Chapter 129
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"When I was a child, I tried an accident and almost died." Xu Wu stared at the original place and didn't move, as if he had penetrated some space and returned to his memory. He said after a few minutes: "There is a well in my hometown. It is a dry well. The children in the village like to play there. As a result, I was unlucky once. When I was five years old, I accidentally fell into the well when I went to play by the well. At that time, I could only use the word" heaven should not be called and the earth should not work. "
"At the bottom of the well, I was sleepy for more than ten hours until my parents found that I hadn't been home since the day. Then they mobilized the people in the village to come out to find me. When they found me in the dry well, I had collapsed because of fear and hunger."
Qin Fei listened quietly. Xu Wu's personal experience must be related to his later stories.
In childhood, if you suffer from such an experience as Xu Wu, it may be fatal to your heart.
"But fortunately, I recovered quickly and there was no big problem. A few days later, I was alive and kicking again. It seemed like the past."
He shook his head with a wry smile.
"Until high school, once I went to work in the city with my father and went to a building. That was the first time I took the elevator. This time, I didn't know that I was different from ordinary people..."
"When I first walked into the elevator, I felt myself sweating all over and my heart beat faster, as if the walls of the elevator were squeezing towards me. The moment the elevator door was closed, I collapsed. I felt that I couldn't continue breathing. People were going to suffocate. I made a noise in the elevator and almost cried."
Qin Fei blurted out: "did you get scared in the well when you were a child and have claustrophobia?"
Xu Wu nodded: "yes, my father took me to see a doctor later. I heard the word from a doctor for the first time."
After a pause, Xu Wu said again: "However, my father was relieved, and I didn't take it to heart. After all, my claustrophobia is not serious. Unless I go to a confined space, there will be no problem in general, so I didn't take it to heart. Anyway, there are no elevators in the countryside. I didn't think I wanted to work in a big city that year, so I didn't care about it any more."
Qin Fei seems to understand that Xu Wu's elimination is probably directly related to this psychological disease.
But now in the submarine, how can he be as safe as anyone?
"Lao Xu, your illness..."
"You mean now? Why is it all right in the submarine?"
Qin Fei said, "yes, if you are uncomfortable in the elevator, you can't stay in the submarine, but I think you have no problem."
"Let's talk about why I can participate in the second selection first." Xu Wu said: "The first time I participated in the training, He Ping passed the test. I was eliminated at this stage. I didn't even dare to go on the submarine... As soon as I came up, I was very afraid. Let alone the climbing pipe training, I couldn't even walk. When I was in the brigade, underwater training was not a compulsory subject. The captain felt that although I had problems in this aspect, I was very nervous in other places Excellent, so I won't be forced to participate in this kind of training... "
"That's how you were eliminated?" Qin Fei asked.
Xu Wu nodded and said, "yes, that's right. I chose to quit and return to the original army."
"But..."
"But why are you here now?"
"Yes."
"Originally, a student who lost the election, coupled with mental illness, can't have the opportunity to return here again." Xu Wu said: "this is the unwritten rule about unit 203 that I told you just now."
"What does that rule mean?"
Xu Wu painfully covered his face and twitched his shoulders. Finally, he had to take several deep breaths to stabilize his mood.
"The rule is that if members of unit 203 die, the requirements mentioned in his previous will can be met as long as they are not excessive..."
Qin Fei was shocked. He seemed to have guessed something, but he didn't want to say it.
"He Ping died and was on a mission. In his will, he specifically stated that the army would give me a second chance. He knew that I wanted to join the 203 army, but I just didn't have a chance..."
"When the thunder team found me with this will, I looked at it... I was so old that I didn't cry once. When I was a child, my father smoked me with a cane. I didn't cry. In the army, I won the title of 'gun King' after several times of everyone's hardship. In order to train to shoot quickly, my skin on the tiger's mouth was worn off. I didn't cry. There was a big competition in the military region. I used tactics No one knew that I had worn out seven sets of camouflage clothes, my elbows and knees were worn out, and I didn't cry; that day I held He Ping's suicide note, and I cried all day... My good comrade in arms... My stupid comrade in arms... He didn't ask for anything, but asked unit 203 to open a back door for me so that I could run for a second time... "
Xu Wu could no longer control his emotions and covered his face and sobbed.
Qin Fei's throat is like a piece of lead. It's hard to say. The corners of his eyes are wet unknowingly.
Xu Wu didn't describe the war friendship between him and He Ping, but just looking at this one in He Ping's will, we can know the depth of their relationship.
Between them, is the kind of real life and death friends, no need to say more, just put it silently in the bottom of my heart. I trust you as I trust my hand; I care about you as I care about my own life; If you live well, I think everything in the world is beautiful.
Fuck!
Qin Fei scolded himself. He thought he had enough emotional resistance after experiencing his father. Unexpectedly, Xu Wu's story broke his defense line in an instant.
"Lao Xu, don't be sad. I don't think you will let He Ping down. Now you've been through it? Besides, you're in the submarine now. Aren't you all right?"
"In order to be worthy of He Ping, I ordered myself to overcome this phobia and break this psychological barrier. After the thunder team left, I began to train myself. I didn't need a psychologist. I told myself that since He Ping gave me a chance with his life, even if I didn't want to die, I had to give this broken disease to the customer service, not to mention the fucking psychology Disease, even cancer, He Ping keeps me alive! "
"Lao Xu! You can do it!"
"Now it seems that entering the submarine is no problem."
’Xu Wu said: "It took me a year to let my comrades in arms of the team lock me in a small private room in the middle of the night. From there, the space was reduced to the tunnels for our training. For those narrow tunnels, I specially made two iron doors to lock me in when people were free. I stayed for a whole day. Finally, I was locked in the big iron box containing equipment. No matter how I shouted, it was absolutely safe Don't open the door for me until it's time. "
"Now it seems that it is very effective," Qin Fei said.
Xu Wudao: "It seems so for the time being, but I have no bottom in my heart for the day after tomorrow's pipe climbing training. You know, the pipe climbing must be at least 30 meters underwater. Maybe the standard of unit 203 is higher. The pipe is 8 meters and the width is only 533 mm. I have to carry a diving suit on my back. It's a long process to climb out from there. I can only move forward a little bit by pulling the groove wall of the fish detonator. It's terrible underwater Tranquility is not comparable on land... "
He sighed and wiped some tears from the corners of his eyes.
"What I'm most worried about is that I can't climb into the pipe and can only drown alive... The thunder team also talked to me in private. He said that in this case, I would be at great risk and might die..."
"How do you decide?" Qin Fei asked.
"I told him that I could sign the certificate of life and death, but if I wanted to give up, I had only two words - never! I would die on the training ground! Otherwise, even if I went to huangquan, I would have no face to see He Ping!"
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"When I was a child, I tried an accident and almost died." Xu Wu stared at the original place and didn't move, as if he had penetrated some space and returned to his memory. He said after a few minutes: "There is a well in my hometown. It is a dry well. The children in the village like to play there. As a result, I was unlucky once. When I was five years old, I accidentally fell into the well when I went to play by the well. At that time, I could only use the word" heaven should not be called and the earth should not work. "
"At the bottom of the well, I was sleepy for more than ten hours until my parents found that I hadn't been home since the day. Then they mobilized the people in the village to come out to find me. When they found me in the dry well, I had collapsed because of fear and hunger."
Qin Fei listened quietly. Xu Wu's personal experience must be related to his later stories.
In childhood, if you suffer from such an experience as Xu Wu, it may be fatal to your heart.
"But fortunately, I recovered quickly and there was no big problem. A few days later, I was alive and kicking again. It seemed like the past."
He shook his head with a wry smile.
"Until high school, once I went to work in the city with my father and went to a building. That was the first time I took the elevator. This time, I didn't know that I was different from ordinary people..."
"When I first walked into the elevator, I felt myself sweating all over and my heart beat faster, as if the walls of the elevator were squeezing towards me. The moment the elevator door was closed, I collapsed. I felt that I couldn't continue breathing. People were going to suffocate. I made a noise in the elevator and almost cried."
Qin Fei blurted out: "did you get scared in the well when you were a child and have claustrophobia?"
Xu Wu nodded: "yes, my father took me to see a doctor later. I heard the word from a doctor for the first time."
After a pause, Xu Wu said again: "However, my father was relieved, and I didn't take it to heart. After all, my claustrophobia is not serious. Unless I go to a confined space, there will be no problem in general, so I didn't take it to heart. Anyway, there are no elevators in the countryside. I didn't think I wanted to work in a big city that year, so I didn't care about it any more."
Qin Fei seems to understand that Xu Wu's elimination is probably directly related to this psychological disease.
But now in the submarine, how can he be as safe as anyone?
"Lao Xu, your illness..."
"You mean now? Why is it all right in the submarine?"
Qin Fei said, "yes, if you are uncomfortable in the elevator, you can't stay in the submarine, but I think you have no problem."
"Let's talk about why I can participate in the second selection first." Xu Wu said: "The first time I participated in the training, He Ping passed the test. I was eliminated at this stage. I didn't even dare to go on the submarine... As soon as I came up, I was very afraid. Let alone the climbing pipe training, I couldn't even walk. When I was in the brigade, underwater training was not a compulsory subject. The captain felt that although I had problems in this aspect, I was very nervous in other places Excellent, so I won't be forced to participate in this kind of training... "
"That's how you were eliminated?" Qin Fei asked.
Xu Wu nodded and said, "yes, that's right. I chose to quit and return to the original army."
"But..."
"But why are you here now?"
"Yes."
"Originally, a student who lost the election, coupled with mental illness, can't have the opportunity to return here again." Xu Wu said: "this is the unwritten rule about unit 203 that I told you just now."
"What does that rule mean?"
Xu Wu painfully covered his face and twitched his shoulders. Finally, he had to take several deep breaths to stabilize his mood.
"The rule is that if members of unit 203 die, the requirements mentioned in his previous will can be met as long as they are not excessive..."
Qin Fei was shocked. He seemed to have guessed something, but he didn't want to say it.
"He Ping died and was on a mission. In his will, he specifically stated that the army would give me a second chance. He knew that I wanted to join the 203 army, but I just didn't have a chance..."
"When the thunder team found me with this will, I looked at it... I was so old that I didn't cry once. When I was a child, my father smoked me with a cane. I didn't cry. In the army, I won the title of 'gun King' after several times of everyone's hardship. In order to train to shoot quickly, my skin on the tiger's mouth was worn off. I didn't cry. There was a big competition in the military region. I used tactics No one knew that I had worn out seven sets of camouflage clothes, my elbows and knees were worn out, and I didn't cry; that day I held He Ping's suicide note, and I cried all day... My good comrade in arms... My stupid comrade in arms... He didn't ask for anything, but asked unit 203 to open a back door for me so that I could run for a second time... "
Xu Wu could no longer control his emotions and covered his face and sobbed.
Qin Fei's throat is like a piece of lead. It's hard to say. The corners of his eyes are wet unknowingly.
Xu Wu didn't describe the war friendship between him and He Ping, but just looking at this one in He Ping's will, we can know the depth of their relationship.
Between them, is the kind of real life and death friends, no need to say more, just put it silently in the bottom of my heart. I trust you as I trust my hand; I care about you as I care about my own life; If you live well, I think everything in the world is beautiful.
Fuck!
Qin Fei scolded himself. He thought he had enough emotional resistance after experiencing his father. Unexpectedly, Xu Wu's story broke his defense line in an instant.
"Lao Xu, don't be sad. I don't think you will let He Ping down. Now you've been through it? Besides, you're in the submarine now. Aren't you all right?"
"In order to be worthy of He Ping, I ordered myself to overcome this phobia and break this psychological barrier. After the thunder team left, I began to train myself. I didn't need a psychologist. I told myself that since He Ping gave me a chance with his life, even if I didn't want to die, I had to give this broken disease to the customer service, not to mention the fucking psychology Disease, even cancer, He Ping keeps me alive! "
"Lao Xu! You can do it!"
"Now it seems that entering the submarine is no problem."
’Xu Wu said: "It took me a year to let my comrades in arms of the team lock me in a small private room in the middle of the night. From there, the space was reduced to the tunnels for our training. For those narrow tunnels, I specially made two iron doors to lock me in when people were free. I stayed for a whole day. Finally, I was locked in the big iron box containing equipment. No matter how I shouted, it was absolutely safe Don't open the door for me until it's time. "
"Now it seems that it is very effective," Qin Fei said.
Xu Wudao: "It seems so for the time being, but I have no bottom in my heart for the day after tomorrow's pipe climbing training. You know, the pipe climbing must be at least 30 meters underwater. Maybe the standard of unit 203 is higher. The pipe is 8 meters and the width is only 533 mm. I have to carry a diving suit on my back. It's a long process to climb out from there. I can only move forward a little bit by pulling the groove wall of the fish detonator. It's terrible underwater Tranquility is not comparable on land... "
He sighed and wiped some tears from the corners of his eyes.
"What I'm most worried about is that I can't climb into the pipe and can only drown alive... The thunder team also talked to me in private. He said that in this case, I would be at great risk and might die..."
"How do you decide?" Qin Fei asked.
"I told him that I could sign the certificate of life and death, but if I wanted to give up, I had only two words - never! I would die on the training ground! Otherwise, even if I went to huangquan, I would have no face to see He Ping!"
"When I was a child, I tried an accident and almost died." Xu Wu stared at the original place and didn't move, as if he had penetrated some space and returned to his memory. He said after a few minutes: "There is a well in my hometown. It is a dry well. The children in the village like to play there. As a result, I was unlucky once. When I was five years old, I accidentally fell into the well when I went to play by the well. At that time, I could only use the word" heaven should not be called and the earth should not work. ""At the bottom of the well, I was sleepy for more than ten hours until my parents found that I hadn't been home since the day. Then they mobilized the people in the village to come out to find me. When they found me in the dry well, I had collapsed because of fear and hunger."Qin Fei listened quietly. Xu Wu's personal experience must be related to his later stories.In childhood, if you suffer from such an experience as Xu Wu, it may be fatal to your heart."But fortunately, I recovered quickly and there was no big problem. A few days later, I was alive and kicking again. It seemed like the past."He shook his head with a wry smile."Until high school, once I went to work in the city with my father and went to a building. That was the first time I took the elevator. This time, I didn't know that I was different from ordinary people...""When I first walked into the elevator, I felt myself sweating all over and my heart beat faster, as if the walls of the elevator were squeezing towards me. The moment the elevator door was closed, I collapsed. I felt that I couldn't continue breathing. People were going to suffocate. I made a noise in the elevator and almost cried."Qin Fei blurted out: "did you get scared in the well when you were a child and have claustrophobia?"Xu Wu nodded: "yes, my father took me to see a doctor later. I heard the word from a doctor for the first time."After a pause, Xu Wu said again: "However, my father was relieved, and I didn't take it to heart. After all, my claustrophobia is not serious. Unless I go to a confined space, there will be no problem in general, so I didn't take it to heart. Anyway, there are no elevators in the countryside. I didn't think I wanted to work in a big city that year, so I didn't care about it any more."Qin Fei seems to understand that Xu Wu's elimination is probably directly related to this psychological disease.But now in the submarine, how can he be as safe as anyone?"Lao Xu, your illness...""You mean now? Why is it all right in the submarine?"Qin Fei said, "yes, if you are uncomfortable in the elevator, you can't stay in the submarine, but I think you have no problem.""Let's talk about why I can participate in the second selection first." Xu Wu said: "The first time I participated in the training, He Ping passed the test. I was eliminated at this stage. I didn't even dare to go on the submarine... As soon as I came up, I was very afraid. Let alone the climbing pipe training, I couldn't even walk. When I was in the brigade, underwater training was not a compulsory subject. The captain felt that although I had problems in this aspect, I was very nervous in other places Excellent, so I won't be forced to participate in this kind of training... ""That's how you were eliminated?" Qin Fei asked.Xu Wu nodded and said, "yes, that's right. I chose to quit and return to the original army.""But...""But why are you here now?""Yes.""Originally, a student who lost the election, coupled with mental illness, can't have the opportunity to return here again." Xu Wu said: "this is the unwritten rule about unit 203 that I told you just now.""What does that rule mean?"Xu Wu painfully covered his face and twitched his shoulders. Finally, he had to take several deep breaths to stabilize his mood."The rule is that if members of unit 203 die, the requirements mentioned in his previous will can be met as long as they are not excessive..."Qin Fei was shocked. He seemed to have guessed something, but he didn't want to say it."He Ping died and was on a mission. In his will, he specifically stated that the army would give me a second chance. He knew that I wanted to join the 203 army, but I just didn't have a chance...""When the thunder team found me with this will, I looked at it... I was so old that I didn't cry once. When I was a child, my father smoked me with a cane. I didn't cry. In the army, I won the title of 'gun King' after several times of everyone's hardship. In order to train to shoot quickly, my skin on the tiger's mouth was worn off. I didn't cry. There was a big competition in the military region. I used tactics No one knew that I had worn out seven sets of camouflage clothes, my elbows and knees were worn out, and I didn't cry; that day I held He Ping's suicide note, and I cried all day... My good comrade in arms... My stupid comrade in arms... He didn't ask for anything, but asked unit 203 to open a back door for me so that I could run for a second time... "Xu Wu could no longer control his emotions and covered his face and sobbed.Qin Fei's throat is like a piece of lead. It's hard to say. The corners of his eyes are wet unknowingly.Xu Wu didn't describe the war friendship between him and He Ping, but just looking at this one in He Ping's will, we can know the depth of their relationship.Between them, is the kind of real life and death friends, no need to say more, just put it silently in the bottom of my heart. I trust you as I trust my hand; I care about you as I care about my own life; If you live well, I think everything in the world is beautiful.Fuck!Qin Fei scolded himself. He thought he had enough emotional resistance after experiencing his father. Unexpectedly, Xu Wu's story broke his defense line in an instant."Lao Xu, don't be sad. I don't think you will let He Ping down. Now you've been through it? Besides, you're in the submarine now. Aren't you all right?""In order to be worthy of He Ping, I ordered myself to overcome this phobia and break this psychological barrier. After the thunder team left, I began to train myself. I didn't need a psychologist. I told myself that since He Ping gave me a chance with his life, even if I didn't want to die, I had to give this broken disease to the customer service, not to mention the fucking psychology Disease, even cancer, He Ping keeps me alive! ""Lao Xu! You can do it!""Now it seems that entering the submarine is no problem."'Xu Wu said: "It took me a year to let my comrades in arms of the team lock me in a small private room in the middle of the night. From there, the space was reduced to the tunnels for our training. For those narrow tunnels, I specially made two iron doors to lock me in when people were free. I stayed for a whole day. Finally, I was locked in the big iron box containing equipment. No matter how I shouted, it was absolutely safe Don't open the door for me until it's time. ""Now it seems that it is very effective," Qin Fei said.Xu Wudao: "It seems so for the time being, but I have no bottom in my heart for the day after tomorrow's pipe climbing training. You know, the pipe climbing must be at least 30 meters underwater. Maybe the standard of unit 203 is higher. The pipe is 8 meters and the width is only 533 mm. I have to carry a diving suit on my back. It's a long process to climb out from there. I can only move forward a little bit by pulling the groove wall of the fish detonator. It's terrible underwater Tranquility is not comparable on land... "He sighed and wiped some tears from the corners of his eyes."What I'm most worried about is that I can't climb into the pipe and can only drown alive... The thunder team also talked to me in private. He said that in this case, I would be at great risk and might die...""How do you decide?" Qin Fei asked."I told him that I could sign the certificate of life and death, but if I wanted to give up, I had only two words - never! I would die on the training ground! Otherwise, even if I went to huangquan, I would have no face to see He Ping!"
