Chapter 77
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Seventy seven:
Lin Anlan smiles and gently kisses his eyebrows.
"Order dinner." He said, "I'm hungry."
Cheng Yu ordered shrimp porridge and some snacks for him.
Lin Anlan didn't have much to eat all day. He seldom had a big appetite. He ate a lot of snacks with shrimp porridge, and then he put down his chopsticks.
Wang Cheng sent a wechat to Cheng Yu to remind him that the shooting time is coming and let him not forget to go back to the set.
Cheng Yu doesn't want to go back, but he can't bear that he still hasn't filmed. Therefore, he can only let Yang Wang take care of Lin Anlan instead of him. He puts on his coat and is ready to go back to work.
"Goodbye." Lin Anlan waved to him.
"Take your medicine and have a good rest." Cheng Yu exhorts.
Lin Anlan nodded, "I know."
He took the medicine in front of Cheng Yu, sat on the bed and began to play with his mobile phone.
In the evening, Yang Wang goes back. Lin Anlan is a little sleepy. He looks at his watch, estimates the time of Cheng Yu's return, and decides to wait for him.
Although he had already told Cheng Yu that he was ill and had better sleep separately, Cheng Yu refused without thinking about it.
Lin Anlan likes him in the end, and his experience is really a little sad. She loves him so much that she doesn't mention it again.
He looked back at the album he had brought from home, looked at himself growing up in the album, and saw Jiang Xu growing up in the album.
Mingming was very cute when he was a child. How can it be like this now?
Blame the mother?
Probably, but not all.
Cheng Yu's mother left early, and his father didn't care about him. He still grew up healthily, but Jiang Xu
Lin Anlan suddenly some frustration, he so hard to hope that Jiang Xu grow into an upright person.
He hoped that Jiang Xu could put aside his family background and his parents, but he still didn't.
He won't take Jiang Xu's mistakes to himself, and he won't feel that Jiang Xu is responsible for what he has become.
He has done a lot and worked hard. He just didn't expect that Jiang Xu would be so stubborn.
The photo turned to the park where the two families went to play together.
Jiang Liying smiles gently and is very beautiful.
But Lin Anlan doesn't like her instinctively.
He didn't know why before, but now he did, because she abandoned her child, and he was just as unworthy of being a mother as his mother.
Just, Lin Anlan thinks of the appearance of Jiang Xu flustered that day, standing at his door in confusion.
Jiang Liying is back. What does she do when she comes back?
Her husband didn't want her? Or did she find out that Jiang Xu has become a star?
I'm sure I don't Miss Jiang Xu. When Jiang Xu was a minor, she could leave him. It's ridiculous to miss him now.
When the wind blows, Lin Anlan hears the sound of raindrops hitting the window.
Crackling, crackling, knocking on the glass.
Lin Anlan gets out of bed and draws the curtain. He guesses that Cheng Yu should be back soon.
Cheng Yu was faster than he expected. The sudden rainstorm interrupted the shooting plan, so everyone stopped work and had a rest.
"Are you better?" Cheng Yu is concerned.
"Much better. Go to take a bath. Don't worry. I'm well, you're ill again."
Hearing this, Cheng Yu asked him, "I'm sick. Will you take care of me?"
"Of course."
"I wish I was sick." Cheng Yu said with a smile.
Lin Anlan simply can't laugh or cry, "you go to take a bath quickly, drink more hot water, you don't get sick, I also take care of you, so join in what sick lively."
Cheng Yu goes into the bathroom with a smile, takes a bath and drinks a cup of hot water.
It's raining hard outside. Lin Anlan's mobile phone rings.
He took a look. It was Jiang Xu's message.
Jiang Xu: Xiao Lan, it's raining. Let's have a rest early
Lin Anlan has no reason. He has a hunch that Jiang Xu will come to him in the near future. After all, last time, he asked a question he shouldn't ask, but he's not sure he can hide it this time.
Although he already knew that Jiang Xu's "she" was Jiang Liying, and he also knew the past of Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu, he still had many other things he didn't know.
His memory was so scattered that Jiang Xu wanted to try him, but he couldn't hide it.
If only he had the habit of keeping a diary, thought Lin Anlan, but judging from some of the memories he had recovered, he didn't.
Alas, Lin Anlan sighed and lay down in the quilt.
When Cheng Yu comes back to the bedroom, he sees Lin Anlan lying in the pure white quilt, only showing his head. It looks very painful.
He walked over and poked Lin Anlan's face, "that's good."
Lin Anlan opens his mouth and tries to bite his finger. Cheng Yu takes back his hand with a smile and lowers his head to kiss him.
The wind and rain burst out of the window. Cheng Yu's kiss is gentle and lingering. With the rising ambiguity in the room, it's warm.
He lay down beside him with Lin Anlan in his arms and turned off the light.
Before going to bed, Lin Anlan closed his eyes and discussed with him in a low voice, "Xiaohua, if Jiang Xu comes to me in a few days to test me, I can't hide it, I'll have a showdown with him."
Cheng Yu's heart beat for a moment, and he was silent.
"Then you must not believe any of his words. You must not be deceived by him."
"Well." Lin Anlan rubbed in his arms, "I only believe you, don't worry."
Cheng Yu is not so reassured, but he has no better solution. Jiang Xu wants to explore, but more is their personal memory. Cheng Yu doesn't know, because he is not allowed to intervene at all.
It's like Lin Anlan's birthday. Jiang Xu knows, but he never knows.
Cheng Yu unconsciously hugs him and kisses his forehead. He whispers, "wife."
Lin Anlan opened his eyes and took a look at him in the dark. In his heart, is he afraid? Afraid of Jiang Xu using his amnesia to stir up their relationship?
"It's OK," he said. "I won't believe him. Don't worry."
He said, comforting kiss him, soft voice way, "husband."
Cheng Yu gets the title he wants, but he still can't let go.
Although he knew that this day would come sooner or later, he could not help but fear once he realized that it was coming.
Jiang Xu will not let Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory, stay with him. He has a hundred ways to break them up.
Now he just didn't realize that Lin Anlan had already been out of his orbit, so he would only occasionally appear, which made him unhappy.
But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he could not bear it and would try his best to expose his lies.
As long as it is a lie, there will always be loopholes. Lin Anlan may not hesitate to believe him at first, but when Jiang Xu attacks him again and again, Lin Anlan will always doubt it.
His good days are really numbered.
Cheng Yu hugs Lin Anlan and kisses him several times in the dark.
He fell asleep in worry and fear.
His heart is still very afraid, afraid and afraid.
He saw Lin Anlan in the boundless darkness. He rushed after him, but he couldn't catch up with him.
He called him anxiously, "An'an."
Lin Anlan looked back at him, his eyes cold, his eyes full of disgust, he said, "Cheng Yu, when we are sure of love, is there a witness?"
"No Cheng Yu fixed in place, dry answer way.
"Is there any material evidence?"
"Neither."
"What evidence do you have?"
Nothing, because it was a fake.
Lin Anlan laughed and said, "I want to stop Jiang Xu and not let him destroy your peaceful life, but what about you? Is that how you repay me? You are disgusting
Cheng Yu wakes up in a flash.
He sat up with a cold sweat on his back.
He shivered and gasped for breath. In the dark, he turned to look at Lin Anlan.
He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he was still guilty.
He murmured, "I'm sorry..."
But it's no use. He knows it's wrong, and he won't stop it. He just insists on going wrong all the time.
Cheng Yu sits on the bed. The rain outside the window hits the leaves and falls to the ground along the veins.
He got out of bed and went to the living room.
He looked out of the window at the rain, which was so urgent that many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but he remembered that he had already stopped smoking. He gave up smoking for Lin Anlan. He hadn't smoked for two or three months.
He has been very familiar with the life of Lin Anlan around him.
He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.
He looked at the rain outside the window, standing quietly and lonely.
When Lin Anlan leans to the other side in a daze, he vaguely realizes that something is wrong. He opens his eyes and finds that Cheng Yu is not by his side.
Did you go to the bathroom? Lin Anlan thought.
He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a long time, nothing happened.
Lin Anlan doubts, he rubbed his eyelids and got out of bed.
When he came to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light. Then he saw Cheng Yu standing in front of the window. When he looked back at himself, he was surprised for a moment.
"How did you get up?" Cheng Yu comes over.
"I'll ask you that." Lin Anlan said, "why did you get up and still stand in front of the window?"
Cheng Yu laughed and lied to him. "I came out to pick up a glass of water. I couldn't sleep, so I stood in front of the window for a while."
"Why can't you sleep?"
"I had a nightmare." Cheng Yu said, "I wake up when I dream that you are gone."
"Dreams are the opposite, which means we will always be together." Lin Anlan comforted him.
Cheng Yu nods and walks to the bedroom with him.
When the two returned to bed, Lin Anlan asked him, "are you still worried? I'm afraid Jiang Xu will know that I lost my memory and provoke us, but I believe him."
Cheng Yu took a look at him and didn't deny it.
"Do you have so little faith in me?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu shook his head. He said, "I don't have confidence in you. I don't have confidence in your years."
"Ann, actually, I like what you have now." He suddenly said, "you have no memory, only me in your heart and only me in your eyes. You have me every day. I'm the person who accompanies you for the longest time, so I'm very happy."
"But you, who have all your memories, have spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets I don't know, and many times I can't squeeze in."
"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid."
"I'm afraid that Jiang Xu will tell you all about the ten years you've experienced together. I'm afraid that I can't beat your feelings of thousands of days and nights for more than ten years by myself."
Lin Anlan was stunned.
Of course, he can feel that Cheng Yu is uneasy, otherwise he would not dream like that.
He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much, and he would like himself more.
"You don't want me to remember."
Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes. He didn't want him to see the greed in his eyes.
"Yes." He said, "I'm not as good as you think. I'm more selfish than you think."
"A lot, a lot."
He and Jiang Xu are essentially the same, selfish and greedy.
They inherited Cheng Feng's selfishness and put it on the people they care about most.
What's the difference between him and Jiang Xu?
They are the same, the same sorry Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they really deserve to be Cheng Feng's son, half brother.
Lin Anlan's life, the most should not meet, is the two of them.
"Ann, there is one thing I want to tell you in advance." He gently opened his mouth and paved his way for a rainy day. "We are in underground love, so when we determine the relationship, no one knows and there is no written record. If Jiang Xu uses this to stir up the feelings between us, you must not believe it."
Lin Anlan nodded, "OK."
Cheng Yu loosened his hand and gave him a smile. He said, "sleep."
Lin Anlan looked at him, but did not move.
"What's the matter?" Cheng Yu is puzzled.
Lin Anlan reaches out and hugs him. He hugs Cheng Yu and says to him gently, "I haven't completely recovered my memory either. I just think of a little bit, so don't be afraid."
"What's more, although Jiang Xu and I have feelings in the past ten years, we will have feelings in the next few decades, so whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past has passed, but the future is what we should cherish."
He held Cheng Yu's face and gave him a kiss on the lip.
"Xiaohua, as the amnesia of me at this stage, I am very happy, because I have been with you, even if I don't remember anything, I feel very relaxed and relieved. So, even if I recover my memory, you will be my most important person, because I won't have such an experience again, and you, only you, are completely involved in my period. "
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Seventy seven:
Lin Anlan smiles and gently kisses his eyebrows.
"Order dinner." He said, "I'm hungry."
Cheng Yu ordered shrimp porridge and some snacks for him.
Lin Anlan didn't have much to eat all day. He seldom had a big appetite. He ate a lot of snacks with shrimp porridge, and then he put down his chopsticks.
Wang Cheng sent a wechat to Cheng Yu to remind him that the shooting time is coming and let him not forget to go back to the set.
Cheng Yu doesn't want to go back, but he can't bear that he still hasn't filmed. Therefore, he can only let Yang Wang take care of Lin Anlan instead of him. He puts on his coat and is ready to go back to work.
"Goodbye." Lin Anlan waved to him.
"Take your medicine and have a good rest." Cheng Yu exhorts.
Lin Anlan nodded, "I know."
He took the medicine in front of Cheng Yu, sat on the bed and began to play with his mobile phone.
In the evening, Yang Wang goes back. Lin Anlan is a little sleepy. He looks at his watch, estimates the time of Cheng Yu's return, and decides to wait for him.
Although he had already told Cheng Yu that he was ill and had better sleep separately, Cheng Yu refused without thinking about it.
Lin Anlan likes him in the end, and his experience is really a little sad. She loves him so much that she doesn't mention it again.
He looked back at the album he had brought from home, looked at himself growing up in the album, and saw Jiang Xu growing up in the album.
Mingming was very cute when he was a child. How can it be like this now?
Blame the mother?
Probably, but not all.
Cheng Yu's mother left early, and his father didn't care about him. He still grew up healthily, but Jiang Xu
Lin Anlan suddenly some frustration, he so hard to hope that Jiang Xu grow into an upright person.
He hoped that Jiang Xu could put aside his family background and his parents, but he still didn't.
He won't take Jiang Xu's mistakes to himself, and he won't feel that Jiang Xu is responsible for what he has become.
He has done a lot and worked hard. He just didn't expect that Jiang Xu would be so stubborn.
The photo turned to the park where the two families went to play together.
Jiang Liying smiles gently and is very beautiful.
But Lin Anlan doesn't like her instinctively.
He didn't know why before, but now he did, because she abandoned her child, and he was just as unworthy of being a mother as his mother.
Just, Lin Anlan thinks of the appearance of Jiang Xu flustered that day, standing at his door in confusion.
Jiang Liying is back. What does she do when she comes back?
Her husband didn't want her? Or did she find out that Jiang Xu has become a star?
I'm sure I don't Miss Jiang Xu. When Jiang Xu was a minor, she could leave him. It's ridiculous to miss him now.
When the wind blows, Lin Anlan hears the sound of raindrops hitting the window.
Crackling, crackling, knocking on the glass.
Lin Anlan gets out of bed and draws the curtain. He guesses that Cheng Yu should be back soon.
Cheng Yu was faster than he expected. The sudden rainstorm interrupted the shooting plan, so everyone stopped work and had a rest.
"Are you better?" Cheng Yu is concerned.
"Much better. Go to take a bath. Don't worry. I'm well, you're ill again."
Hearing this, Cheng Yu asked him, "I'm sick. Will you take care of me?"
"Of course."
"I wish I was sick." Cheng Yu said with a smile.
Lin Anlan simply can't laugh or cry, "you go to take a bath quickly, drink more hot water, you don't get sick, I also take care of you, so join in what sick lively."
Cheng Yu goes into the bathroom with a smile, takes a bath and drinks a cup of hot water.
It's raining hard outside. Lin Anlan's mobile phone rings.
He took a look. It was Jiang Xu's message.
Jiang Xu: Xiao Lan, it's raining. Let's have a rest early
Lin Anlan has no reason. He has a hunch that Jiang Xu will come to him in the near future. After all, last time, he asked a question he shouldn't ask, but he's not sure he can hide it this time.
Although he already knew that Jiang Xu's "she" was Jiang Liying, and he also knew the past of Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu, he still had many other things he didn't know.
His memory was so scattered that Jiang Xu wanted to try him, but he couldn't hide it.
If only he had the habit of keeping a diary, thought Lin Anlan, but judging from some of the memories he had recovered, he didn't.
Alas, Lin Anlan sighed and lay down in the quilt.
When Cheng Yu comes back to the bedroom, he sees Lin Anlan lying in the pure white quilt, only showing his head. It looks very painful.
He walked over and poked Lin Anlan's face, "that's good."
Lin Anlan opens his mouth and tries to bite his finger. Cheng Yu takes back his hand with a smile and lowers his head to kiss him.
The wind and rain burst out of the window. Cheng Yu's kiss is gentle and lingering. With the rising ambiguity in the room, it's warm.
He lay down beside him with Lin Anlan in his arms and turned off the light.
Before going to bed, Lin Anlan closed his eyes and discussed with him in a low voice, "Xiaohua, if Jiang Xu comes to me in a few days to test me, I can't hide it, I'll have a showdown with him."
Cheng Yu's heart beat for a moment, and he was silent.
"Then you must not believe any of his words. You must not be deceived by him."
"Well." Lin Anlan rubbed in his arms, "I only believe you, don't worry."
Cheng Yu is not so reassured, but he has no better solution. Jiang Xu wants to explore, but more is their personal memory. Cheng Yu doesn't know, because he is not allowed to intervene at all.
It's like Lin Anlan's birthday. Jiang Xu knows, but he never knows.
Cheng Yu unconsciously hugs him and kisses his forehead. He whispers, "wife."
Lin Anlan opened his eyes and took a look at him in the dark. In his heart, is he afraid? Afraid of Jiang Xu using his amnesia to stir up their relationship?
"It's OK," he said. "I won't believe him. Don't worry."
He said, comforting kiss him, soft voice way, "husband."
Cheng Yu gets the title he wants, but he still can't let go.
Although he knew that this day would come sooner or later, he could not help but fear once he realized that it was coming.
Jiang Xu will not let Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory, stay with him. He has a hundred ways to break them up.
Now he just didn't realize that Lin Anlan had already been out of his orbit, so he would only occasionally appear, which made him unhappy.
But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he could not bear it and would try his best to expose his lies.
As long as it is a lie, there will always be loopholes. Lin Anlan may not hesitate to believe him at first, but when Jiang Xu attacks him again and again, Lin Anlan will always doubt it.
His good days are really numbered.
Cheng Yu hugs Lin Anlan and kisses him several times in the dark.
He fell asleep in worry and fear.
His heart is still very afraid, afraid and afraid.
He saw Lin Anlan in the boundless darkness. He rushed after him, but he couldn't catch up with him.
He called him anxiously, "An'an."
Lin Anlan looked back at him, his eyes cold, his eyes full of disgust, he said, "Cheng Yu, when we are sure of love, is there a witness?"
"No Cheng Yu fixed in place, dry answer way.
"Is there any material evidence?"
"Neither."
"What evidence do you have?"
Nothing, because it was a fake.
Lin Anlan laughed and said, "I want to stop Jiang Xu and not let him destroy your peaceful life, but what about you? Is that how you repay me? You are disgusting
Cheng Yu wakes up in a flash.
He sat up with a cold sweat on his back.
He shivered and gasped for breath. In the dark, he turned to look at Lin Anlan.
He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he was still guilty.
He murmured, "I'm sorry..."
But it's no use. He knows it's wrong, and he won't stop it. He just insists on going wrong all the time.
Cheng Yu sits on the bed. The rain outside the window hits the leaves and falls to the ground along the veins.
He got out of bed and went to the living room.
He looked out of the window at the rain, which was so urgent that many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but he remembered that he had already stopped smoking. He gave up smoking for Lin Anlan. He hadn't smoked for two or three months.
He has been very familiar with the life of Lin Anlan around him.
He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.
He looked at the rain outside the window, standing quietly and lonely.
When Lin Anlan leans to the other side in a daze, he vaguely realizes that something is wrong. He opens his eyes and finds that Cheng Yu is not by his side.
Did you go to the bathroom? Lin Anlan thought.
He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a long time, nothing happened.
Lin Anlan doubts, he rubbed his eyelids and got out of bed.
When he came to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light. Then he saw Cheng Yu standing in front of the window. When he looked back at himself, he was surprised for a moment.
"How did you get up?" Cheng Yu comes over.
"I'll ask you that." Lin Anlan said, "why did you get up and still stand in front of the window?"
Cheng Yu laughed and lied to him. "I came out to pick up a glass of water. I couldn't sleep, so I stood in front of the window for a while."
"Why can't you sleep?"
"I had a nightmare." Cheng Yu said, "I wake up when I dream that you are gone."
"Dreams are the opposite, which means we will always be together." Lin Anlan comforted him.
Cheng Yu nods and walks to the bedroom with him.
When the two returned to bed, Lin Anlan asked him, "are you still worried? I'm afraid Jiang Xu will know that I lost my memory and provoke us, but I believe him."
Cheng Yu took a look at him and didn't deny it.
"Do you have so little faith in me?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu shook his head. He said, "I don't have confidence in you. I don't have confidence in your years."
"Ann, actually, I like what you have now." He suddenly said, "you have no memory, only me in your heart and only me in your eyes. You have me every day. I'm the person who accompanies you for the longest time, so I'm very happy."
"But you, who have all your memories, have spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets I don't know, and many times I can't squeeze in."
"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid."
"I'm afraid that Jiang Xu will tell you all about the ten years you've experienced together. I'm afraid that I can't beat your feelings of thousands of days and nights for more than ten years by myself."
Lin Anlan was stunned.
Of course, he can feel that Cheng Yu is uneasy, otherwise he would not dream like that.
He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much, and he would like himself more.
"You don't want me to remember."
Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes. He didn't want him to see the greed in his eyes.
"Yes." He said, "I'm not as good as you think. I'm more selfish than you think."
"A lot, a lot."
He and Jiang Xu are essentially the same, selfish and greedy.
They inherited Cheng Feng's selfishness and put it on the people they care about most.
What's the difference between him and Jiang Xu?
They are the same, the same sorry Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they really deserve to be Cheng Feng's son, half brother.
Lin Anlan's life, the most should not meet, is the two of them.
"Ann, there is one thing I want to tell you in advance." He gently opened his mouth and paved his way for a rainy day. "We are in underground love, so when we determine the relationship, no one knows and there is no written record. If Jiang Xu uses this to stir up the feelings between us, you must not believe it."
Lin Anlan nodded, "OK."
Cheng Yu loosened his hand and gave him a smile. He said, "sleep."
Lin Anlan looked at him, but did not move.
"What's the matter?" Cheng Yu is puzzled.
Lin Anlan reaches out and hugs him. He hugs Cheng Yu and says to him gently, "I haven't completely recovered my memory either. I just think of a little bit, so don't be afraid."
"What's more, although Jiang Xu and I have feelings in the past ten years, we will have feelings in the next few decades, so whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past has passed, but the future is what we should cherish."
He held Cheng Yu's face and gave him a kiss on the lip.
"Xiaohua, as the amnesia of me at this stage, I am very happy, because I have been with you, even if I don't remember anything, I feel very relaxed and relieved. So, even if I recover my memory, you will be my most important person, because I won't have such an experience again, and you, only you, are completely involved in my period. "
Seventy seven:Lin Anlan smiles and gently kisses his eyebrows."Order dinner." He said, "I'm hungry."Cheng Yu ordered shrimp porridge and some snacks for him.Lin Anlan didn't have much to eat all day. He seldom had a big appetite. He ate a lot of snacks with shrimp porridge, and then he put down his chopsticks.Wang Cheng sent a wechat to Cheng Yu to remind him that the shooting time is coming and let him not forget to go back to the set.Cheng Yu doesn't want to go back, but he can't bear that he still hasn't filmed. Therefore, he can only let Yang Wang take care of Lin Anlan instead of him. He puts on his coat and is ready to go back to work."Goodbye." Lin Anlan waved to him."Take your medicine and have a good rest." Cheng Yu exhorts.Lin Anlan nodded, "I know."He took the medicine in front of Cheng Yu, sat on the bed and began to play with his mobile phone.In the evening, Yang Wang goes back. Lin Anlan is a little sleepy. He looks at his watch, estimates the time of Cheng Yu's return, and decides to wait for him.Although he had already told Cheng Yu that he was ill and had better sleep separately, Cheng Yu refused without thinking about it.Lin Anlan likes him in the end, and his experience is really a little sad. She loves him so much that she doesn't mention it again.He looked back at the album he had brought from home, looked at himself growing up in the album, and saw Jiang Xu growing up in the album.Mingming was very cute when he was a child. How can it be like this now?Blame the mother?Probably, but not all.Cheng Yu's mother left early, and his father didn't care about him. He still grew up healthily, but Jiang XuLin Anlan suddenly some frustration, he so hard to hope that Jiang Xu grow into an upright person.He hoped that Jiang Xu could put aside his family background and his parents, but he still didn't.He won't take Jiang Xu's mistakes to himself, and he won't feel that Jiang Xu is responsible for what he has become.He has done a lot and worked hard. He just didn't expect that Jiang Xu would be so stubborn.The photo turned to the park where the two families went to play together.Jiang Liying smiles gently and is very beautiful.But Lin Anlan doesn't like her instinctively.He didn't know why before, but now he did, because she abandoned her child, and he was just as unworthy of being a mother as his mother.Just, Lin Anlan thinks of the appearance of Jiang Xu flustered that day, standing at his door in confusion.Jiang Liying is back. What does she do when she comes back?Her husband didn't want her? Or did she find out that Jiang Xu has become a star?I'm sure I don't Miss Jiang Xu. When Jiang Xu was a minor, she could leave him. It's ridiculous to miss him now.When the wind blows, Lin Anlan hears the sound of raindrops hitting the window.Crackling, crackling, knocking on the glass.Lin Anlan gets out of bed and draws the curtain. He guesses that Cheng Yu should be back soon.Cheng Yu was faster than he expected. The sudden rainstorm interrupted the shooting plan, so everyone stopped work and had a rest."Are you better?" Cheng Yu is concerned."Much better. Go to take a bath. Don't worry. I'm well, you're ill again."Hearing this, Cheng Yu asked him, "I'm sick. Will you take care of me?""Of course.""I wish I was sick." Cheng Yu said with a smile.Lin Anlan simply can't laugh or cry, "you go to take a bath quickly, drink more hot water, you don't get sick, I also take care of you, so join in what sick lively."Cheng Yu goes into the bathroom with a smile, takes a bath and drinks a cup of hot water.It's raining hard outside. Lin Anlan's mobile phone rings.He took a look. It was Jiang Xu's message.Jiang Xu: Xiao Lan, it's raining. Let's have a rest earlyLin Anlan has no reason. He has a hunch that Jiang Xu will come to him in the near future. After all, last time, he asked a question he shouldn't ask, but he's not sure he can hide it this time.Although he already knew that Jiang Xu's "she" was Jiang Liying, and he also knew the past of Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu, he still had many other things he didn't know.His memory was so scattered that Jiang Xu wanted to try him, but he couldn't hide it.If only he had the habit of keeping a diary, thought Lin Anlan, but judging from some of the memories he had recovered, he didn't.Alas, Lin Anlan sighed and lay down in the quilt.When Cheng Yu comes back to the bedroom, he sees Lin Anlan lying in the pure white quilt, only showing his head. It looks very painful.He walked over and poked Lin Anlan's face, "that's good."Lin Anlan opens his mouth and tries to bite his finger. Cheng Yu takes back his hand with a smile and lowers his head to kiss him.The wind and rain burst out of the window. Cheng Yu's kiss is gentle and lingering. With the rising ambiguity in the room, it's warm.He lay down beside him with Lin Anlan in his arms and turned off the light.Before going to bed, Lin Anlan closed his eyes and discussed with him in a low voice, "Xiaohua, if Jiang Xu comes to me in a few days to test me, I can't hide it, I'll have a showdown with him."Cheng Yu's heart beat for a moment, and he was silent."Then you must not believe any of his words. You must not be deceived by him.""Well." Lin Anlan rubbed in his arms, "I only believe you, don't worry."Cheng Yu is not so reassured, but he has no better solution. Jiang Xu wants to explore, but more is their personal memory. Cheng Yu doesn't know, because he is not allowed to intervene at all.It's like Lin Anlan's birthday. Jiang Xu knows, but he never knows.Cheng Yu unconsciously hugs him and kisses his forehead. He whispers, "wife."Lin Anlan opened his eyes and took a look at him in the dark. In his heart, is he afraid? Afraid of Jiang Xu using his amnesia to stir up their relationship?"It's OK," he said. "I won't believe him. Don't worry."He said, comforting kiss him, soft voice way, "husband."Cheng Yu gets the title he wants, but he still can't let go.Although he knew that this day would come sooner or later, he could not help but fear once he realized that it was coming.Jiang Xu will not let Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory, stay with him. He has a hundred ways to break them up.Now he just didn't realize that Lin Anlan had already been out of his orbit, so he would only occasionally appear, which made him unhappy.But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he could not bear it and would try his best to expose his lies.As long as it is a lie, there will always be loopholes. Lin Anlan may not hesitate to believe him at first, but when Jiang Xu attacks him again and again, Lin Anlan will always doubt it.His good days are really numbered.Cheng Yu hugs Lin Anlan and kisses him several times in the dark.He fell asleep in worry and fear.His heart is still very afraid, afraid and afraid.He saw Lin Anlan in the boundless darkness. He rushed after him, but he couldn't catch up with him.He called him anxiously, "An'an."Lin Anlan looked back at him, his eyes cold, his eyes full of disgust, he said, "Cheng Yu, when we are sure of love, is there a witness?""No Cheng Yu fixed in place, dry answer way."Is there any material evidence?""Neither.""What evidence do you have?"Nothing, because it was a fake.Lin Anlan laughed and said, "I want to stop Jiang Xu and not let him destroy your peaceful life, but what about you? Is that how you repay me? You are disgustingCheng Yu wakes up in a flash.He sat up with a cold sweat on his back.He shivered and gasped for breath. In the dark, he turned to look at Lin Anlan.He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he was still guilty.He murmured, "I'm sorry..."But it's no use. He knows it's wrong, and he won't stop it. He just insists on going wrong all the time.Cheng Yu sits on the bed. The rain outside the window hits the leaves and falls to the ground along the veins.He got out of bed and went to the living room.He looked out of the window at the rain, which was so urgent that many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but he remembered that he had already stopped smoking. He gave up smoking for Lin Anlan. He hadn't smoked for two or three months.He has been very familiar with the life of Lin Anlan around him.He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.He looked at the rain outside the window, standing quietly and lonely.When Lin Anlan leans to the other side in a daze, he vaguely realizes that something is wrong. He opens his eyes and finds that Cheng Yu is not by his side.Did you go to the bathroom? Lin Anlan thought.He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a long time, nothing happened.Lin Anlan doubts, he rubbed his eyelids and got out of bed.When he came to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light. Then he saw Cheng Yu standing in front of the window. When he looked back at himself, he was surprised for a moment."How did you get up?" Cheng Yu comes over."I'll ask you that." Lin Anlan said, "why did you get up and still stand in front of the window?"Cheng Yu laughed and lied to him. "I came out to pick up a glass of water. I couldn't sleep, so I stood in front of the window for a while.""Why can't you sleep?""I had a nightmare." Cheng Yu said, "I wake up when I dream that you are gone.""Dreams are the opposite, which means we will always be together." Lin Anlan comforted him.Cheng Yu nods and walks to the bedroom with him.When the two returned to bed, Lin Anlan asked him, "are you still worried? I'm afraid Jiang Xu will know that I lost my memory and provoke us, but I believe him."Cheng Yu took a look at him and didn't deny it."Do you have so little faith in me?" Lin Anlan asked him.Cheng Yu shook his head. He said, "I don't have confidence in you. I don't have confidence in your years.""Ann, actually, I like what you have now." He suddenly said, "you have no memory, only me in your heart and only me in your eyes. You have me every day. I'm the person who accompanies you for the longest time, so I'm very happy.""But you, who have all your memories, have spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets I don't know, and many times I can't squeeze in.""It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid.""I'm afraid that Jiang Xu will tell you all about the ten years you've experienced together. I'm afraid that I can't beat your feelings of thousands of days and nights for more than ten years by myself."Lin Anlan was stunned.Of course, he can feel that Cheng Yu is uneasy, otherwise he would not dream like that.He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much, and he would like himself more."You don't want me to remember."Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes. He didn't want him to see the greed in his eyes."Yes." He said, "I'm not as good as you think. I'm more selfish than you think.""A lot, a lot."He and Jiang Xu are essentially the same, selfish and greedy.They inherited Cheng Feng's selfishness and put it on the people they care about most.What's the difference between him and Jiang Xu?They are the same, the same sorry Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they really deserve to be Cheng Feng's son, half brother.Lin Anlan's life, the most should not meet, is the two of them."Ann, there is one thing I want to tell you in advance." He gently opened his mouth and paved his way for a rainy day. "We are in underground love, so when we determine the relationship, no one knows and there is no written record. If Jiang Xu uses this to stir up the feelings between us, you must not believe it."Lin Anlan nodded, "OK."Cheng Yu loosened his hand and gave him a smile. He said, "sleep."Lin Anlan looked at him, but did not move."What's the matter?" Cheng Yu is puzzled.Lin Anlan reaches out and hugs him. He hugs Cheng Yu and says to him gently, "I haven't completely recovered my memory either. I just think of a little bit, so don't be afraid.""What's more, although Jiang Xu and I have feelings in the past ten years, we will have feelings in the next few decades, so whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past has passed, but the future is what we should cherish."He held Cheng Yu's face and gave him a kiss on the lip."Xiaohua, as the amnesia of me at this stage, I am very happy, because I have been with you, even if I don't remember anything, I feel very relaxed and relieved. So, even if I recover my memory, you will be my most important person, because I won't have such an experience again, and you, only you, are completely involved in my period. "
