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As the title says, Lao Qi can't remember how many novels he wrote. He used to think that one day when his books were popular, he would share his bitterness with his friends and look forward to the future.
But unfortunately, even I don't know when that day will come.
About ten years ago, in October, I had the idea of writing novels for the first time, and began to try to write books. Then with a passion, I wrote several hundreds of thousands of words without signing a contract.
At that time, I naively thought that as long as I worked hard, I could succeed. Later, I gradually found that in the writing industry, talent is far more important than hard work.
Over the years, I have seen too many latecomers rise up, but I am still a poor man. Most of the writers who once struggled with me have disappeared in the years.
In the past ten years, Lao Qi has written about buying out cabbage, sharing, and even writing full-time at home, but the return is far less than what I have paid, let alone writing to change my destiny.
And I was slapped in the face by the reality again and again, and I gradually recognized myself, and even began to deny myself. Fortunately, my character is an immortal Xiaoqiang. Even if I cried the night before, I would still find a hope to deceive myself the next morning to cheer myself up. That's why you saw the book "game copy supplier" again today.
I once missed a lot of opportunities because of being full-time at home, and made my life extremely passive. So I advise all friends who want to write novels not to choose full-time work before they write a fire work.
This book was uploaded almost 10 years ago when I started to create. Some people may be curious about my pseudonym. In fact, when I registered this new pseudonym and uploaded it into the movie world fusion, it happened to be seven years and a few days ago. I simply took seven years and a few days.
This ten years is just my whole youth!
I'm just an ordinary college graduate. I earn thousands of yuan a month and support my family. I always dream that writing a book can change my destiny and promise my wife a better future.
But no matter how good a promise is, it will go bad, and no matter how good an expectation is, it will turn into despair because of disappointment again and again.
We have been in love for ten years. Yes, it's almost the whole ten years since I started. She has witnessed the ups and downs
Like me, she was suspicious of me, even disappointed.
This year, we have our first baby. The responsibility on my shoulders is heavier and our pressure is greater. Of course, I have less time to squeeze out the code.
However, ten years ago, I didn't fulfill my promise to her. At that time, she knew that I was writing novels, and she really supported me. Later, I was full-time at home, and she also supported me all the time. Even because of my unstable income, she didn't dare to change her job when she was unhappy.
To tell you the truth, I always feel guilty, but the loser is the loser, you can't make up for anything.
To tell you the truth, this book is not very good. It didn't go to Sanjiang. It didn't even have the chance to push it to the front page today. No accident, it went on sale on January 1. It has a collection of 15000 now. If it was put ten years ago, I would be very satisfied with it.
Now, it's a shame for me. I know how many subscriptions there are for the 15 thousand collections. According to the best subscription ratio from the beginning, there are only more than 1000 subscriptions.
And it's the best, if it's the worst I can't imagine.
However, what's more terrible is that the unsatisfactory performance of this book has made me trapped in the state of self negation and the negative words of my wife for the past two months, unable to extricate myself.
I keep asking myself whether I should stick to it or not, what I can do in the future, how I can change my life, how I can bring a better life to my children and family, and how I can prove that I am not a failure or a waste.
However, so far I have not found the answer, that kind of powerlessness and despair are torturing me every day.
In fact, I have the answer in my heart for a long time. I am not a gifted author. I also hope that there will be miracles after working hard, but there are so many miracles in reality.
Up to now, there is no power to generate electricity for love. The rest is for the meager contribution, a little extra money that can make my life a little more comfortable, and support me to be tortured by the chicken feather's marriage and life every day. After that, I have to make efforts to adjust myself to a better mental state to code and conceive.
And this book goes to today, the early achievements have been doomed, just like the first half of my life, the fate behind may be in the hands of readers.
The subscription quality of this book directly determines the follow-up recommendation of this book and my income. I don't expect this book to make me turn over, but at least I can continue to code with dignity.
If a person's effort is far from proportional to his reward, this kind of behavior must be no different from that of a fool in other people's eyes, especially in the adult world.
So, I urge all readers, I hope you can come to the starting point to support my legitimate subscription, no accident, on January 1, 2021, I do not expect miracles, but please give me a reason to continue, even an excuse, please brothers.Finally, I would like to thank Kirin dada for trying to arrange the recommendation for me all the time. I know this book is not performing well, and you have tried your best.
I also want to thank all my brothers who reward me. You reward me again and again. It's also the charcoal fire in the snow in the past two months. Thank you very much. Lao Qi has been on duty for a while before he went on the shelves. Recently, I've been tortured by work, family and life. Lao Qi is disabled and slow in coding. You can keep him for a few days, but please remember to come to Lao Qi on January 1 Seven subscriptions, thank you very much. After being put on the shelves, Lao Qi has to work hard to ensure two shifts, and of course, he will feel more at ease.
On the day of listing, the minimum is guaranteed at five o'clock. After all orders have been made for one thousand, for every two hundred plus one, the total number of one alliance leader plus three o'clock will not be capped.
If there is a silver League Well, forget it. Don't beat yourself in the face!
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As the title says, Lao Qi can't remember how many novels he wrote. He used to think that one day when his books were popular, he would share his bitterness with his friends and look forward to the future.
But unfortunately, even I don't know when that day will come.
About ten years ago, in October, I had the idea of writing novels for the first time, and began to try to write books. Then with a passion, I wrote several hundreds of thousands of words without signing a contract.
At that time, I naively thought that as long as I worked hard, I could succeed. Later, I gradually found that in the writing industry, talent is far more important than hard work.
Over the years, I have seen too many latecomers rise up, but I am still a poor man. Most of the writers who once struggled with me have disappeared in the years.
In the past ten years, Lao Qi has written about buying out cabbage, sharing, and even writing full-time at home, but the return is far less than what I have paid, let alone writing to change my destiny.
And I was slapped in the face by the reality again and again, and I gradually recognized myself, and even began to deny myself. Fortunately, my character is an immortal Xiaoqiang. Even if I cried the night before, I would still find a hope to deceive myself the next morning to cheer myself up. That's why you saw the book "game copy supplier" again today.
I once missed a lot of opportunities because of being full-time at home, and made my life extremely passive. So I advise all friends who want to write novels not to choose full-time work before they write a fire work.
This book was uploaded almost 10 years ago when I started to create. Some people may be curious about my pseudonym. In fact, when I registered this new pseudonym and uploaded it into the movie world fusion, it happened to be seven years and a few days ago. I simply took seven years and a few days.
This ten years is just my whole youth!
I'm just an ordinary college graduate. I earn thousands of yuan a month and support my family. I always dream that writing a book can change my destiny and promise my wife a better future.
But no matter how good a promise is, it will go bad, and no matter how good an expectation is, it will turn into despair because of disappointment again and again.
We have been in love for ten years. Yes, it's almost the whole ten years since I started. She has witnessed the ups and downs
Like me, she was suspicious of me, even disappointed.
This year, we have our first baby. The responsibility on my shoulders is heavier and our pressure is greater. Of course, I have less time to squeeze out the code.
However, ten years ago, I didn't fulfill my promise to her. At that time, she knew that I was writing novels, and she really supported me. Later, I was full-time at home, and she also supported me all the time. Even because of my unstable income, she didn't dare to change her job when she was unhappy.
To tell you the truth, I always feel guilty, but the loser is the loser, you can't make up for anything.
To tell you the truth, this book is not very good. It didn't go to Sanjiang. It didn't even have the chance to push it to the front page today. No accident, it went on sale on January 1. It has a collection of 15000 now. If it was put ten years ago, I would be very satisfied with it.
Now, it's a shame for me. I know how many subscriptions there are for the 15 thousand collections. According to the best subscription ratio from the beginning, there are only more than 1000 subscriptions.
And it's the best, if it's the worst I can't imagine.
However, what's more terrible is that the unsatisfactory performance of this book has made me trapped in the state of self negation and the negative words of my wife for the past two months, unable to extricate myself.
I keep asking myself whether I should stick to it or not, what I can do in the future, how I can change my life, how I can bring a better life to my children and family, and how I can prove that I am not a failure or a waste.
However, so far I have not found the answer, that kind of powerlessness and despair are torturing me every day.
In fact, I have the answer in my heart for a long time. I am not a gifted author. I also hope that there will be miracles after working hard, but there are so many miracles in reality.
Up to now, there is no power to generate electricity for love. The rest is for the meager contribution, a little extra money that can make my life a little more comfortable, and support me to be tortured by the chicken feather's marriage and life every day. After that, I have to make efforts to adjust myself to a better mental state to code and conceive.
And this book goes to today, the early achievements have been doomed, just like the first half of my life, the fate behind may be in the hands of readers.
The subscription quality of this book directly determines the follow-up recommendation of this book and my income. I don't expect this book to make me turn over, but at least I can continue to code with dignity.
If a person's effort is far from proportional to his reward, this kind of behavior must be no different from that of a fool in other people's eyes, especially in the adult world.
So, I urge all readers, I hope you can come to the starting point to support my legitimate subscription, no accident, on January 1, 2021, I do not expect miracles, but please give me a reason to continue, even an excuse, please brothers.Finally, I would like to thank Kirin dada for trying to arrange the recommendation for me all the time. I know this book is not performing well, and you have tried your best.
I also want to thank all my brothers who reward me. You reward me again and again. It's also the charcoal fire in the snow in the past two months. Thank you very much. Lao Qi has been on duty for a while before he went on the shelves. Recently, I've been tortured by work, family and life. Lao Qi is disabled and slow in coding. You can keep him for a few days, but please remember to come to Lao Qi on January 1 Seven subscriptions, thank you very much. After being put on the shelves, Lao Qi has to work hard to ensure two shifts, and of course, he will feel more at ease.
On the day of listing, the minimum is guaranteed at five o'clock. After all orders have been made for one thousand, for every two hundred plus one, the total number of one alliance leader plus three o'clock will not be capped.
If there is a silver League Well, forget it. Don't beat yourself in the face!
As the title says, Lao Qi can't remember how many novels he wrote. He used to think that one day when his books were popular, he would share his bitterness with his friends and look forward to the future. But unfortunately, even I don't know when that day will come. About ten years ago, in October, I had the idea of writing novels for the first time, and began to try to write books. Then with a passion, I wrote several hundreds of thousands of words without signing a contract. At that time, I naively thought that as long as I worked hard, I could succeed. Later, I gradually found that in the writing industry, talent is far more important than hard work. Over the years, I have seen too many latecomers rise up, but I am still a poor man. Most of the writers who once struggled with me have disappeared in the years. In the past ten years, Lao Qi has written about buying out cabbage, sharing, and even writing full-time at home, but the return is far less than what I have paid, let alone writing to change my destiny. And I was slapped in the face by the reality again and again, and I gradually recognized myself, and even began to deny myself. Fortunately, my character is an immortal Xiaoqiang. Even if I cried the night before, I would still find a hope to deceive myself the next morning to cheer myself up. That's why you saw the book "game copy supplier" again today. I once missed a lot of opportunities because of being full-time at home, and made my life extremely passive. So I advise all friends who want to write novels not to choose full-time work before they write a fire work. This book was uploaded almost 10 years ago when I started to create. Some people may be curious about my pseudonym. In fact, when I registered this new pseudonym and uploaded it into the movie world fusion, it happened to be seven years and a few days ago. I simply took seven years and a few days. This ten years is just my whole youth! I'm just an ordinary college graduate. I earn thousands of yuan a month and support my family. I always dream that writing a book can change my destiny and promise my wife a better future. But no matter how good a promise is, it will go bad, and no matter how good an expectation is, it will turn into despair because of disappointment again and again. We have been in love for ten years. Yes, it's almost the whole ten years since I started. She has witnessed the ups and downs Like me, she was suspicious of me, even disappointed. This year, we have our first baby. The responsibility on my shoulders is heavier and our pressure is greater. Of course, I have less time to squeeze out the code. However, ten years ago, I didn't fulfill my promise to her. At that time, she knew that I was writing novels, and she really supported me. Later, I was full-time at home, and she also supported me all the time. Even because of my unstable income, she didn't dare to change her job when she was unhappy. To tell you the truth, I always feel guilty, but the loser is the loser, you can't make up for anything. To tell you the truth, this book is not very good. It didn't go to Sanjiang. It didn't even have the chance to push it to the front page today. No accident, it went on sale on January 1. It has a collection of 15000 now. If it was put ten years ago, I would be very satisfied with it. Now, it's a shame for me. I know how many subscriptions there are for the 15 thousand collections. According to the best subscription ratio from the beginning, there are only more than 1000 subscriptions. And it's the best, if it's the worst I can't imagine. However, what's more terrible is that the unsatisfactory performance of this book has made me trapped in the state of self negation and the negative words of my wife for the past two months, unable to extricate myself. I keep asking myself whether I should stick to it or not, what I can do in the future, how I can change my life, how I can bring a better life to my children and family, and how I can prove that I am not a failure or a waste. However, so far I have not found the answer, that kind of powerlessness and despair are torturing me every day. In fact, I have the answer in my heart for a long time. I am not a gifted author. I also hope that there will be miracles after working hard, but there are so many miracles in reality. Up to now, there is no power to generate electricity for love. The rest is for the meager contribution, a little extra money that can make my life a little more comfortable, and support me to be tortured by the chicken feather's marriage and life every day. After that, I have to make efforts to adjust myself to a better mental state to code and conceive. And this book goes to today, the early achievements have been doomed, just like the first half of my life, the fate behind may be in the hands of readers. The subscription quality of this book directly determines the follow-up recommendation of this book and my income. I don't expect this book to make me turn over, but at least I can continue to code with dignity. If a person's effort is far from proportional to his reward, this kind of behavior must be no different from that of a fool in other people's eyes, especially in the adult world. So, I urge all readers, I hope you can come to the starting point to support my legitimate subscription, no accident, on January 1, 2021, I do not expect miracles, but please give me a reason to continue, even an excuse, please brothers.Finally, I would like to thank Kirin dada for trying to arrange the recommendation for me all the time. I know this book is not performing well, and you have tried your best. I also want to thank all my brothers who reward me. You reward me again and again. It's also the charcoal fire in the snow in the past two months. Thank you very much. Lao Qi has been on duty for a while before he went on the shelves. Recently, I've been tortured by work, family and life. Lao Qi is disabled and slow in coding. You can keep him for a few days, but please remember to come to Lao Qi on January 1 Seven subscriptions, thank you very much. After being put on the shelves, Lao Qi has to work hard to ensure two shifts, and of course, he will feel more at ease. On the day of listing, the minimum is guaranteed at five o'clock. After all orders have been made for one thousand, for every two hundred plus one, the total number of one alliance leader plus three o'clock will not be capped. If there is a silver League Well, forget it. Don't beat yourself in the face!
