my words. From today on, put down the pressure you shouldn't bear and don't let it go It's crushing you! ""Tell me! Will you do it or not?"Old man an's words shocked and sobered Qin Fei like the morning bell. The old man who had participated in several major battles explained the truth in the most direct and popular words. He didn't talk about theory or doctrine, but straight through the hearts of the people!"Do it! I Qin Fei never give up halfway! If I say to do it, I will do it to the end! If I don't destroy the black sun, I Qin Fei won't return home!"Qin Fei heard the rattling sound of his teeth. This sentence was squeezed out of his teeth.
