Chapter 9: Depressed
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~~ A Few months ago~~
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Ewrites: Ask him. I am not afraid if I will lose interest in him or I will get bored of him or if I am not serious about him, what I am afraid of is, what if this was the case with him?
Loon: I will ask him then. Ok?
Ewrites: Hmm sure.
Loon: Oye Kiddo get your ass here
Rwalker: what the-
Loon: Just want to ask you
Rwalker: What is that now-?
Loon: E
Rwalker: You mean Erie?
Loon: yes her.
Rwalker: What about her?
Loon: You serious about her?
Rwalker: Ugh what do you really mean by that?
Loon: You like her? Or what? Just asking.
I know you like her.
Rwalker: Ah then why ask me?
Loon: I want to ask...
Rwalker: just get to the point Loon
Loon: are you sure you like her? Or just playing with her? And then let her go off living your own life and not giving a shit about her?
Rwalker: Loon
This is the first and the last warning.
Loon: You warning me kiddo? [Laughing face]
Rwalker: if you even said some shit like that about me being serious about Erie. I will find you and kill you for sure
Loon: What?
Rwalker: Of course, sure as hell that I am not going to do something like that to her
Loon: Eh~
Rwalker: I am serious
I am not playing, I am not sure about her thoughts….
Loon: really?
Rwalker: You want to die?
Loon: you can't kill me
Rwalker: then get this. I am not gonna let her go, I don't care about her religion too, I AM DEAD SERiOUS ABOUT ERii.
Loon: [Eyes emoji] you mean that Rw?
My nickname there was Rw, short-form lol.
Rwalker: yeah I do for sure no doubt and don't ask that again
it is embarrassing
Loon: Oh yeah it is, more it is cringing [Laughing face]
Rwalker: anything more to ask?
Loon: nay that is all.
Rwalker: thanks then. I am not going to ask why asked me that, you not gonna answer anyway.
Loon: yes…
Rwalker: See ya
Loon: BYE~
Then I went, took quick screenshots of these texts, and sent them to her quickly.
Now many of you might be thinking I am a jerk to do all this shit, to fool her, to trick her into this making her believe that Loon was another person. But you know what? I didn't felt guilty or bad at all that time. To me, it was just me trying to get a girl interested in me and make her love me the way I do. I saw nothing wrong with that. instead, I was happy.
Her reply to those screenshots was:
Ewrites: I am gonna die!
Dead.
Loon: haha what happened?
Ewrites: damn…
She was embarrassed to say anything, on the other end I was trying my best not to grin in front of my mother and father.
Ewrites: If he can sound this sweet then he better ask me out now.
Damn this made me happy as fuck.
Then as Loon, I continued talking with her.
As I was still not sure about her feelings, I asked her what she felt about me as Loon.
Loon: you up for him if there is not any religious matter? (Just asking)
Ewrites: I'd say yes
Loon: hmm Yes you say. May I know the reason? (if it is allowed to)
Ewrites: IDK why my stupid ass has a soft side for him--- please don't ask, it's embarrassing.
'Hmm, soft side she says, maybe it is pity? That she will pity me if she didn't love me back? Dunno.'
Loon: how you fell for him?
Ewrites: dunno, he did some voodoo tricks on me I guess….
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Loon: So you are in an argument huh? I suggest that you flirt with him.
Ewrites: I did try that but he….
Loon: well then did he flirted back?
Ewrites: ….flirt back, I don't remember him ever doing that thought... He just adds a bunch of '...'s
That was true. I mean I was embarrassed, I had zero experience.
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Ewrites: wait- I had never flirt. I am bad at those
Loon: Hmm why?
Ewrites: very bad at those
Loon: O bad. But I saw you both flirting over in the group chat many times.
Ewrites: You think I've dated before? [Laughing tears face]
Ewrites: He was once talking about the famous 'her' we all know
Loon: yeah 'her' and I will kick you if you say you don't know who that 'her' is
Ewrites: And he just went- 'I would not tell it to her through texts. it is better said in real life.'
And yeah when I did said this. I knew she knew who she was, more like I wanted her to take the hint that this 'her' is no one but Erin herself. But to this, her reply was 'Oh okay.' the fuck?
Loon: Lmao [Funny face] he is really mad in love, so what he gonna meet you and tell you? Lmao. really dumb kid. [Cat laughing face]
Ewrites: Yeh guesses so…. Too dumb.
Loon: you know her right? 'Her'
Ewrites: She's one heck of a dumbass. See? She's staring at me through the mirror
Loon: yeah named Ewrites. So lucky to have someone who likes you so bad and gets angry when ppl ask him shit as I did before. And you even know that he likes you. Miracle.
Ewrites: But I wonder what he even saw in me he knows I'm anemic and have health issues. He knows very well how stubborn I am. He knows my father and two elder brothers would kick him if they get to know him. And idiot still likes me?
Well to tell you guys the truth. I liked her because I thought it was possible for us to get together. I wanted my first girlfriend to be my last girlfriend. In other words. I wanted to marry my first girlfriend. So when I came to know she is fourteen and is American too I saw a possibility of both of us together, then I came to know about her religion and shit but still, I didn't give up.
On the other hand, we used to talk for hours with each other. I don't really want to bring up the cringe and flirty texts of us. But yeah we did talk and called each other a lot. Eventually, her elder sister also came to know about me. She used to tease Erin saying she should date me which thrilled me and made me happy. That was a lot of fun. Maybe the best days of my life I guess?
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End of the flashback.
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"Fuck my life. I want to die." Tears started rolling down Ryan's eyes.. They were not tears of happiness, but sadness and depression.
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~~ A Few months ago~~
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Ewrites: Ask him. I am not afraid if I will lose interest in him or I will get bored of him or if I am not serious about him, what I am afraid of is, what if this was the case with him?
Loon: I will ask him then. Ok?
Ewrites: Hmm sure.
Loon: Oye Kiddo get your ass here
Rwalker: what the-
Loon: Just want to ask you
Rwalker: What is that now-?
Loon: E
Rwalker: You mean Erie?
Loon: yes her.
Rwalker: What about her?
Loon: You serious about her?
Rwalker: Ugh what do you really mean by that?
Loon: You like her? Or what? Just asking.
I know you like her.
Rwalker: Ah then why ask me?
Loon: I want to ask...
Rwalker: just get to the point Loon
Loon: are you sure you like her? Or just playing with her? And then let her go off living your own life and not giving a shit about her?
Rwalker: Loon
This is the first and the last warning.
Loon: You warning me kiddo? [Laughing face]
Rwalker: if you even said some shit like that about me being serious about Erie. I will find you and kill you for sure
Loon: What?
Rwalker: Of course, sure as hell that I am not going to do something like that to her
Loon: Eh~
Rwalker: I am serious
I am not playing, I am not sure about her thoughts….
Loon: really?
Rwalker: You want to die?
Loon: you can't kill me
Rwalker: then get this. I am not gonna let her go, I don't care about her religion too, I AM DEAD SERiOUS ABOUT ERii.
Loon: [Eyes emoji] you mean that Rw?
My nickname there was Rw, short-form lol.
Rwalker: yeah I do for sure no doubt and don't ask that again
it is embarrassing
Loon: Oh yeah it is, more it is cringing [Laughing face]
Rwalker: anything more to ask?
Loon: nay that is all.
Rwalker: thanks then. I am not going to ask why asked me that, you not gonna answer anyway.
Loon: yes…
Rwalker: See ya
Loon: BYE~
Then I went, took quick screenshots of these texts, and sent them to her quickly.
Now many of you might be thinking I am a jerk to do all this shit, to fool her, to trick her into this making her believe that Loon was another person. But you know what? I didn't felt guilty or bad at all that time. To me, it was just me trying to get a girl interested in me and make her love me the way I do. I saw nothing wrong with that. instead, I was happy.
Her reply to those screenshots was:
Ewrites: I am gonna die!
Dead.
Loon: haha what happened?
Ewrites: damn…
She was embarrassed to say anything, on the other end I was trying my best not to grin in front of my mother and father.
Ewrites: If he can sound this sweet then he better ask me out now.
Damn this made me happy as fuck.
Then as Loon, I continued talking with her.
As I was still not sure about her feelings, I asked her what she felt about me as Loon.
Loon: you up for him if there is not any religious matter? (Just asking)
Ewrites: I'd say yes
Loon: hmm Yes you say. May I know the reason? (if it is allowed to)
Ewrites: IDK why my stupid ass has a soft side for him--- please don't ask, it's embarrassing.
'Hmm, soft side she says, maybe it is pity? That she will pity me if she didn't love me back? Dunno.'
Loon: how you fell for him?
Ewrites: dunno, he did some voodoo tricks on me I guess….
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Loon: So you are in an argument huh? I suggest that you flirt with him.
Ewrites: I did try that but he….
Loon: well then did he flirted back?
Ewrites: ….flirt back, I don't remember him ever doing that thought... He just adds a bunch of '...'s
That was true. I mean I was embarrassed, I had zero experience.
.
Ewrites: wait- I had never flirt. I am bad at those
Loon: Hmm why?
Ewrites: very bad at those
Loon: O bad. But I saw you both flirting over in the group chat many times.
Ewrites: You think I've dated before? [Laughing tears face]
Ewrites: He was once talking about the famous 'her' we all know
Loon: yeah 'her' and I will kick you if you say you don't know who that 'her' is
Ewrites: And he just went- 'I would not tell it to her through texts. it is better said in real life.'
And yeah when I did said this. I knew she knew who she was, more like I wanted her to take the hint that this 'her' is no one but Erin herself. But to this, her reply was 'Oh okay.' the fuck?
Loon: Lmao [Funny face] he is really mad in love, so what he gonna meet you and tell you? Lmao. really dumb kid. [Cat laughing face]
Ewrites: Yeh guesses so…. Too dumb.
Loon: you know her right? 'Her'
Ewrites: She's one heck of a dumbass. See? She's staring at me through the mirror
Loon: yeah named Ewrites. So lucky to have someone who likes you so bad and gets angry when ppl ask him shit as I did before. And you even know that he likes you. Miracle.
Ewrites: But I wonder what he even saw in me he knows I'm anemic and have health issues. He knows very well how stubborn I am. He knows my father and two elder brothers would kick him if they get to know him. And idiot still likes me?
Well to tell you guys the truth. I liked her because I thought it was possible for us to get together. I wanted my first girlfriend to be my last girlfriend. In other words. I wanted to marry my first girlfriend. So when I came to know she is fourteen and is American too I saw a possibility of both of us together, then I came to know about her religion and shit but still, I didn't give up.
On the other hand, we used to talk for hours with each other. I don't really want to bring up the cringe and flirty texts of us. But yeah we did talk and called each other a lot. Eventually, her elder sister also came to know about me. She used to tease Erin saying she should date me which thrilled me and made me happy. That was a lot of fun. Maybe the best days of my life I guess?
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End of the flashback.
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"Fuck my life. I want to die." Tears started rolling down Ryan's eyes.. They were not tears of happiness, but sadness and depression.
.~~ A Few months ago~~.Ewrites: Ask him. I am not afraid if I will lose interest in him or I will get bored of him or if I am not serious about him, what I am afraid of is, what if this was the case with him?Loon: I will ask him then. Ok?Ewrites: Hmm sure.Loon: Oye Kiddo get your ass hereRwalker: what the-Loon: Just want to ask youRwalker: What is that now-?Loon: ERwalker: You mean Erie?Loon: yes her.Rwalker: What about her?Loon: You serious about her?Rwalker: Ugh what do you really mean by that?Loon: You like her? Or what? Just asking.I know you like her.Rwalker: Ah then why ask me?Loon: I want to ask...Rwalker: just get to the point LoonLoon: are you sure you like her? Or just playing with her? And then let her go off living your own life and not giving a shit about her?Rwalker: LoonThis is the first and the last warning.Loon: You warning me kiddo? Laughing faceRwalker: if you even said some shit like that about me being serious about Erie. I will find you and kill you for sureLoon: What?Rwalker: Of course, sure as hell that I am not going to do something like that to herLoon: Eh~Rwalker: I am seriousI am not playing, I am not sure about her thoughts.Loon: really?Rwalker: You want to die?Loon: you can't kill meRwalker: then get this. I am not gonna let her go, I don't care about her religion too, I AM DEAD SERiOUS ABOUT ERii.Loon: Eyes emoji you mean that Rw?My nickname there was Rw, short-form lol.Rwalker: yeah I do for sure no doubt and don't ask that againit is embarrassingLoon: Oh yeah it is, more it is cringing Laughing faceRwalker: anything more to ask?Loon: nay that is all.Rwalker: thanks then. I am not going to ask why asked me that, you not gonna answer anyway.Loon: yesRwalker: See yaLoon: BYE~Then I went, took quick screenshots of these texts, and sent them to her quickly.Now many of you might be thinking I am a jerk to do all this shit, to fool her, to trick her into this making her believe that Loon was another person. But you know what? I didn't felt guilty or bad at all that time. To me, it was just me trying to get a girl interested in me and make her love me the way I do. I saw nothing wrong with that. instead, I was happy.Her reply to those screenshots was:Ewrites: I am gonna die!Dead.Loon: haha what happened?Ewrites: damnShe was embarrassed to say anything, on the other end I was trying my best not to grin in front of my mother and father.Ewrites: If he can sound this sweet then he better ask me out now.Damn this made me happy as fuck.Then as Loon, I continued talking with her.As I was still not sure about her feelings, I asked her what she felt about me as Loon.Loon: you up for him if there is not any religious matter? Just askingEwrites: I'd say yesLoon: hmm Yes you say. May I know the reason? if it is allowed toEwrites: IDK why my stupid ass has a soft side for him---please don't ask, it's embarrassing.'Hmm, soft side she says, maybe it is pity? That she will pity me if she didn't love me back? Dunno.'Loon: how you fell for him?Ewrites: dunno, he did some voodoo tricks on me I guess..Loon: So you are in an argument huh? I suggest that you flirt with him.Ewrites: I did try that but he.Loon: well then did he flirted back?Ewrites: .flirt back, I don't remember him ever doing that thought... He just adds a bunch of '...'sThat was true. I mean I was embarrassed, I had zero experience..Ewrites: wait- I had never flirt. I am bad at thoseLoon: Hmm why?Ewrites: very bad at thoseLoon: O bad. But I saw you both flirting over in the group chat many times.Ewrites: You think I've dated before? Laughing tears faceEwrites: He was once talking about the famous 'her' we all knowLoon: yeah 'her' and I will kick you if you say you don't know who that 'her' isEwrites: And he just went- 'I would not tell it to her through texts. it is better said in real life.'And yeah when I did said this. I knew she knew who she was, more like I wanted her to take the hint that this 'her' is no one but Erin herself. But to this, her reply was 'Oh okay.' the fuck?Loon: Lmao Funny face he is really mad in love, so what he gonna meet you and tell you? Lmao. really dumb kid. Cat laughing faceEwrites: Yeh guesses so. Too dumb.Loon: you know her right? 'Her'Ewrites: She's one heck of a dumbass. See? She's staring at me through the mirrorLoon: yeah named Ewrites. So lucky to have someone who likes you so bad and gets angry when ppl ask him shit as I did before. And you even know that he likes you. Miracle.Ewrites: But I wonder what he even saw in me he knows I'm anemic and have health issues. He knows very well how stubborn I am. He knows my father and two elder brothers would kick him if they get to know him. And idiot still likes me?Well to tell you guys the truth. I liked her because I thought it was possible for us to get together. I wanted my first girlfriend to be my last girlfriend. In other words. I wanted to marry my first girlfriend. So when I came to know she is fourteen and is American too I saw a possibility of both of us together, then I came to know about her religion and shit but still, I didn't give up.On the other hand, we used to talk for hours with each other. I don't really want to bring up the cringe and flirty texts of us. But yeah we did talk and called each other a lot. Eventually, her elder sister also came to know about me. She used to tease Erin saying she should date me which thrilled me and made me happy. That was a lot of fun. Maybe the best days of my life I guess?.End of the flashback.."Fuck my life. I want to die." Tears started rolling down Ryan's eyes.. They were not tears of happiness, but sadness and depression.
