I wanna stuck with you - Chapter 150

Chapter 150: 150




I felt a little better after getting a shower, I checked my phone but still, there was no message or call from Ayan, I felt a little bad, but then I just ignore, maybe he would be busy and just sleeping as he was so tired, 

"Hey, what happened", Suhani asked me, as she noticed that I was thinking something, 

"Nothing, just waiting for his text, but seems like he is still angry", I said with a sad face, 

"It is okay baby, I told you we will make a plan to meet, and I will call him, I am sure he will come", she said and told me to smile, which I did, 

"Let us go, mom is waiting for us, we are already too late for breakfast", she said and I nod, 

I combed my hair and headed down, 

"Good morning babies, you guys are late", said Suhani's mom, and I just forced a smile, 

"Good morning Aunt, sorry that we are late, actually we were tired, so I just overslept", I said slowly, 

"It is okay sweety, I can understand, now sit and have your breakfast", she said and kissed on my forehead, 

Oh god, she is so sweet, 

"Thank you aunt", I said and she served us breakfast, there was no need to say that it was so yummy, 

We ate our breakfast and headed back to Suhani's room, I was still upset, there is no chance that Ayan would be still sleeping, is he trying to ignore me intentionally, but why, I know what I said to him was not right, and probably it did hurt him, but there is no need to ignore me, 

I wanted to call him and yell at him, but I just did not do that, I want him to realize and call me, but seems like he does not care about me, 

What the fuck Jhummi, what the hell I am thinking and why I saw there was so much love in his eyes for me, 

Wait, he still never told me that he loves me, I know once he admitted that he likes me, but there is a huge difference between love and like,

What if I am mistaken, What if what he was doing was just a simple attraction, not love, he never confessed his love for me, and maybe I thought so far, 

Oh God, I just need to stop my mind, or else it will explode anytime soon, and I just do not think that I can tolerate any head injury at this time, my mood is already down, and the thought of Ayan is not leaving my sight, 

"Calm yourself down Jhummi, stop behaving like a stupid brat", my mind scolded me, and I just sat on the bed, 

I just do not know why Suhani is taking this much time, why she is not coming, I want to discuss with her about Ayan, maybe after that, I could feel a little relax, but seems like she is busy with an aunt, and I just should not spoil her special discussion with her mom, at least she is not unlucky, unlike me, 

I think I should unpack all things until Suhani comes so that we could directly leave, 

Of course, I was happy to finally receive her call, 

"Hello, how are you mom", I said as I picked the call, 

"Oh, I am good dear, I called you to inform that I will not able to return today, so just take care okay, I will come tomorrow", she said, and I just sighed, 

"Okay, take care mom", I said and I hang up, 

"Amazing, she did not even ask me that how I am, It is alright, who cares", I said as I again sat on the bed, 

I wanted to cry so loud, Why my mom never see this, why she always behaves like this, can not she see that these type of small things hurts a lot, or she intentionally ignores me, 

"Fuck", I just wanted to yell, but I did not, I just said it in my mind, 

This is Suhani's house and I should behave, right, 

I just lie down on the bed and covered myself with the duvet, and the hot tears started rolling down to my cheeks, 

I just do not know what the fuck is wrong with me, I just want not to think about this, but my stupid mind always brings me down, 

I just want to behave calm, just like before, when my mom used to not care about me, that time did not hurt, but now when she started caring about us, her every action is hurting me, and hurting so badly I swear, 

So what if she did not ask me how I am, so what if she did not ask me how was my trip, why the hell I care this much,

Can not I behave normal and stay calm, accepting what is happening, I closed my eyes and more tears rolled down to my cheeks, but I wiped them and closed my eyes tightly, 

And here again, my eyes started getting heavier, and I just fell asleep again, 

Ayan's Point Of View, 

I just realize that since I woke up, I did not think about Jhummi, not even once, and it was so fucking strange, 

She would be thinking that I am ignoring her, how come I behave like that, but it did not fault, was it, that my mind did not think about her, 

I pulled out my phone from my pocket to see if she called me and message me, but it was a hell strange, there was no message or call from her side, how the hell it is possible, she did not think about me, not even once, 

I was behaving so weird since morning that I did not even realize that Neel's luggage is still here, he went out by any urgent work, 

Now I am getting angry for no reason, I was so happy since morning because I get to know about that girl, and the thought she is coming made me so excited, 

Maybe that is why I forget about Jhummi, It is okay, I will call her in the evening, she would be fine I guess, or else she would have called me now, 

Raghav was sleeping so peacefully, I just do not want to disturb him, so I let him sleep, and I went to the kitchen for making lunch for me, 

I was not feeling to make something, but then I do not want to order it, so I decided to make some noodles for me, 

I was alone, and some noodles would be sufficient for me, so I approved of my idea and started chopping vegetables, I like veg noodles more than plain ones, 

I just do not know why, but I was feeling some kind of restlessness in my heart, it was like something is not right, 

But then I just ignore the feeling and quickly fried noodles for me, and I must say that I am a good cook, that girl would be so lucky who will tie-up with me, 

Wow, I thought I just lose my mind, I never appreciate myself for anything, It was the first time when I did this, and it was really strange, 

I silently eat my lunch, and cleaned the dishes, and then cleaned the kitchen too, I know it was not too much work, still, I finished it by myself, 

I was feeling so free like there is nothing for me to do, what a slow day, I thought, 

I was about to go into my room, just then the doorbell rang, I took a deep and long breath and went to open the door, 

"Sorry that I did not get a chance to tell you that I would come back, actually my mom just informed me that she will come tomorrow, so I thought that I could stay one more day at your place because it would be so boring if I stay alone in my house, what say", Neel said, 

"Of course, you could stay, there is no need to ask, now come in", I said and closed the door behind him, 

"And what is this", I asked him as I saw two bags in his hands, 

"Oh, this, this is lunch for us, hope you did not eat your lunch yet", he said as he sat on the sofa, 

"Oh Neel, it was not needed at all, by the way, I just eat some fried noodles, which I made by myself", I said so confidently as I achieved some medal,