Chapter 464
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Tears melted on Scheta's face in the water pattern wall, spreading out layer by layer, turning into a mirror-like bright wall, and Tavel, who was also shedding a tear, was reflected in the spades.
This mirrored water pattern wall spans the gap between the spades and Tavel, just like the glass on the stage before, the two actors look at each other through the glass, but this is a one-way side In the hydrological wall of the mirror, Spades cannot see Tavel behind the mirror, but Tavel cannot see Spades behind the mirror.
On the other side of the water pattern wall in the mirror, White Six stands on the left side of Spades, and on the side reflected by the mirror, White Six stands on the right side of Tavel, on the side of the mirror, White Six opens with a smile. :
"Seeing tears in your container, what kind of emotion is it, Tavier?"
Bai Liu chuckled lightly and whispered into Tavel's ear: "Didn't you already accept all of this, so why are your tears falling at this moment?"
"What are you suffering about, my child?"
"You are pain, and your container will never meet the white willow."
A wall of water patterns suddenly expanded on Tavel's left hand side, inside which was shown a picture of Bai Liu suddenly reaching out to grab the hand of Spade who had just stepped into the game pool, Bai Liu in the water pattern wall tightly grasped Spade's hand, and turned around. Looking over at him, whispered his name: "Bai Liu"
Bai Liu whispered: "Read together."
On the right side of Tavel, there is another wall of water pattern, inside is the picture of two people gathering together in the edge of the jungle to read the mechanical manual.
"Embrace and sleep."
In the water-patterned wall, Spade hugged Bai Liu who was trying to struggle with both hands and feet, and hid under the bed, the breaths of the two were intimately intertwined.
"kiss."
Another water-patterned wall appeared, and Spade looked down at Bai Liu, whose eyes were closed tightly, and slowly bent down.
Tavel's fingers curled up and clenched the handle of the chair, his breathing quickened, and he closed his eyes.
"I don't want to see it." He turned his head and refused.
"Why don't you want to watch it? My child." Bai Liu bent down, and he looked at the picture of two people kissing on the water pattern wall in front of Tavel from behind Tavel's shoulder with interest, "Are you jealous ?"
"——I'm jealous of the container that you are a human being, and you will soon have the white willow you dreamed of. I'm jealous that this container is just like you at the beginning. Because you were loved by the white willow, you changed from a lonely and cold creation to a into a monster with a soul."
"Being jealous of spades will look at you, hug you, and kiss you that happy white willow that you sacrificed your soul to make a wish for."
"Yes." Tavel stayed silent for a long time before slowly opening his eyes, looking at the picture in the water pattern wall, and admitted lightly, "I'm jealous of him and my container."
"I'm suffering because I'm jealous and I can't have it."
Countless transparent silk threads fluttered like snow from the depths of the stars in the universe and fell on Tavel's body, covering him in the cocoon called "pain", and he couldn't even see his face. Well, I can only hear his voice passing through these silk threads and coming out lightly and smoothly.
"I know it's not his fault, he didn't have the right to choose what he was born for, all this is just a game for you."
"The relationship between me, the white willow, and the spades is the relationship between me, the sacrifice, and the attendant."
"Among the three of us, there must be one, one is the victim suffering because of him, and the other is the attendant who guards the sacrifice."
The thread on Tavel's body fell more and more, and his voice became more and more subtle:
"No matter who becomes a successor, who is a sacrifice, who is an attendant, everyone is in pain."
"That's why you want to avoid Bai Liucheng, so when you make a wish, you choose the one that makes you suffer the most." Bai Liu raised his eyebrows with interest and asked, "Are you deliberately letting Black Peach was born?"
Tavel stayed silent for a long time before answering: "Yes."
He gazed through the densely wrapped silk threads, and looked at the black-colored white willow coldly pushing away the spades in the water pattern wall screen, with mottled light and shadow in his pupils, and his tone was very soft:
"I can't think of a second way to make Bai Liu happy and make me miserable at the same time."
"It's really a great sacrifice." Bai Liuyu smiled, "The plan you cooperated with Lu Yizhan has turned out to be perfect, according to your plan, next you will become my heir and become the evil one , guard the and prevent the heretics from the other side of the from coming, so that the operation of the world line will return to normal."
"Bai Liu will be sealed away by Lu Yizhan, and grow up normally under his care, and become a mediocre ordinary person in this secular world, and then meet the container from which you were stripped, that is Spades, unfolding a light comedy love story."
"Lu Yizhan wins the game, the others win the world peace, and Bai Liu wins the relatives, friends, and lovers."
"Only you, my dear child." Bai Liu put his hand on Tavel's silk-covered shoulder and patted it like pity, "You lost the countless things you had , looking at this world line where everyone is happy, turned into a lonely and painful soul."
"This is actually the best ending you can imagine."
"What you didn't expect is that." Bai Liu put his hand in front of Tavel's water pattern wall, snapped his fingers, and he smiled, "Someone didn't follow you The trajectory expected by Lu Yizhan will go on.”
The picture being played on the water pattern wall paused, and then began to be played backwards rapidly, all the pictures were mixed into fragments, and finally stopped the picture of the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu lying by the pond with distracted eyes.
At that time, Lu Yizhan had just acquired a skill to forcibly erase all Xiao Bailiu's memories about Xieta.
Lu Yizhan asked Bai Liu if he would like to change his name and escape from here, but Xiao Bai Liu, who obviously should not remember anything, turned his head to look at the pond, and said hoarsely:
"I don't accept changing your wife's name."
What did Lu Yizhan ask.
Bai Liu's eyes were blank and he said in a daze: "...I don't know, I always feel that maybe someone... will come to me by my original name."
"I don't want him to be unable to find me."
The pupils in the countless silk threads hidden by Tavel shrank suddenly.
"Surprised, isn't it?" Bai Liu laughed, "I'm very surprised, Bai Liu can still remember you, the memory erasing skill I gave to Lu Yizhan is not a level of my own." Super world line skills, that is to say, not even one can completely erase Bai Liu's memory about you."
"He doesn't know who you are, doesn't know your relationship with him, but he can do things to keep you."
The scene on the water-patterned wall changed to the time when Lu Yizhan took Xiao Bailiu away from the orphanage.
The moment they were about to escape from the orphanage, Bai Liu suddenly turned around and ran back: "Wait a minute, I'm going to get something."
"What is it?" Lu Yizhan was anxious to die, "They are going to chase it!"
Bai Liu didn't pause for a moment: "It's very important."
When Bai Liu came out panting and carrying something, Lu Yizhan was startled—it was a roll of blood-stained bandages, a story book that was torn apart and glued together.
The picture in the water-patterned wall turned again, a little older, Bai Liu, who looked seventeen or eighteen years old, was standing on the street in school uniform, staring at the doll who was waving at him next to a shopping mall that opened a big bargain.
Then Bai Liu stepped up and looked directly into the doll's eyes: "Hello."
The doll was stunned, and then took off its own headgear, revealing the dazed real person inside: "You, how are you? What's the matter?"
"I want to ask." Bai Liu asked in a calm tone, "How much does it cost to do this for a month?"
The person in the doll froze, and he scratched his head helplessly: "Look at your clothes, are you still a high school student? There is no holiday now, so you should study hard before talking about making money."
"It's very tiring to do this. Look at me. After a long time, I just paid me 60 yuan. I'm sweating all over my body."
"I'm not afraid of being tired." Bai Liu nodded in thanks, "Sixty a day, right? Thank you."
After he finished his answer, he turned around and left, but the man in the doll called out to him a little bit reluctantly: "Hey! Do you have any difficulties? Is there an adult at home who wants to take care of you?"
Bai Liu's back stopped, he didn't turn his head, and replied in a flat voice: "I don't know."
"I feel as if I have to raise someone else."
The man behind didn't hear clearly, only listened to the second half of the sentence, and tried to persuade him again: "Then it doesn't have to be a doll, the money is very little."
"I don't want it, but he wants it." Bai Liu's tone was very cold, "He probably won't be able to do it well, so I'll do it."
【Then how much money can you earn by acting as a doll? Can it feed the two of us? 】
[I don't ask you to raise it, you can't afford it, you can take care of yourself. 】
Bai Liu raised the corners of his mouth:
"Bai Liu obviously doesn't remember you, but since you disappeared, he has never stopped looking for your traces in this world line that has been erased from your existence."
"Although Bai Liu never looked for you, he never doubted your existence."
Bai Liu stretched out his hand and caressed the water-patterned wall, the picture in the water-patterned wall changed again, he smiled lowly:
"Even if he suspected that he was a psychopath, he never doubted your existence."
A white willow that grew bigger and bigger appeared in the water-patterned wall. He looked like he was in his twenties. He was sitting in a poorly equipped community psychological consultation room, looking straight at the psychiatrist opposite him, with a tone of voice Calmly explain your condition:
"... I always feel that when I was about fourteen years old, I seemed to have met someone who was very important to me. He was about this tall, and his body should be good-looking. I can't remember, but his eyes It is silver-blue, and it seems to make people crazy, I have checked it many times, but I have never checked this person's information."
The psychiatrist on the opposite side flipped through Bai Liu's case, and paused:
"It's Mr. Bailiu like this. Some children who were particularly lonely in childhood will imagine a friend by themselves. These friends sometimes have some surreal characteristics, a bit like some kind of fairy tale monster."
"This kind of fantasy usually doesn't last until adulthood, right?" Bai Liu asked calmly, "I might indeed be mentally ill. This person can't be imagined by me."
"Because..."
Bai Liu fell silent suddenly.
The psychiatrist raised his head and asked, "Why?"
Bai Liu raised her eyes: "Because I can feel him, he is not some friend I imagined, he is not some monster."
"He was a very important person to me."
Bai Liu smiled and said softly in Tavel's ear covered by silk thread:
"Bai Liu still loves you."
"Loving the soul that was abandoned by you as a sacrifice."
A tear slowly fell from Tavel's eyes, and all the water-patterned walls in front of him cracked like smashed mirrors, and countless silk threads on his body flew up and separated from his body, as if a A replay of a grand snowfall.
"Don't." Tavel said softly with tears, he reached out to hold the silk threads that left him, "Don't tell me this."
"Don't let me know that he still loves me."
Tavel looked at the white willow in the fragments of the water pattern wall, tears fell drop by drop, and his voice was hoarse:
"In this way, I can't continue to suffer, so I have to take turns to make him suffer."
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Tears melted on Scheta's face in the water pattern wall, spreading out layer by layer, turning into a mirror-like bright wall, and Tavel, who was also shedding a tear, was reflected in the spades.
This mirrored water pattern wall spans the gap between the spades and Tavel, just like the glass on the stage before, the two actors look at each other through the glass, but this is a one-way side In the hydrological wall of the mirror, Spades cannot see Tavel behind the mirror, but Tavel cannot see Spades behind the mirror.
On the other side of the water pattern wall in the mirror, White Six stands on the left side of Spades, and on the side reflected by the mirror, White Six stands on the right side of Tavel, on the side of the mirror, White Six opens with a smile. :
"Seeing tears in your container, what kind of emotion is it, Tavier?"
Bai Liu chuckled lightly and whispered into Tavel's ear: "Didn't you already accept all of this, so why are your tears falling at this moment?"
"What are you suffering about, my child?"
"You are pain, and your container will never meet the white willow."
A wall of water patterns suddenly expanded on Tavel's left hand side, inside which was shown a picture of Bai Liu suddenly reaching out to grab the hand of Spade who had just stepped into the game pool, Bai Liu in the water pattern wall tightly grasped Spade's hand, and turned around. Looking over at him, whispered his name: "Bai Liu"
Bai Liu whispered: "Read together."
On the right side of Tavel, there is another wall of water pattern, inside is the picture of two people gathering together in the edge of the jungle to read the mechanical manual.
"Embrace and sleep."
In the water-patterned wall, Spade hugged Bai Liu who was trying to struggle with both hands and feet, and hid under the bed, the breaths of the two were intimately intertwined.
"kiss."
Another water-patterned wall appeared, and Spade looked down at Bai Liu, whose eyes were closed tightly, and slowly bent down.
Tavel's fingers curled up and clenched the handle of the chair, his breathing quickened, and he closed his eyes.
"I don't want to see it." He turned his head and refused.
"Why don't you want to watch it? My child." Bai Liu bent down, and he looked at the picture of two people kissing on the water pattern wall in front of Tavel from behind Tavel's shoulder with interest, "Are you jealous ?"
"——I'm jealous of the container that you are a human being, and you will soon have the white willow you dreamed of. I'm jealous that this container is just like you at the beginning. Because you were loved by the white willow, you changed from a lonely and cold creation to a into a monster with a soul."
"Being jealous of spades will look at you, hug you, and kiss you that happy white willow that you sacrificed your soul to make a wish for."
"Yes." Tavel stayed silent for a long time before slowly opening his eyes, looking at the picture in the water pattern wall, and admitted lightly, "I'm jealous of him and my container."
"I'm suffering because I'm jealous and I can't have it."
Countless transparent silk threads fluttered like snow from the depths of the stars in the universe and fell on Tavel's body, covering him in the cocoon called "pain", and he couldn't even see his face. Well, I can only hear his voice passing through these silk threads and coming out lightly and smoothly.
"I know it's not his fault, he didn't have the right to choose what he was born for, all this is just a game for you."
"The relationship between me, the white willow, and the spades is the relationship between me, the sacrifice, and the attendant."
"Among the three of us, there must be one, one is the victim suffering because of him, and the other is the attendant who guards the sacrifice."
The thread on Tavel's body fell more and more, and his voice became more and more subtle:
"No matter who becomes a successor, who is a sacrifice, who is an attendant, everyone is in pain."
"That's why you want to avoid Bai Liucheng, so when you make a wish, you choose the one that makes you suffer the most." Bai Liu raised his eyebrows with interest and asked, "Are you deliberately letting Black Peach was born?"
Tavel stayed silent for a long time before answering: "Yes."
He gazed through the densely wrapped silk threads, and looked at the black-colored white willow coldly pushing away the spades in the water pattern wall screen, with mottled light and shadow in his pupils, and his tone was very soft:
"I can't think of a second way to make Bai Liu happy and make me miserable at the same time."
"It's really a great sacrifice." Bai Liuyu smiled, "The plan you cooperated with Lu Yizhan has turned out to be perfect, according to your plan, next you will become my heir and become the evil one , guard the and prevent the heretics from the other side of the from coming, so that the operation of the world line will return to normal."
"Bai Liu will be sealed away by Lu Yizhan, and grow up normally under his care, and become a mediocre ordinary person in this secular world, and then meet the container from which you were stripped, that is Spades, unfolding a light comedy love story."
"Lu Yizhan wins the game, the others win the world peace, and Bai Liu wins the relatives, friends, and lovers."
"Only you, my dear child." Bai Liu put his hand on Tavel's silk-covered shoulder and patted it like pity, "You lost the countless things you had , looking at this world line where everyone is happy, turned into a lonely and painful soul."
"This is actually the best ending you can imagine."
"What you didn't expect is that." Bai Liu put his hand in front of Tavel's water pattern wall, snapped his fingers, and he smiled, "Someone didn't follow you The trajectory expected by Lu Yizhan will go on.”
The picture being played on the water pattern wall paused, and then began to be played backwards rapidly, all the pictures were mixed into fragments, and finally stopped the picture of the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu lying by the pond with distracted eyes.
At that time, Lu Yizhan had just acquired a skill to forcibly erase all Xiao Bailiu's memories about Xieta.
Lu Yizhan asked Bai Liu if he would like to change his name and escape from here, but Xiao Bai Liu, who obviously should not remember anything, turned his head to look at the pond, and said hoarsely:
"I don't accept changing your wife's name."
What did Lu Yizhan ask.
Bai Liu's eyes were blank and he said in a daze: "...I don't know, I always feel that maybe someone... will come to me by my original name."
"I don't want him to be unable to find me."
The pupils in the countless silk threads hidden by Tavel shrank suddenly.
"Surprised, isn't it?" Bai Liu laughed, "I'm very surprised, Bai Liu can still remember you, the memory erasing skill I gave to Lu Yizhan is not a level of my own." Super world line skills, that is to say, not even one can completely erase Bai Liu's memory about you."
"He doesn't know who you are, doesn't know your relationship with him, but he can do things to keep you."
The scene on the water-patterned wall changed to the time when Lu Yizhan took Xiao Bailiu away from the orphanage.
The moment they were about to escape from the orphanage, Bai Liu suddenly turned around and ran back: "Wait a minute, I'm going to get something."
"What is it?" Lu Yizhan was anxious to die, "They are going to chase it!"
Bai Liu didn't pause for a moment: "It's very important."
When Bai Liu came out panting and carrying something, Lu Yizhan was startled—it was a roll of blood-stained bandages, a story book that was torn apart and glued together.
The picture in the water-patterned wall turned again, a little older, Bai Liu, who looked seventeen or eighteen years old, was standing on the street in school uniform, staring at the doll who was waving at him next to a shopping mall that opened a big bargain.
Then Bai Liu stepped up and looked directly into the doll's eyes: "Hello."
The doll was stunned, and then took off its own headgear, revealing the dazed real person inside: "You, how are you? What's the matter?"
"I want to ask." Bai Liu asked in a calm tone, "How much does it cost to do this for a month?"
The person in the doll froze, and he scratched his head helplessly: "Look at your clothes, are you still a high school student? There is no holiday now, so you should study hard before talking about making money."
"It's very tiring to do this. Look at me. After a long time, I just paid me 60 yuan. I'm sweating all over my body."
"I'm not afraid of being tired." Bai Liu nodded in thanks, "Sixty a day, right? Thank you."
After he finished his answer, he turned around and left, but the man in the doll called out to him a little bit reluctantly: "Hey! Do you have any difficulties? Is there an adult at home who wants to take care of you?"
Bai Liu's back stopped, he didn't turn his head, and replied in a flat voice: "I don't know."
"I feel as if I have to raise someone else."
The man behind didn't hear clearly, only listened to the second half of the sentence, and tried to persuade him again: "Then it doesn't have to be a doll, the money is very little."
"I don't want it, but he wants it." Bai Liu's tone was very cold, "He probably won't be able to do it well, so I'll do it."
【Then how much money can you earn by acting as a doll? Can it feed the two of us? 】
[I don't ask you to raise it, you can't afford it, you can take care of yourself. 】
Bai Liu raised the corners of his mouth:
"Bai Liu obviously doesn't remember you, but since you disappeared, he has never stopped looking for your traces in this world line that has been erased from your existence."
"Although Bai Liu never looked for you, he never doubted your existence."
Bai Liu stretched out his hand and caressed the water-patterned wall, the picture in the water-patterned wall changed again, he smiled lowly:
"Even if he suspected that he was a psychopath, he never doubted your existence."
A white willow that grew bigger and bigger appeared in the water-patterned wall. He looked like he was in his twenties. He was sitting in a poorly equipped community psychological consultation room, looking straight at the psychiatrist opposite him, with a tone of voice Calmly explain your condition:
"... I always feel that when I was about fourteen years old, I seemed to have met someone who was very important to me. He was about this tall, and his body should be good-looking. I can't remember, but his eyes It is silver-blue, and it seems to make people crazy, I have checked it many times, but I have never checked this person's information."
The psychiatrist on the opposite side flipped through Bai Liu's case, and paused:
"It's Mr. Bailiu like this. Some children who were particularly lonely in childhood will imagine a friend by themselves. These friends sometimes have some surreal characteristics, a bit like some kind of fairy tale monster."
"This kind of fantasy usually doesn't last until adulthood, right?" Bai Liu asked calmly, "I might indeed be mentally ill. This person can't be imagined by me."
"Because..."
Bai Liu fell silent suddenly.
The psychiatrist raised his head and asked, "Why?"
Bai Liu raised her eyes: "Because I can feel him, he is not some friend I imagined, he is not some monster."
"He was a very important person to me."
Bai Liu smiled and said softly in Tavel's ear covered by silk thread:
"Bai Liu still loves you."
"Loving the soul that was abandoned by you as a sacrifice."
A tear slowly fell from Tavel's eyes, and all the water-patterned walls in front of him cracked like smashed mirrors, and countless silk threads on his body flew up and separated from his body, as if a A replay of a grand snowfall.
"Don't." Tavel said softly with tears, he reached out to hold the silk threads that left him, "Don't tell me this."
"Don't let me know that he still loves me."
Tavel looked at the white willow in the fragments of the water pattern wall, tears fell drop by drop, and his voice was hoarse:
"In this way, I can't continue to suffer, so I have to take turns to make him suffer."
Tears melted on Scheta's face in the water pattern wall, spreading out layer by layer, turning into a mirror-like bright wall, and Tavel, who was also shedding a tear, was reflected in the spades. This mirrored water pattern wall spans the gap between the spades and Tavel, just like the glass on the stage before, the two actors look at each other through the glass, but this is a one-way side In the hydrological wall of the mirror, Spades cannot see Tavel behind the mirror, but Tavel cannot see Spades behind the mirror. On the other side of the water pattern wall in the mirror, White Six stands on the left side of Spades, and on the side reflected by the mirror, White Six stands on the right side of Tavel, on the side of the mirror, White Six opens with a smile. : "Seeing tears in your container, what kind of emotion is it, Tavier?" Bai Liu chuckled lightly and whispered into Tavel's ear: "Didn't you already accept all of this, so why are your tears falling at this moment?" "What are you suffering about, my child?" "You are pain, and your container will never meet the white willow." A wall of water patterns suddenly expanded on Tavel's left hand side, inside which was shown a picture of Bai Liu suddenly reaching out to grab the hand of Spade who had just stepped into the game pool, Bai Liu in the water pattern wall tightly grasped Spade's hand, and turned around. Looking over at him, whispered his name: "Bai Liu" Bai Liu whispered: "Read together." On the right side of Tavel, there is another wall of water pattern, inside is the picture of two people gathering together in the edge of the jungle to read the mechanical manual. "Embrace and sleep." In the water-patterned wall, Spade hugged Bai Liu who was trying to struggle with both hands and feet, and hid under the bed, the breaths of the two were intimately intertwined. "kiss." Another water-patterned wall appeared, and Spade looked down at Bai Liu, whose eyes were closed tightly, and slowly bent down. Tavel's fingers curled up and clenched the handle of the chair, his breathing quickened, and he closed his eyes. "I don't want to see it." He turned his head and refused. "Why don't you want to watch it? My child." Bai Liu bent down, and he looked at the picture of two people kissing on the water pattern wall in front of Tavel from behind Tavel's shoulder with interest, "Are you jealous ?" "I'm jealous of the container that you are a human being, and you will soon have the white willow you dreamed of. I'm jealous that this container is just like you at the beginning. Because you were loved by the white willow, you changed from a lonely and cold creation to a into a monster with a soul." "Being jealous of spades will look at you, hug you, and kiss you that happy white willow that you sacrificed your soul to make a wish for." "Yes." Tavel stayed silent for a long time before slowly opening his eyes, looking at the picture in the water pattern wall, and admitted lightly, "I'm jealous of him and my container." "I'm suffering because I'm jealous and I can't have it." Countless transparent silk threads fluttered like snow from the depths of the stars in the universe and fell on Tavel's body, covering him in the cocoon called "pain", and he couldn't even see his face. Well, I can only hear his voice passing through these silk threads and coming out lightly and smoothly. "I know it's not his fault, he didn't have the right to choose what he was born for, all this is just a game for you." "The relationship between me, the white willow, and the spades is the relationship between me, the sacrifice, and the attendant." "Among the three of us, there must be one, one is the victim suffering because of him, and the other is the attendant who guards the sacrifice." The thread on Tavel's body fell more and more, and his voice became more and more subtle: "No matter who becomes a successor, who is a sacrifice, who is an attendant, everyone is in pain." "That's why you want to avoid Bai Liucheng, so when you make a wish, you choose the one that makes you suffer the most." Bai Liu raised his eyebrows with interest and asked, "Are you deliberately letting Black Peach was born?" Tavel stayed silent for a long time before answering: "Yes." He gazed through the densely wrapped silk threads, and looked at the black-colored white willow coldly pushing away the spades in the water pattern wall screen, with mottled light and shadow in his pupils, and his tone was very soft: "I can't think of a second way to make Bai Liu happy and make me miserable at the same time." "It's really a great sacrifice." Bai Liuyu smiled, "The plan you cooperated with Lu Yizhan has turned out to be perfect, according to your plan, next you will become my heir and become the evil one , guard the and prevent the heretics from the other side of the from coming, so that the operation of the world line will return to normal." "Bai Liu will be sealed away by Lu Yizhan, and grow up normally under his care, and become a mediocre ordinary person in this secular world, and then meet the container from which you were stripped, that is Spades, unfolding a light comedy love story." "Lu Yizhan wins the game, the others win the world peace, and Bai Liu wins the relatives, friends, and lovers." "Only you, my dear child." Bai Liu put his hand on Tavel's silk-covered shoulder and patted it like pity, "You lost the countless things you had , looking at this world line where everyone is happy, turned into a lonely and painful soul." "This is actually the best ending you can imagine." "What you didn't expect is that." Bai Liu put his hand in front of Tavel's water pattern wall, snapped his fingers, and he smiled, "Someone didn't follow you The trajectory expected by Lu Yizhan will go on. The picture being played on the water pattern wall paused, and then began to be played backwards rapidly, all the pictures were mixed into fragments, and finally stopped the picture of the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu lying by the pond with distracted eyes. At that time, Lu Yizhan had just acquired a skill to forcibly erase all Xiao Bailiu's memories about Xieta. Lu Yizhan asked Bai Liu if he would like to change his name and escape from here, but Xiao Bai Liu, who obviously should not remember anything, turned his head to look at the pond, and said hoarsely: "I don't accept changing your wife's name." What did Lu Yizhan ask. Bai Liu's eyes were blank and he said in a daze: "...I don't know, I always feel that maybe someone... will come to me by my original name." "I don't want him to be unable to find me." The pupils in the countless silk threads hidden by Tavel shrank suddenly. "Surprised, isn't it?" Bai Liu laughed, "I'm very surprised, Bai Liu can still remember you, the memory erasing skill I gave to Lu Yizhan is not a level of my own." Super world line skills, that is to say, not even one can completely erase Bai Liu's memory about you." "He doesn't know who you are, doesn't know your relationship with him, but he can do things to keep you." The scene on the water-patterned wall changed to the time when Lu Yizhan took Xiao Bailiu away from the orphanage. The moment they were about to escape from the orphanage, Bai Liu suddenly turned around and ran back: "Wait a minute, I'm going to get something." "What is it?" Lu Yizhan was anxious to die, "They are going to chase it!" Bai Liu didn't pause for a moment: "It's very important." When Bai Liu came out panting and carrying something, Lu Yizhan was startledit was a roll of blood-stained bandages, a story book that was torn apart and glued together. The picture in the water-patterned wall turned again, a little older, Bai Liu, who looked seventeen or eighteen years old, was standing on the street in school uniform, staring at the doll who was waving at him next to a shopping mall that opened a big bargain. Then Bai Liu stepped up and looked directly into the doll's eyes: "Hello." The doll was stunned, and then took off its own headgear, revealing the dazed real person inside: "You, how are you? What's the matter?" "I want to ask." Bai Liu asked in a calm tone, "How much does it cost to do this for a month?" The person in the doll froze, and he scratched his head helplessly: "Look at your clothes, are you still a high school student? There is no holiday now, so you should study hard before talking about making money." "It's very tiring to do this. Look at me. After a long time, I just paid me 60 yuan. I'm sweating all over my body." "I'm not afraid of being tired." Bai Liu nodded in thanks, "Sixty a day, right? Thank you." After he finished his answer, he turned around and left, but the man in the doll called out to him a little bit reluctantly: "Hey! Do you have any difficulties? Is there an adult at home who wants to take care of you?" Bai Liu's back stopped, he didn't turn his head, and replied in a flat voice: "I don't know." "I feel as if I have to raise someone else." The man behind didn't hear clearly, only listened to the second half of the sentence, and tried to persuade him again: "Then it doesn't have to be a doll, the money is very little." "I don't want it, but he wants it." Bai Liu's tone was very cold, "He probably won't be able to do it well, so I'll do it." Then how much money can you earn by acting as a doll? Can it feed the two of us? I don't ask you to raise it, you can't afford it, you can take care of yourself. Bai Liu raised the corners of his mouth: "Bai Liu obviously doesn't remember you, but since you disappeared, he has never stopped looking for your traces in this world line that has been erased from your existence." "Although Bai Liu never looked for you, he never doubted your existence." Bai Liu stretched out his hand and caressed the water-patterned wall, the picture in the water-patterned wall changed again, he smiled lowly: "Even if he suspected that he was a psychopath, he never doubted your existence." A white willow that grew bigger and bigger appeared in the water-patterned wall. He looked like he was in his twenties. He was sitting in a poorly equipped community psychological consultation room, looking straight at the psychiatrist opposite him, with a tone of voice Calmly explain your condition: "... I always feel that when I was about fourteen years old, I seemed to have met someone who was very important to me. He was about this tall, and his body should be good-looking. I can't remember, but his eyes It is silver-blue, and it seems to make people crazy, I have checked it many times, but I have never checked this person's information." The psychiatrist on the opposite side flipped through Bai Liu's case, and paused: "It's Mr. Bailiu like this. Some children who were particularly lonely in childhood will imagine a friend by themselves. These friends sometimes have some surreal characteristics, a bit like some kind of fairy tale monster." "This kind of fantasy usually doesn't last until adulthood, right?" Bai Liu asked calmly, "I might indeed be mentally ill. This person can't be imagined by me." "Because..." Bai Liu fell silent suddenly. The psychiatrist raised his head and asked, "Why?" Bai Liu raised her eyes: "Because I can feel him, he is not some friend I imagined, he is not some monster." "He was a very important person to me." Bai Liu smiled and said softly in Tavel's ear covered by silk thread: "Bai Liu still loves you." "Loving the soul that was abandoned by you as a sacrifice." A tear slowly fell from Tavel's eyes, and all the water-patterned walls in front of him cracked like smashed mirrors, and countless silk threads on his body flew up and separated from his body, as if a A replay of a grand snowfall. "Don't." Tavel said softly with tears, he reached out to hold the silk threads that left him, "Don't tell me this." "Don't let me know that he still loves me." Tavel looked at the white willow in the fragments of the water pattern wall, tears fell drop by drop, and his voice was hoarse: "In this way, I can't continue to suffer, so I have to take turns to make him suffer."
