If that’s the case, It was a bit unfair to me. Whether I had memories or not, I was myself, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t revive the memories that God erased with my own strength.
When I suddenly became depressed and didn’t write anything in my notebook, Andrea bowed his head and looked into my eyes.
There was warmth in his eyes as he gently checked my expression.
“Did you remember with the power of the angel?”
He joked with a laugh, I could see through his joking attitude. He was afraid of hurting my feelings, but I wasn’t really upset either.
[If my memory had come back, would you have left me?]
I wrote weakly and showed it to him. Andrea took the pen from my hand and wrote something under my writing.
[No. I asked because I was scared. You don’t have to have your memories back. I like it now. Del]
“I’ll be Del’s mate and be by his side as long as he wants me too.”
Andrea added, and swallowed the snacks I brought in one bite. His face, which was smiling and satisfied, made me able to let go of the possibility I had just thought of without any regret.
I opened another bag of snacks and put it in Andrea’s mouth. Andrea, who had started eating the snacks I gave him , turned his head in the other direction and laughed.
[Andrea’s Sloane’s favorability increases by +1!]
It was a word from God that I hadn’t seen in a while. Now Andrea’s liking was 56. During the two weeks we spent together, the total number of likes had increased by 4. I couldn’t tell objectively whether this was a lot or a little, but my heart was frustrated. At this rate, I couldn’t reach 10 even after a month.
I took a quick glance at Andrea, who was chewing the snacks. Even if I didn’t know the fact that he was the “male protagonist” chosen by God, I could tell from his actions and words that he definitely liked me. It was strange that his liking didn’t go up at all, and it went up like a turtle.
As expected, the reason seemed to be he has someone else he likes.
I picked up the pen again.
[Who is the person Andrea likes?]
Andrea read my writing and was silent for a moment. It was an expression that seemed to be wondering what to say. I urged him on.
[Just tell me what kind of person they are.]
I wanted to know Andrea’s true feelings. If I became Andrea’s true partner, I would be satisfied.
But now I only have two weeks left. I had to work hard to raise the favorability to 6. Rather than trying to seduce Andrea. I have to use a different method to avoid losing my voice forever.
In other words, I was planning to imitate the person Andrea likes.
Andrea spoke carefully, not knowing my dark intentions
“Well… The person I like is… very beautiful and arrogant.”
It was an attitude as if he was holding something sacred, so it was enough to make me feel a little resentful. But I waited for the next words to come out of his mouth.
“He easily seduces others and also easily discards them. He sees everyone as mere playthings.”
“Isn’t that a bit trashy?”
“That person loves himself the most. So he has no heart to give to others.”
[Wait a minute. Then does that person not like Andrea?]
Is that a secret crush on Andrea?
Andrea smiled bitterly and nodded sadly.
“That person doesn’t even know I exist. It’s an unrequited love.”
[But why do you like that person if they don’t even know you?]
The lovers I’ve seen have always cherished and loved each other. I thought that was love.
“Well, I guess because I can’t control the way my heart is”,
Andrea thought that loving someone without being loved back was love.
My heart ached strangely. I wanted to say that’s not love. Lovers should cherish each other, constantly tell each other they love each other, and even if they don’t grant any wishes, they can chant each other’s names like a magic spell. It had to be the kind of relationship where one can give and receive what young Andrea’s had hoped for.
That person doesn’t even recognize Andrea’s existence, doesn’t like Andrea, and even if they found out, they would just treat it as nothing special. That person and Andrea couldn’t be together.
But why do you like that person? Suddenly, a thorn of jealousy and irritation sprouted in my heart. I didn’t like that person, and I didn’t like Andrea who said he liked that person. I quickly scribbled on the paper.
[Andrea is an idiot.]
Andrea saw my notebook and laughed.
“Now you know me a little better.”
He said without denying it one bit.
***
I was annoyed, but my plan to raise Andrea’s favorability was still ongoing. I wrote down some information about Andrea’s secret crush.
[Extremely beautiful
Arrogant
Easily looks down on others and throws others away
Loves himself the most
Andrea is an (idiot)]
The first condition of being beautiful was already fulfilled. I couldn’t try any harder, considering I was already so stunningly beautiful, there was no room for me to improve.
Next was arrogance. This was something I could work on. As an angel, I always treated others with humility and friendliness, so it would be difficult to act arrogant, but… Andrea seemed to be attracted to arrogant people, so I decided to act arrogant for about two weeks.
The most difficult and important condition came next. Andrea seemed to be attracted to people who treated others rudely. What a strange guy he is. But this strange person was my “male protagonist” so I had no choice.
Loving oneself the most and ignoring Andrea seemed relatively easy. I already loved myself, and ignoring Andrea was easy as long as I didn’t speak.
I took a deep breath. It felt like I was about to jump into a battlefield. Now it was time to conquer Andrea’s favorability.
***
“Del, are you going to class?”
Andrea called out to Del, who was leaving without even greeting him. Del didn’t even turn around and just opened the door and left.
“Did he not hear me?”
At first, Andrea thought that was the case.
But even after Del returned from class, he didn’t respond to Andrea’s words at all. Usually, when Andrea had something to say, he would quickly take out his notebook and scribble down with his messy handwriting, but today, he didn’t even pretend to listen.
I was worried that he had lost his voice after losing his hearing, but he would always answer the servants, so it didn’t seem like he had that problem.
That wasn’t all. Del tried to take another servant other than Andrea with when he went out for walks or ate meals.
“Del, are you mad at me?”
Andrea asked, but Del only briefly glanced at Andrea and left with another servant.
Perhaps he was offended by talking about the real Del Narcissus. Andrea laughed and followed behind Del.
Honestly, Del’s behavior now seemed like a cute tantrum. Jealousy, to be exact. The corner of my mouth went up. But if I laughed now, it would only make things worse. Andrea bit his tongue and swallowed his laughter.
Del, who walked ahead, was wearing thin, fluttering white clothes. Every time the wind blew, his clothes swayed and fluttered, making him look like an angel. The servants following closely behind Del were all stealing glances at Del mesmerized by his beauty.
Andrea unconsciously cracked his knuckles as he thought, He should have made an example of Fernando last time by slitting his neck instead of breaking his wrist. But he was startled that Del had suddenly jumped out and stopped him.
“Please rest here, Angel!”
Then, there was a commotion up ahead.
“Bring a parasol!”
“I will support you!”
Del, who seemed dizzy from the hot sun, was leaning on another servant and holding his forehead.
“Del!”
Andrea ran straight to Del. His cheeks and nose were bright red. Andrea grabbed his arm and held him close to him.
“He really must have been weak. He never had a strong body to begin with.”
Andrea naturally held Del like a princess. But suddenly, Del started shaking his body and struggling. Andrea quickly held him firmly so he wouldn’t fall.
“Del, if you fall, you’ll get hurt. Just a moment…”
But Andrea couldn’t say any more. Because Del stretched out both his arms towards the other servant. There was no one in Sablum who could ignore Del when he asked to be held. The servant looked oddly happy and snatched Del away from Andrea’s arms.
If that’s the case, It was a bit unfair to me. Whether I had memories or not, I was myself, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t revive the memories that God erased with my own strength.
When I suddenly became depressed and didn’t write anything in my notebook, Andrea bowed his head and looked into my eyes.
There was warmth in his eyes as he gently checked my expression.
“Did you remember with the power of the angel?”
He joked with a laugh, I could see through his joking attitude. He was afraid of hurting my feelings, but I wasn’t really upset either.
[If my memory had come back, would you have left me?]
I wrote weakly and showed it to him. Andrea took the pen from my hand and wrote something under my writing.
[No. I asked because I was scared. You don’t have to have your memories back. I like it now. Del]
“I’ll be Del’s mate and be by his side as long as he wants me too.”
Andrea added, and swallowed the snacks I brought in one bite. His face, which was smiling and satisfied, made me able to let go of the possibility I had just thought of without any regret.
I opened another bag of snacks and put it in Andrea’s mouth. Andrea, who had started eating the snacks I gave him , turned his head in the other direction and laughed.
[Andrea’s Sloane’s favorability increases by +1!]
It was a word from God that I hadn’t seen in a while. Now Andrea’s liking was 56. During the two weeks we spent together, the total number of likes had increased by 4. I couldn’t tell objectively whether this was a lot or a little, but my heart was frustrated. At this rate, I couldn’t reach 10 even after a month.
I took a quick glance at Andrea, who was chewing the snacks. Even if I didn’t know the fact that he was the “male protagonist” chosen by God, I could tell from his actions and words that he definitely liked me. It was strange that his liking didn’t go up at all, and it went up like a turtle.
As expected, the reason seemed to be he has someone else he likes.
I picked up the pen again.
[Who is the person Andrea likes?]
Andrea read my writing and was silent for a moment. It was an expression that seemed to be wondering what to say. I urged him on.
[Just tell me what kind of person they are.]
I wanted to know Andrea’s true feelings. If I became Andrea’s true partner, I would be satisfied.
But now I only have two weeks left. I had to work hard to raise the favorability to 6. Rather than trying to seduce Andrea. I have to use a different method to avoid losing my voice forever.
In other words, I was planning to imitate the person Andrea likes.
Andrea spoke carefully, not knowing my dark intentions
“Well… The person I like is… very beautiful and arrogant.”
It was an attitude as if he was holding something sacred, so it was enough to make me feel a little resentful. But I waited for the next words to come out of his mouth.
“He easily seduces others and also easily discards them. He sees everyone as mere playthings.”
“Isn’t that a bit trashy?”
“That person loves himself the most. So he has no heart to give to others.”
[Wait a minute. Then does that person not like Andrea?]
Is that a secret crush on Andrea?
Andrea smiled bitterly and nodded sadly.
“That person doesn’t even know I exist. It’s an unrequited love.”
[But why do you like that person if they don’t even know you?]
The lovers I’ve seen have always cherished and loved each other. I thought that was love.
“Well, I guess because I can’t control the way my heart is”,
Andrea thought that loving someone without being loved back was love.
My heart ached strangely. I wanted to say that’s not love. Lovers should cherish each other, constantly tell each other they love each other, and even if they don’t grant any wishes, they can chant each other’s names like a magic spell. It had to be the kind of relationship where one can give and receive what young Andrea’s had hoped for.
That person doesn’t even recognize Andrea’s existence, doesn’t like Andrea, and even if they found out, they would just treat it as nothing special. That person and Andrea couldn’t be together.
But why do you like that person? Suddenly, a thorn of jealousy and irritation sprouted in my heart. I didn’t like that person, and I didn’t like Andrea who said he liked that person. I quickly scribbled on the paper.
[Andrea is an idiot.]
Andrea saw my notebook and laughed.
“Now you know me a little better.”
He said without denying it one bit.
***
I was annoyed, but my plan to raise Andrea’s favorability was still ongoing. I wrote down some information about Andrea’s secret crush.
[Extremely beautiful
Arrogant
Easily looks down on others and throws others away
Loves himself the most
Andrea is an (idiot)]
The first condition of being beautiful was already fulfilled. I couldn’t try any harder, considering I was already so stunningly beautiful, there was no room for me to improve.
Next was arrogance. This was something I could work on. As an angel, I always treated others with humility and friendliness, so it would be difficult to act arrogant, but… Andrea seemed to be attracted to arrogant people, so I decided to act arrogant for about two weeks.
The most difficult and important condition came next. Andrea seemed to be attracted to people who treated others rudely. What a strange guy he is. But this strange person was my “male protagonist” so I had no choice.
Loving oneself the most and ignoring Andrea seemed relatively easy. I already loved myself, and ignoring Andrea was easy as long as I didn’t speak.
I took a deep breath. It felt like I was about to jump into a battlefield. Now it was time to conquer Andrea’s favorability.
***
“Del, are you going to class?”
Andrea called out to Del, who was leaving without even greeting him. Del didn’t even turn around and just opened the door and left.
“Did he not hear me?”
At first, Andrea thought that was the case.
But even after Del returned from class, he didn’t respond to Andrea’s words at all. Usually, when Andrea had something to say, he would quickly take out his notebook and scribble down with his messy handwriting, but today, he didn’t even pretend to listen.
I was worried that he had lost his voice after losing his hearing, but he would always answer the servants, so it didn’t seem like he had that problem.
That wasn’t all. Del tried to take another servant other than Andrea with when he went out for walks or ate meals.
“Del, are you mad at me?”
Andrea asked, but Del only briefly glanced at Andrea and left with another servant.
Perhaps he was offended by talking about the real Del Narcissus. Andrea laughed and followed behind Del.
Honestly, Del’s behavior now seemed like a cute tantrum. Jealousy, to be exact. The corner of my mouth went up. But if I laughed now, it would only make things worse. Andrea bit his tongue and swallowed his laughter.
Del, who walked ahead, was wearing thin, fluttering white clothes. Every time the wind blew, his clothes swayed and fluttered, making him look like an angel. The servants following closely behind Del were all stealing glances at Del mesmerized by his beauty.
Andrea unconsciously cracked his knuckles as he thought, He should have made an example of Fernando last time by slitting his neck instead of breaking his wrist. But he was startled that Del had suddenly jumped out and stopped him.
“Please rest here, Angel!”
Then, there was a commotion up ahead.
“Bring a parasol!”
“I will support you!”
Del, who seemed dizzy from the hot sun, was leaning on another servant and holding his forehead.
“Del!”
Andrea ran straight to Del. His cheeks and nose were bright red. Andrea grabbed his arm and held him close to him.
“He really must have been weak. He never had a strong body to begin with.”
Andrea naturally held Del like a princess. But suddenly, Del started shaking his body and struggling. Andrea quickly held him firmly so he wouldn’t fall.
“Del, if you fall, you’ll get hurt. Just a moment…”
But Andrea couldn’t say any more. Because Del stretched out both his arms towards the other servant. There was no one in Sablum who could ignore Del when he asked to be held. The servant looked oddly happy and snatched Del away from Andrea’s arms.
