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"...Nothing happened, nothing, everything is fine."
This is a lie, even Lanly himself does not believe in a lie: things have happened, things have been different, nothing is good now, and it is uncertain whether the future will be better, or even whether there is a future. ...This is a mirage-like lie.
But apart from lies, Lan Li doesn’t know what he should say or what he should do. This is the only way in his mind now: repeating words like a “placebo” over and over again, hoping to help Edie Silk injected a glimmer of hope, hoping to awaken Edith's softness, and hope to regain Edith's trust.
Lan Li kept patience all the time, approaching Edith carefully, inch by inch, for fear that her movements might be a little too aggressive and she might startle her. Then she turned around and ran away, and then disappeared forever. Nor can he return to the life he is familiar with.
"It's okay, everything is okay."
Lan Li forced himself to repeat, even if there was a slight tremor in his voice, even if there was a slight blockage in his chest, and even he began to doubt himself, he still did not give up, as if lighting a bottle in the harsh winter Like a torch, faintly but stubbornly trying to illuminate the entire night, guiding Edith to find the way back.
"Edith, it's Renly, I'm here, everything is fine."
Finally, Edith slowly raised her head, like a frightened fox, and looked around with her gaze. After confirming that there was no crisis around, her gaze fell restlessly and hesitantly on Lan Li's body. , The eyes of the two people communicated quietly.
Lan Li did not waver, so he greeted Edith's gaze firmly and resolutely, and conveyed the warmth in his heart with his eyes:
Trust me. I am Lan Li, I always stand here, I never leave.
Time seemed to freeze like this. Edith stared at Lan Li for a long time, as if she was testing the environment, and she seemed to be looking for a direction. It took too long and too long to make the passage of time lose its meaning. But Lan Li never wavered and never gave up. In the end, Edith's shoulder line finally relaxed and slowly opened the car door.
Huhu.
Huhu.
The cold winter wind just came in, and an invisible wall was erected between Lan Li and Edith, which seemed insurmountable; but after all, Edith took the first step, Lan Li After all, his efforts and persistence paid off, and things have finally begun to show signs of improvement.
This is a good thing.
Lan Li tried to step forward, but he was afraid that his actions would alarm Edith again. In the end, he could only stand still and asked Edith's opinion with his eyes: Can I step forward? Can I reach out? Can I help you? With his gentle and firm eyes, he tirelessly sent out interrogation signals, and always remained patient, even if it took a whole day, he would never give up.
Edith could perceive Lan Li's stiffness, as well as the panic and fear hidden behind her eyes, and a smile burst out at the corner of her mouth, "It is my honor to be able to make Lan Li, who is invincible under the sun, look so panicked. "
But Lan Li did not follow her smile.
The brighter the smile, the more sad Lan Li's mood became, because he knew that the pain behind the smile might never be detected.
Lan Li just watched Edith quietly, but made Edith a little uncomfortable. She narrowed her smile a little, "I'm fine." Edith forced herself to straighten her waist and took the initiative to face Lan Li. "I’m serious, I’m fine. It’s just a conditioned reflex. You know, the things left on the battlefield can’t disappear in a short time. I’m just an instinctive reaction. I’m really It's okay."
Lan Li didn't believe it.
But Lan Li did not speak either, just stared at Edith calmly.
That kind of calm made Edith start to feel uncomfortable. She tried to be calm, but after all she did not hold back. She lowered her gaze and concealed her panic. She didn't like Lan Li's gaze, and then the whole person began to be irritable and uncontrollable. Get up, "No! Don't look at me with the eyes of the weak! I am not! I am not a failure! I am not a weak! I do not need sympathy and help! I! No need! I do not need to be saved! I am not a victim Do you understand? Lanly? Do you understand! I am not a victim! I don't need to save, I don't need to!"
Those shouts after shouting vented all the pain deep in my heart, and Edith's layered protective armor fell apart in this way.
Lan Li couldn't bear it.
An impulse in his heart drove Lan Li to step forward. He wanted to give Edith a hug and then told her that everything would be fine. But he knew he couldn't.
Because he can't be sure whether things will get better; also because Edith refuses to be a weak person.
Lan Li forced herself to stand on the spot, watching Edith quietly, waiting for her to vent all her emotions, and then she said, "Even the fighters need their own teammates, don't they?"
Edith's shoulders stiffened slightly, and the excitement left behind after the roar and roar paused slightly, but she still buried her face in her hands, without speaking or moving.
Lan Li tried his best to keep calm and showed a smile, "It's not only the weak who need help, everyone needs help, even the most powerful fighters, but also the support of teammates and the help of support. Everyone from birth to death During this period of life, only when the starting point and the end point are alone, we all need partners at other times. We will encounter different people and things, we will encounter different difficulties and setbacks, and sometimes we can solve them by ourselves. It doesn’t work at the time. Accepting help does not mean weakness; and knowing that you can’t do anything but still refuses to help, this is the real cowardice."
"The sight and vision of others will always exist objectively, and we have no power to change; but only when we recognize that we are a victim can we evolve into a weak person."
"Edith, I am standing in front of you now. I have never regarded you as a weak person, as if you had never regarded me as a traitor."
Even if Lan Li left Hall's house, even if Lan Li was on the opposite side of George and Elizabeth, even if Lan Li attacked Chris Evans... Edith never regarded Lan Li as a traitor. Not before, nor should it be so now and in the future. Because he never changed.
After speaking, Lan Li did not continue to persuade, but quieted down, stood still, watching Edith quietly, he knew that she needed time and space.
"Don't..." Edith's irritability still prevailed, "Don't pretend that you know everything, don't pretend that you are like a god, no! You...you don't know anything! You never know that. What is it like? Because you just stand under the spotlight and enjoy all the applause and cheers!"
He speaks without saying a word.
Edith herself didn't know what she was talking about, but the words just blurted out.
"I... I can't control myself, do you understand? I can't control it at all! I don't know what's wrong with myself, I don't know what I should do, sometimes I don't know myself anymore, I don't know the answer , Do you understand, I don’t know! I seem to be an idiot now, I don’t know anything, I can’t control anything, so what should I do?"
"I don’t know what to say, I don’t know how to communicate with Chris, and I don’t even know how to get along with you. I feel like a traitor, so I left the front and took the innocent civilians. Staying there, leaving my colleagues there, only I survived, I betrayed them."
"I don't know what I should think about! I don't know how I should face London! I don't even know how to find the right path in the parking lot! Who am I? Who am I? I am no longer Know yourself! Sebastian, tell me ~www.novelhall.com~ what should I do!"
Edith hugged her head in pain and fell into a deep torment, revealing a madness in her bones.
Lan Li’s nose was slightly sour, this is the real Edith. After returning from surviving, the darkness that had never been released finally broke out, and the **** scars were exposed in front of him. The cold wind raging seems to be Edith can be destroyed at any time-some things can't be overcome through hard work and hard work after all. The complexity and difficulty of life are never black and white.
Lan Li didn't know how to help Edith, but he knew that he could only be cured when he faced the wound, and escape would not solve the problem.
"Edith, I am here." Lan Li said firmly, no matter what the problem, he will face Edith together.
Edith slowly raised her head, looking at Lan Li with a vague but confused gaze, the helpless light in the depths of her eyes finally revealed the original appearance, but the focus and focal length still failed to condense, so she searched for nothing. It seems impossible to understand the meaning of Lan Li's words.
"I've always been here." Lan Li repeated again, the simplest words have unparalleled power, just like Edith supported him, now it's his turn to support Edith. Until this moment, the meaning of "family" took root in the blood of the Hall family.
From Edith to Arthur to Philip, and finally back to Edith, the seeds of the Hall family's affection finally found the soil.
The teardrops in Edith's eye sockets slowly condensed like this, and then she got rid of the shackles of her eyelashes and slipped down, choking her voice, and said in a low voice, "Lan Li...I..." He paused slightly, although it was difficult, she persisted in the end. Went on, "I need help."
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"...Nothing happened, nothing, everything is fine."
This is a lie, even Lanly himself does not believe in a lie: things have happened, things have been different, nothing is good now, and it is uncertain whether the future will be better, or even whether there is a future. ...This is a mirage-like lie.
But apart from lies, Lan Li doesn’t know what he should say or what he should do. This is the only way in his mind now: repeating words like a “placebo” over and over again, hoping to help Edie Silk injected a glimmer of hope, hoping to awaken Edith's softness, and hope to regain Edith's trust.
Lan Li kept patience all the time, approaching Edith carefully, inch by inch, for fear that her movements might be a little too aggressive and she might startle her. Then she turned around and ran away, and then disappeared forever. Nor can he return to the life he is familiar with.
"It's okay, everything is okay."
Lan Li forced himself to repeat, even if there was a slight tremor in his voice, even if there was a slight blockage in his chest, and even he began to doubt himself, he still did not give up, as if lighting a bottle in the harsh winter Like a torch, faintly but stubbornly trying to illuminate the entire night, guiding Edith to find the way back.
"Edith, it's Renly, I'm here, everything is fine."
Finally, Edith slowly raised her head, like a frightened fox, and looked around with her gaze. After confirming that there was no crisis around, her gaze fell restlessly and hesitantly on Lan Li's body. , The eyes of the two people communicated quietly.
Lan Li did not waver, so he greeted Edith's gaze firmly and resolutely, and conveyed the warmth in his heart with his eyes:
Trust me. I am Lan Li, I always stand here, I never leave.
Time seemed to freeze like this. Edith stared at Lan Li for a long time, as if she was testing the environment, and she seemed to be looking for a direction. It took too long and too long to make the passage of time lose its meaning. But Lan Li never wavered and never gave up. In the end, Edith's shoulder line finally relaxed and slowly opened the car door.
Huhu.
Huhu.
The cold winter wind just came in, and an invisible wall was erected between Lan Li and Edith, which seemed insurmountable; but after all, Edith took the first step, Lan Li After all, his efforts and persistence paid off, and things have finally begun to show signs of improvement.
This is a good thing.
Lan Li tried to step forward, but he was afraid that his actions would alarm Edith again. In the end, he could only stand still and asked Edith's opinion with his eyes: Can I step forward? Can I reach out? Can I help you? With his gentle and firm eyes, he tirelessly sent out interrogation signals, and always remained patient, even if it took a whole day, he would never give up.
Edith could perceive Lan Li's stiffness, as well as the panic and fear hidden behind her eyes, and a smile burst out at the corner of her mouth, "It is my honor to be able to make Lan Li, who is invincible under the sun, look so panicked. "
But Lan Li did not follow her smile.
The brighter the smile, the more sad Lan Li's mood became, because he knew that the pain behind the smile might never be detected.
Lan Li just watched Edith quietly, but made Edith a little uncomfortable. She narrowed her smile a little, "I'm fine." Edith forced herself to straighten her waist and took the initiative to face Lan Li. "I’m serious, I’m fine. It’s just a conditioned reflex. You know, the things left on the battlefield can’t disappear in a short time. I’m just an instinctive reaction. I’m really It's okay."
Lan Li didn't believe it.
But Lan Li did not speak either, just stared at Edith calmly.
That kind of calm made Edith start to feel uncomfortable. She tried to be calm, but after all she did not hold back. She lowered her gaze and concealed her panic. She didn't like Lan Li's gaze, and then the whole person began to be irritable and uncontrollable. Get up, "No! Don't look at me with the eyes of the weak! I am not! I am not a failure! I am not a weak! I do not need sympathy and help! I! No need! I do not need to be saved! I am not a victim Do you understand? Lanly? Do you understand! I am not a victim! I don't need to save, I don't need to!"
Those shouts after shouting vented all the pain deep in my heart, and Edith's layered protective armor fell apart in this way.
Lan Li couldn't bear it.
An impulse in his heart drove Lan Li to step forward. He wanted to give Edith a hug and then told her that everything would be fine. But he knew he couldn't.
Because he can't be sure whether things will get better; also because Edith refuses to be a weak person.
Lan Li forced herself to stand on the spot, watching Edith quietly, waiting for her to vent all her emotions, and then she said, "Even the fighters need their own teammates, don't they?"
Edith's shoulders stiffened slightly, and the excitement left behind after the roar and roar paused slightly, but she still buried her face in her hands, without speaking or moving.
Lan Li tried his best to keep calm and showed a smile, "It's not only the weak who need help, everyone needs help, even the most powerful fighters, but also the support of teammates and the help of support. Everyone from birth to death During this period of life, only when the starting point and the end point are alone, we all need partners at other times. We will encounter different people and things, we will encounter different difficulties and setbacks, and sometimes we can solve them by ourselves. It doesn’t work at the time. Accepting help does not mean weakness; and knowing that you can’t do anything but still refuses to help, this is the real cowardice."
"The sight and vision of others will always exist objectively, and we have no power to change; but only when we recognize that we are a victim can we evolve into a weak person."
"Edith, I am standing in front of you now. I have never regarded you as a weak person, as if you had never regarded me as a traitor."
Even if Lan Li left Hall's house, even if Lan Li was on the opposite side of George and Elizabeth, even if Lan Li attacked Chris Evans... Edith never regarded Lan Li as a traitor. Not before, nor should it be so now and in the future. Because he never changed.
After speaking, Lan Li did not continue to persuade, but quieted down, stood still, watching Edith quietly, he knew that she needed time and space.
"Don't..." Edith's irritability still prevailed, "Don't pretend that you know everything, don't pretend that you are like a god, no! You...you don't know anything! You never know that. What is it like? Because you just stand under the spotlight and enjoy all the applause and cheers!"
He speaks without saying a word.
Edith herself didn't know what she was talking about, but the words just blurted out.
"I... I can't control myself, do you understand? I can't control it at all! I don't know what's wrong with myself, I don't know what I should do, sometimes I don't know myself anymore, I don't know the answer , Do you understand, I don’t know! I seem to be an idiot now, I don’t know anything, I can’t control anything, so what should I do?"
"I don’t know what to say, I don’t know how to communicate with Chris, and I don’t even know how to get along with you. I feel like a traitor, so I left the front and took the innocent civilians. Staying there, leaving my colleagues there, only I survived, I betrayed them."
"I don't know what I should think about! I don't know how I should face London! I don't even know how to find the right path in the parking lot! Who am I? Who am I? I am no longer Know yourself! Sebastian, tell me ~www.novelhall.com~ what should I do!"
Edith hugged her head in pain and fell into a deep torment, revealing a madness in her bones.
Lan Li’s nose was slightly sour, this is the real Edith. After returning from surviving, the darkness that had never been released finally broke out, and the **** scars were exposed in front of him. The cold wind raging seems to be Edith can be destroyed at any time-some things can't be overcome through hard work and hard work after all. The complexity and difficulty of life are never black and white.
Lan Li didn't know how to help Edith, but he knew that he could only be cured when he faced the wound, and escape would not solve the problem.
"Edith, I am here." Lan Li said firmly, no matter what the problem, he will face Edith together.
Edith slowly raised her head, looking at Lan Li with a vague but confused gaze, the helpless light in the depths of her eyes finally revealed the original appearance, but the focus and focal length still failed to condense, so she searched for nothing. It seems impossible to understand the meaning of Lan Li's words.
"I've always been here." Lan Li repeated again, the simplest words have unparalleled power, just like Edith supported him, now it's his turn to support Edith. Until this moment, the meaning of "family" took root in the blood of the Hall family.
From Edith to Arthur to Philip, and finally back to Edith, the seeds of the Hall family's affection finally found the soil.
The teardrops in Edith's eye sockets slowly condensed like this, and then she got rid of the shackles of her eyelashes and slipped down, choking her voice, and said in a low voice, "Lan Li...I..." He paused slightly, although it was difficult, she persisted in the end. Went on, "I need help."
"...Nothing happened, nothing, everything is fine."This is a lie, even Lanly himself does not believe in a lie: things have happened, things have been different, nothing is good now, and it is uncertain whether the future will be better, or even whether there is a future. ...This is a mirage-like lie.But apart from lies, Lan Li doesn't know what he should say or what he should do. This is the only way in his mind now: repeating words like a placebo over and over again, hoping to help Edie Silk injected a glimmer of hope, hoping to awaken Edith's softness, and hope to regain Edith's trust.Lan Li kept patience all the time, approaching Edith carefully, inch by inch, for fear that her movements might be a little too aggressive and she might startle her. Then she turned around and ran away, and then disappeared forever. Nor can he return to the life he is familiar with."It's okay, everything is okay."Lan Li forced himself to repeat, even if there was a slight tremor in his voice, even if there was a slight blockage in his chest, and even he began to doubt himself, he still did not give up, as if lighting a bottle in the harsh winter Like a torch, faintly but stubbornly trying to illuminate the entire night, guiding Edith to find the way back."Edith, it's Renly, I'm here, everything is fine."Finally, Edith slowly raised her head, like a frightened fox, and looked around with her gaze. After confirming that there was no crisis around, her gaze fell restlessly and hesitantly on Lan Li's body. , The eyes of the two people communicated quietly.Lan Li did not waver, so he greeted Edith's gaze firmly and resolutely, and conveyed the warmth in his heart with his eyes:Trust me. I am Lan Li, I always stand here, I never leave.Time seemed to freeze like this. Edith stared at Lan Li for a long time, as if she was testing the environment, and she seemed to be looking for a direction. It took too long and too long to make the passage of time lose its meaning. But Lan Li never wavered and never gave up. In the end, Edith's shoulder line finally relaxed and slowly opened the car door.Huhu.Huhu.The cold winter wind just came in, and an invisible wall was erected between Lan Li and Edith, which seemed insurmountable; but after all, Edith took the first step, Lan Li After all, his efforts and persistence paid off, and things have finally begun to show signs of improvement.This is a good thing.Lan Li tried to step forward, but he was afraid that his actions would alarm Edith again. In the end, he could only stand still and asked Edith's opinion with his eyes: Can I step forward? Can I reach out? Can I help you? With his gentle and firm eyes, he tirelessly sent out interrogation signals, and always remained patient, even if it took a whole day, he would never give up.Edith could perceive Lan Li's stiffness, as well as the panic and fear hidden behind her eyes, and a smile burst out at the corner of her mouth, "It is my honor to be able to make Lan Li, who is invincible under the sun, look so panicked. "But Lan Li did not follow her smile.The brighter the smile, the more sad Lan Li's mood became, because he knew that the pain behind the smile might never be detected.Lan Li just watched Edith quietly, but made Edith a little uncomfortable. She narrowed her smile a little, "I'm fine." Edith forced herself to straighten her waist and took the initiative to face Lan Li. "I'm serious, I'm fine. It's just a conditioned reflex. You know, the things left on the battlefield can't disappear in a short time. I'm just an instinctive reaction. I'm really It's okay."Lan Li didn't believe it.But Lan Li did not speak either, just stared at Edith calmly.That kind of calm made Edith start to feel uncomfortable. She tried to be calm, but after all she did not hold back. She lowered her gaze and concealed her panic. She didn't like Lan Li's gaze, and then the whole person began to be irritable and uncontrollable. Get up, "No! Don't look at me with the eyes of the weak! I am not! I am not a failure! I am not a weak! I do not need sympathy and help! I! No need! I do not need to be saved! I am not a victim Do you understand? Lanly? Do you understand! I am not a victim! I don't need to save, I don't need to!"Those shouts after shouting vented all the pain deep in my heart, and Edith's layered protective armor fell apart in this way.Lan Li couldn't bear it.An impulse in his heart drove Lan Li to step forward. He wanted to give Edith a hug and then told her that everything would be fine. But he knew he couldn't.Because he can't be sure whether things will get better; also because Edith refuses to be a weak person.Lan Li forced herself to stand on the spot, watching Edith quietly, waiting for her to vent all her emotions, and then she said, "Even the fighters need their own teammates, don't they?"Edith's shoulders stiffened slightly, and the excitement left behind after the roar and roar paused slightly, but she still buried her face in her hands, without speaking or moving.Lan Li tried his best to keep calm and showed a smile, "It's not only the weak who need help, everyone needs help, even the most powerful fighters, but also the support of teammates and the help of support. Everyone from birth to death During this period of life, only when the starting point and the end point are alone, we all need partners at other times. We will encounter different people and things, we will encounter different difficulties and setbacks, and sometimes we can solve them by ourselves. It doesn't work at the time. Accepting help does not mean weakness; and knowing that you can't do anything but still refuses to help, this is the real cowardice.""The sight and vision of others will always exist objectively, and we have no power to change; but only when we recognize that we are a victim can we evolve into a weak person.""Edith, I am standing in front of you now. I have never regarded you as a weak person, as if you had never regarded me as a traitor."Even if Lan Li left Hall's house, even if Lan Li was on the opposite side of George and Elizabeth, even if Lan Li attacked Chris Evans... Edith never regarded Lan Li as a traitor. Not before, nor should it be so now and in the future. Because he never changed.After speaking, Lan Li did not continue to persuade, but quieted down, stood still, watching Edith quietly, he knew that she needed time and space."Don't..." Edith's irritability still prevailed, "Don't pretend that you know everything, don't pretend that you are like a god, no! You...you don't know anything! You never know that. What is it like? Because you just stand under the spotlight and enjoy all the applause and cheers!"He speaks without saying a word.Edith herself didn't know what she was talking about, but the words just blurted out."I... I can't control myself, do you understand? I can't control it at all! I don't know what's wrong with myself, I don't know what I should do, sometimes I don't know myself anymore, I don't know the answer , Do you understand, I don't know! I seem to be an idiot now, I don't know anything, I can't control anything, so what should I do?""I don't know what to say, I don't know how to communicate with Chris, and I don't even know how to get along with you. I feel like a traitor, so I left the front and took the innocent civilians. Staying there, leaving my colleagues there, only I survived, I betrayed them.""I don't know what I should think about! I don't know how I should face London! I don't even know how to find the right path in the parking lot! Who am I? Who am I? I am no longer Know yourself! Sebastian, tell me ~www.novelhall.com~ what should I do!"Edith hugged her head in pain and fell into a deep torment, revealing a madness in her bones.Lan Li's nose was slightly sour, this is the real Edith. After returning from surviving, the darkness that had never been released finally broke out, and the **** scars were exposed in front of him. The cold wind raging seems to be Edith can be destroyed at any time-some things can't be overcome through hard work and hard work after all. The complexity and difficulty of life are never black and white.Lan Li didn't know how to help Edith, but he knew that he could only be cured when he faced the wound, and escape would not solve the problem."Edith, I am here." Lan Li said firmly, no matter what the problem, he will face Edith together.Edith slowly raised her head, looking at Lan Li with a vague but confused gaze, the helpless light in the depths of her eyes finally revealed the original appearance, but the focus and focal length still failed to condense, so she searched for nothing. It seems impossible to understand the meaning of Lan Li's words."I've always been here." Lan Li repeated again, the simplest words have unparalleled power, just like Edith supported him, now it's his turn to support Edith. Until this moment, the meaning of "family" took root in the blood of the Hall family.From Edith to Arthur to Philip, and finally back to Edith, the seeds of the Hall family's affection finally found the soil.The teardrops in Edith's eye sockets slowly condensed like this, and then she got rid of the shackles of her eyelashes and slipped down, choking her voice, and said in a low voice, "Lan Li...I..." He paused slightly, although it was difficult, she persisted in the end. Went on, "I need help."
