- Erys -
Finally back in the base.
I know I'm doing something good.
Negotiating peace is important, and being happy about being in a swarm base is weird, but it's hard to keep up with this noble conduct the whole day, always being on edge to avoid a diplomatic slip-up.
In the inner base, this isn't an issue since there are no humans here who could judge how well I'm keeping my act together.
Well, aside from the kids Honiu bought.
I'm still a bit bitter about this.
At least I was told that tomorrow will be the big day and we'll be going to make everything official.
Our swarm and Tarsona have agreed on certain borders to respect, as existing mines can still be utilized but past a certain depth is clearly our territory.
It's a bit vague, considering there are many places that have touching points.
Also, there'll be trade at some agreed-on positions within the land where soon-to-be established bases will act as embassies.
And I even got us access to the library.
It might've been the dire situation that's pressuring them to make concessions, but I'm convinced that the possibility to read all this knowledge can be considered a great boon for the swarm.
They fancy gathering information, otherwise, there would be no chamber of knowledge.
For now, I should see if mum is alright.
Being all day together with Honiu can't be good for one's mentality.
I ask around and the drones point me to where I have to go.
Fortunately, I find her soon enough.
"Ery? Should you walk around like thies? You have your 'sEssions' around this time, right?" (F)
I wish she wouldn't be so informed.
"Hey, mum. How are you?" (E))
"Honestlye? A little overworked. Iet's not only that I have to take care of Honiu. Now that other nurses can at leeast do menial work around her iet's a manageable task. But I'm also looking after thee children, which isn't so easy when Honiu is giving them mutation potions like candye! And since princEsses shouldn't be bothered I'm thee only one they come to with all thee issues so that I might deecide what is worth her attention." (F)
"Issues? What kind of issues? Kyska, why are you emitting pheromones that say as much as 'stop talking'?" (E)
The nurse in question gives it her all to blend with the environment as she usually does.
"Shee knows perfEctly well what I’m talking about. PErsonal nurses do this all the time. The most important thing is that their princess stays content. In Honiu's case, she needs a kick in thee backside to get going. In yours, you're usually overly worried and so it's bEtter to not tEll you about every little incident. At leeast that's what Kyska believes." (F)
"Which won't be as simple anymore now that she was informed." (K)
"About what was I not informed?" (E)
"Well, iet shouldn't be surprising that a bunch of giant insEcts spElls trouble." (F)
"Our presence is accompanied by several incidents. Humans regularly gather at entrance points to cause a commotion. Yet they only concentrate on those in the settlement itself and the human soldiers seem to suffice to keep them at bay. Since your primary access point is in the palace which isn't affected there was no reason to involve you since this isn't even your role. Another point might be that several humans sent invitations or requests to visit you. So many that there is no possible way for you to cover them all and they would interfere with your sessions. You're already exhausted once you return from your endeavor for your negotiation and this isn't good for your production. Any further strain on you would be unacceptable. And as you already visit their territory on your behalf and no human mentioned them I deemed them as unnecessary distractions and declined all of them." (K)
Okay, once again I feel as if she conspired against me.
Naturally, I worry if there are anti-Formicea protests, but I'll give it to her that there's not much to be done about this.
On the other side, those requests probably came from nobles.
Who else would bother with such a thing?
Meeting those might increase my reputation or enable me to make connections.
Okay, it could be risky to go and visit some unknown person and most of them probably want something from me.
While I'm aware that leading official negotiations is taxing on me and I need my rest, I would at least like to know that something like this happened.
"Kyska, I want to know about such things. I'm not saying I'll comply with those requests, but I want to be able to decide myself about this. I am old enough to make independent decisions." (E)
(K)
Suddenly I feel a strong and seriously annoyed presence.
(H)
"What do you mean? I was talking to my mother and just learned that there were some issues I didn't know about. For example, that the city is apparently fairly riled up about our presence. Isn't this good enough of a reason?" (E)
(H)
How is this her field?
I'm also a princess and won't let her push me back.
"I think I have as well a say in this matter." (E)
(H)
The last part she says with almost dreamy pride.
If I had to say so, she seems to think motherly of them, as far as this applies to a broodmother.
However, I'm sure she has no idea what she's doing to that girl.
What kind of mental torture it is to slowly lose one's old body in exchange for an insect's.
It's terrifying and that it's moving steadily toward the inevitable only makes one more aware of the process.
And even worse reminding one that there's nothing to do about it.
I can barely imagine how a child of her age could deal with that.
Sigh.
(E)
Whatever was before.
Be it the receiving agent or even the throat change for pheromone emittance, this is so much worse.
There won't be a normal life for this girl if she's growing wings, or whatever is happening to her mouth.
She can't hope to ever return to something remotely normal.
- Erys -
Finally back in the base.
I know I'm doing something good.
Negotiating peace is important, and being happy about being in a swarm base is weird, but it's hard to keep up with this noble conduct the whole day, always being on edge to avoid a diplomatic slip-up.
In the inner base, this isn't an issue since there are no humans here who could judge how well I'm keeping my act together.
Well, aside from the kids Honiu bought.
I'm still a bit bitter about this.
At least I was told that tomorrow will be the big day and we'll be going to make everything official.
Our swarm and Tarsona have agreed on certain borders to respect, as existing mines can still be utilized but past a certain depth is clearly our territory.
It's a bit vague, considering there are many places that have touching points.
Also, there'll be trade at some agreed-on positions within the land where soon-to-be established bases will act as embassies.
And I even got us access to the library.
It might've been the dire situation that's pressuring them to make concessions, but I'm convinced that the possibility to read all this knowledge can be considered a great boon for the swarm.
They fancy gathering information, otherwise, there would be no chamber of knowledge.
For now, I should see if mum is alright.
Being all day together with Honiu can't be good for one's mentality.
I ask around and the drones point me to where I have to go.
Fortunately, I find her soon enough.
"Ery? Should you walk around like thies? You have your 'sEssions' around this time, right?" (F)
I wish she wouldn't be so informed.
"Hey, mum. How are you?" (E))
"Honestlye? A little overworked. Iet's not only that I have to take care of Honiu. Now that other nurses can at leeast do menial work around her iet's a manageable task. But I'm also looking after thee children, which isn't so easy when Honiu is giving them mutation potions like candye! And since princEsses shouldn't be bothered I'm thee only one they come to with all thee issues so that I might deecide what is worth her attention." (F)
"Issues? What kind of issues? Kyska, why are you emitting pheromones that say as much as 'stop talking'?" (E)
The nurse in question gives it her all to blend with the environment as she usually does.
"Shee knows perfEctly well what I’m talking about. PErsonal nurses do this all the time. The most important thing is that their princess stays content. In Honiu's case, she needs a kick in thee backside to get going. In yours, you're usually overly worried and so it's bEtter to not tEll you about every little incident. At leeast that's what Kyska believes." (F)
"Which won't be as simple anymore now that she was informed." (K)
"About what was I not informed?" (E)
"Well, iet shouldn't be surprising that a bunch of giant insEcts spElls trouble." (F)
"Our presence is accompanied by several incidents. Humans regularly gather at entrance points to cause a commotion. Yet they only concentrate on those in the settlement itself and the human soldiers seem to suffice to keep them at bay. Since your primary access point is in the palace which isn't affected there was no reason to involve you since this isn't even your role. Another point might be that several humans sent invitations or requests to visit you. So many that there is no possible way for you to cover them all and they would interfere with your sessions. You're already exhausted once you return from your endeavor for your negotiation and this isn't good for your production. Any further strain on you would be unacceptable. And as you already visit their territory on your behalf and no human mentioned them I deemed them as unnecessary distractions and declined all of them." (K)
Okay, once again I feel as if she conspired against me.
Naturally, I worry if there are anti-Formicea protests, but I'll give it to her that there's not much to be done about this.
On the other side, those requests probably came from nobles.
Who else would bother with such a thing?
Meeting those might increase my reputation or enable me to make connections.
Okay, it could be risky to go and visit some unknown person and most of them probably want something from me.
While I'm aware that leading official negotiations is taxing on me and I need my rest, I would at least like to know that something like this happened.
"Kyska, I want to know about such things. I'm not saying I'll comply with those requests, but I want to be able to decide myself about this. I am old enough to make independent decisions." (E)
(K)
Suddenly I feel a strong and seriously annoyed presence.
(H)
"What do you mean? I was talking to my mother and just learned that there were some issues I didn't know about. For example, that the city is apparently fairly riled up about our presence. Isn't this good enough of a reason?" (E)
(H)
How is this her field?
I'm also a princess and won't let her push me back.
"I think I have as well a say in this matter." (E)
(H)
The last part she says with almost dreamy pride.
If I had to say so, she seems to think motherly of them, as far as this applies to a broodmother.
However, I'm sure she has no idea what she's doing to that girl.
What kind of mental torture it is to slowly lose one's old body in exchange for an insect's.
It's terrifying and that it's moving steadily toward the inevitable only makes one more aware of the process.
And even worse reminding one that there's nothing to do about it.
I can barely imagine how a child of her age could deal with that.
Sigh.
(E)
Whatever was before.
Be it the receiving agent or even the throat change for pheromone emittance, this is so much worse.
There won't be a normal life for this girl if she's growing wings, or whatever is happening to her mouth.
She can't hope to ever return to something remotely normal.
