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Published at 29th of June 2022 05:26:02 AM


Chapter 61

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Lin Anlan immediately hugged him more tightly.

He hides in Cheng Yu's arms and wants him to kiss him and hug him, but he suddenly thinks that Cheng Yu has been waiting for him for eight years where he has no response.

Not eight minutes, eight hours, eight days, eight months, but eight years.

Eight years, more than 100 months, more than 3000 days, how did he survive?

After waiting for four days, Xiao Qiao told him not to wait any longer. Cheng Yu had been waiting for more than three thousand days, and someone must have been telling him not to wait any longer.

But he waited, no result, no end.

Why is he so stupid?

How could he not give up.

At this moment, Lin Anlan is truly and deeply sorry for Cheng Yu and for his eight years of waiting.

"Why are you so stupid?" He said bitterly.

"How can you like someone for so long?"

"How can I really keep you waiting so long?"

Lin Anlan regretted it. He thought that if time could go backwards, he would respond to Cheng Yu's liking when he was in high school and when he first fell in love with him.

When you do not love a person, you will not be moved by his wishful thinking, you will even feel bored.

But when you love a person, you will feel sorry for the scars he once had, and you even hope that everything will come back.

Especially when you've experienced the pain yourself.

Once Lin Anlan didn't love Cheng Yu. He may know that Cheng Yu liked him, but he didn't think it was any good.

No one needs to pay for the likes of others. There are so many people who love others openly and secretly. If he responds to the past one by one, he needs to respond too much.

He thought that Cheng Yu would always give up.

He thought that he had never given him a trace of ambiguity and hope.

So he has a clear conscience. He doesn't feel sorry for Cheng Yu, and he doesn't feel guilty. Maybe once in a while, he regrets that they could have been friends, but only once in a while.

He has his own protective layer. He lives simply and soberly.

He has the lost and recovered affection, a good friend who can be trusted, and some ordinary friends and classmates who can talk and chat with each other. He is very satisfied and cherishes it.

But now Lin Anlan likes Cheng Yu. He forgets everything he once had. Only Cheng Yu's love is real and fresh. He bathes in Cheng Yu's love, and his heart is full of love for him.

When those waiting only exist in Cheng Yu's words, Lin Anlan is moved by him and surprised by his persistence.

But when he recalled the time he had been waiting for and returned to his old state of mind, at that moment, he finally found that Cheng Yu's eight years were not a simple sentence, but a long time full of disappointment and repeated failure.

Because of Xiao Qiao's "don't wait any longer", young Lin Anlan will give up the waiting in his heart and put his hope to others, hoping that others will meet his wishes.

But young Cheng Yu, after one person's dissuasion, still insists on his secret love.

Xu Sheng advised him, "give up. He won't like you."

Yu Heng asked him, "do you think it's possible?"

Hua Rong said to him, "in the end, you can only move yourself. And he, he doesn't need your liking at all. "

Cheng Yu knows everything. He thinks everyone is right, but he can't control his feelings.

If his mother could control her feelings, she would not let herself fall in love with his father. Who would want to love a romantic prodigal son?

Doesn't his mother know how difficult it is to turn the prodigal son back?

Of course she knew, but she couldn't control herself.

On the day of marriage, she admonished herself not to give her true feelings. She knew everything, but she fell in love with her husband uncontrollably.

Cheng Yu is the same. He knows everything. He knows that Lin Anlan doesn't like himself. Lin Anlan doesn't have himself in his eyes. His secret love will not have any result, but he still loves him.

In those thousands of days and nights, in the alternation of day and night, he only loved him.

And Lin Anlan, he finally in this night, after his midnight dream, after his grievance, really understand Cheng Yu once.

Therefore, he began to love Cheng Yu.

He thought he would never find such a fool again.

There are many people who love him, but he can be sure that Cheng Yu is the only one who has loved him for such a long time and still loves him.

He is the only one who loves himself most.

He hugged the people around him and said to himself, "you are really... Stupid."

But Cheng Yu doesn't feel stupid.

Love is just like this, out of control, out of control.

He just like a person, just in his youth and youth fell in love with a person.

It's not stupid. It's normal.

Normal and happy.

In this world, to meet love is a lucky thing.

Although the secret love is very hard, Cheng Yu never regrets. His heart is desolate and muddy, but Lin Anlan is beautiful and precious. Because of his appearance, a lotus is born in the mud.

Lotus out of the mud but not dyed, fragrant, white and moving.

Cheng Yu holds it carefully, holding his love, cherishing and joyful.

It is good that Lin Anlan loves him; But Lin Anlan doesn't love him, and he can accept it.

No flower will belong to someone completely. You can be amazed at its beauty, but you can't force it to bloom for you.

Cheng Yu accepts this fact, so he is quiet, careful, holding his lotus.

But now, his lotus blooms for him.

He lives by his side, spending every sunrise and sunset with him, hugging and kissing him, and saying that he loves him.

This is the happiness he never thought of, so Cheng Yu is very satisfied. He doesn't feel stupid, and he doesn't feel that Lin Anlan needs to feel guilty.

"It doesn't matter," he said, kissing Lin Anlan's forehead. "I like your time. I live a full life. I don't think I'm stupid, and I don't think there's anything wrong with you. This in itself is just my own wishful thinking. You didn't let me wait, but I wanted to wait, so I don't feel aggrieved, and you don't feel aggrieved for me. "

How can Lin Anlan not be aggrieved for him? After waiting for four days, he was in agony and tried his best to review himself. He kept asking himself if he was not good enough and he was not good, so his mother didn't want him.

How can Cheng Yu not be wronged for so many years.

He raised his head in pain, kissed Cheng Yu's chin, and then went to kiss his lips.

Cheng Yu kisses him placidly.

Lin Anlan's heart is soft and full of sadness. He caresses Cheng Yu's side face and rubs his lips. He kisses his lips and hugs him again.

Cheng Yu stroked his back and said to him, "it's OK. Really, I'm not wronged."

Lin Anlan did not speak, just quietly lying on his shoulder.

The room was as quiet as water. The two people in the room held each other tightly. The atmosphere was gentle and sticky.

Lin Anlan slowly opened his mouth, he said, "Xiaohua, thank you for waiting for me so long."

Thank you for loving me all the time. Even if I forget everything, I still like you.

At this moment, Cheng Yu's whole heart calmed down.

He unconsciously hugged Lin Anlan and lowered his head against his head. His heart seemed to be soaking in hot water, sweltering and crowding his whole chest.

Over the years, no one has ever supported him, and no one has ever thought that he would wait for a response. Even he himself has acquiesced in the fact that this relationship will never come to an end.

He had no regret, but no hope.

But today, Lin Anlan said to him - thank you for waiting for me so long.

Even if all this is above falsehood, even when Lin Anlan's memory is restored, this paragraph may become invalid, but at this moment, Cheng Yu feels that everything is worth it.

His waiting is not meaningless, his liking is not unnecessary, at least now Lin Anlan has affirmed his liking and waiting.

He dry mouth in the dark, "you're welcome, I like you, I will always wait for you."

Even if Lin Anlan recovers his memory, he will continue to love him.

As long as he doesn't fall in love or get married one day, he will insist on loving him.

And if he falls in love and gets married, he will wish him happiness and marriage.

Just like Jing Huan did to Gu Shuyu.

Lin Anlan shook his head in his arms, as if his mood had finally eased, with a smile in his tone, "don't wait for me, I'm already yours."

"There's more to come."

"It will be yours in the future." Lin Anlan hugged him and said, "it's always yours."

"Really?"

"It's true, of course." Lin Anlan looks up at him, kisses him and looks at him intimately.

Cheng Yu hugged him and said in a low voice, "well."

He really likes Lin Anlan now. He likes Lin Anlan who loves him. He likes the time like this. If he can, he really hopes that Lin Anlan will not recover his memory all his life. However, he is willing to cheat him all his life.

He will always recover his memory and leave him, so Cheng Yu only hopes that he can recover a little later and give him more precious sweetness.

Stay with me a little longer, Ann. He kisses Lin Anlan's forehead and says, "sleep. Don't be afraid. I'll always be by your side."

Lin Anlan closed her eyes and felt at ease and comfortable.

He dreams of Cheng Yu in the middle of the night, 18-year-old handsome and dissatisfied Cheng Yu.

He was wearing a black coat with sharp eyes. He asked, "did I offend you?"

Lin Anlan calm way, "No."

"Then I'll join the literary society, and you'll quit?"

"It's none of your business. I don't have that much time myself."

"When I didn't join, how could you have it?"

Cheng Yu stepped forward and stopped in front of him, "do you hate me like this?"

Lin Anlan helpless, he whispered, "it's not your problem."

"Then why did I quit after I joined?"

"Cheng Yu." Lin Anlan looked directly into his eyes, "I don't hate you, but I won't make friends with you. It's not your problem. You're very good. It's just that there can't be any relationship between us other than classmates. "

"Because of Jiang Xu?"

"Because of me." "It's part of my character," Lin said

Cheng Yu is angry, "so I deserve it? You feel sorry for Jiang Xu. You love your best friend, so I'm wrong. I'm your common enemy, right? "




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