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Published at 31st of January 2022 07:34:04 AM


Chapter 68: Believe It.

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"Sorry. Let's get going. It's morning already, you have a match with Rigid, do not you? Get ready," She turned away. She sniffed a few times. 

I was not looking at her. I was scared to look into her eyes, "Doc..."

"Get ready. You have not planned your strategy yet, get going. They were waiting for you all the time. I have not told them about you, they are worried,"

"How did you get inside?"

"I asked the office for the duplicate key,"

"I have to tell you something," I should tell her. At least, someone, I have to trust. I can not keep this inside myself anymore. 

"Uhm? What is it? Is it important? If it is about that then let it be,"

"I had a dream,"

"Huh? Come on, that's not important is it?"

"It is. Cause every dream I had dreamt about had come true,"

"Haha,"

"No. really. I dreamt about my fight with Cheryl. That she attacked Naomi and Gwen. then she tore their underwears apart revealing their body,"

"But it did not happen did it?"

"It was going to happen, I reached there early and stopped that from happening, I changed the future,"

"Do you want to say that you can see the future?"

I shook my head, "No," I took a pause. "I can dream about the future,"

"What?"

"Or what I dream about comes true,"

"Okay, Ryan-"

"This dream was something serious. I was fighting Rigid's unit. We both were defending and coming closer towards each other's base without knowing with the same formation. We started fighting me, his mates attacked my teammates. Rosy Rosewell took out two of my mates. Pete and Naomi. 

The next we know a whole army of Mafia was attacking us. A whole fucking army. They started firing, they broke our defense shield. They invaded inside. You were killed right in front of my eyes. Gwen was killed too,"

"That- stop it,"

"Believe me,"

"I do. I do. If it's about losing you-" she stopped. I looked away, "If it's about a Mafia attack then I believe you,"

"What if I told you…. Before dying you confessed to me,"

"I-" she stopped.

"What if I told you, Gwen kissed me before dying?"

"What?!" I nodded, "And you let her kiss you?"

"I can not control my dreams. But if that's really going to happen in the future then I do not think I will push her away,"

"Seriously Ryan?"

"That's not the point here. We are going to die in a few hours-"

"Shut up! It's just a dream! There's no way it will happen!" She shouted. Opened the door and went out of the room. 

I sat in the bed with my head down. Why is no one believing me? Why? 

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"What were you doing all this time, Ryan?!" Gwen came running towards me when she saw me coming down the staircase. What is she doing here now?

"Dreaming,"

"Uh, we were so worried about you," was she alone there? "We were still looking for you! You really-"

"Gwen. We have a battle today, let's plan it," I walked past her. I was really hungry, 

Were they really looking for me all this time? And even now? It was so early in the morning? 

"Ryan. Ryan!" I stopped, "What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing. Nothing is wrong with me,"

"Why are you acting like this?"

"I am not acting," I turned back and walked away. I was hurt. I was hurting her. I was about to cry my eye out, I somehow controlled it and walked away, "In the Infirmary," I called her without turning, without stopping. 

I went straight to the infirmary. Doc was not there, the door was open. I went inside and sat on the bed I always used to sleep on. My nose was about to burst, my eyes were about to burst with tears. I do not want to cry. Keep it inside, Ryan. I have already cried enough about this relationship shit. I can not cry anymore.

"There he is," they came. My mates came inside the infirmary. 

"What the hell do you think you were doing?" Devon was angry. I did not answer him, I did not  look in his eyes, "We have a battle today and where were you all this time?"

"We should not waste time anymore, I have a plan,"

"Do not fucking change the topic,"

"I am bringing us on the topic, not changing it!" I shouted back at Naomi. 

"W- what the fuck is wrong with you….?" She took few steps back. 

"Oky. we are defending," I told them without saying anything.

"Are you even listening to us?!" Devon shouted. 

"What? What? Say what? I am hearing!" I started moving towards Devon. 

"What's wrong with you dude? You are not yourself,"

Doc was getting to my mind…. Gwen was getting to my mind. Why the hell do I dream about something like that? These guys really do not like me… what's wrong with me?

"Where the fuck are you going?!" Naomi shouted. I did not stop I just walked away from the infirmary. 

"What's with him?" Pete asked after I left. 

"Dunno, he's like that since the morning," Gwen replied. 

"Is not he acting strange?"

"He is not tacting,"

"I do not mean it literally, duh,"

"Say that to him,"

Their conversation continued, "What are we going to do about our battle? This is not some little battle we are going to fight him,"

"I do not even fucking care at this time if we lose or win. If our leader is behaving this way then-"

"Shit does not work like that, Naomi," Tears started flowing. I can not believe I am crying this much. Well, this is nothing compared to what I experienced in that span of time. That was the worst time. 

I should fix it… I should take the…. Fuck this! Fuck this! I am not strong… my heart is still that of a small kid. I have not grown any stronger. I can not take this on my shoulder anymore. Why me? What wrong did I do to someone that I have to suffer through this?

Just god why? Why? My life was going so well with them… Am I really not capable of handling even a single relationship? Why do I break apart, why does my heart break apart every time when the relationships are involved? Why do I ruin every relationship?

I leaned against the wall I started slipping down with my back against the wall. My hands covered my face, tears did not stop, I sobbed there in silence. I needed my mom. I needed someone who could calm me down, someone on whom I can lean on…. Fuck this, man. 

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