Chapter 469: - 6 "This is Tomoya Endo's reason."
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"--Life in Japan was one of the worst because of this constitution, so I just wanted to live a quiet life in another world and not get involved with people.
"I understand how you feel.
"But, I am ashamed to say, I was lonely. I couldn't do it in Japan, but I thought that in this world, there would be people who would accept me as I am.
I could understand Tomoya's feelings.
Even if he is not treated well in Japan because of his peculiar constitution, here in another world, there might be people who have deep pockets who don't mind.
If they were demons, they might not care.
If they were non-human demons, they might not even react to the lucky skate.
I think there were various hopes.
"Well, in fact, in our world, there have been a series of lucky plays by all races, and sometimes they even pointed their swords at me. Still, I kept looking for someone somewhere who would accept me."
Tomoya says he has not only been a random seeker, but has also helped others along the way.
"I thought I would do something good for all the trouble I caused everyone, so I picked up orphans and raised them. I helped many people who were sick. If they didn't have money, I gave them as much as I could. I can't say it myself, but I've done my share of good deeds."
"I think it's wonderful."
Sam honestly respected Tomoya.
He could have said that it was his physical condition and that it was not his fault.
He could have used his lucky streak to do something bad.
But he did not.
He did not do evil, but he did good deeds and kept moving forward.
"Everyone was grateful and some even treated me like a saint," he said. Sometimes, I was even added to their circle of friends. But it didn't last long."
"......Why?"
"I was lonely. I missed people. I wanted to be with someone. I wanted to laugh. But more than that, I was afraid of strangers."
I can see why.
I'm sure I've drawn a lot of flak because of my lucky-scheme nature.
I have just heard that he never had a good time in Japan.
Fortunately, the girls were on his side, but he must have had a bad reputation among the boys because of it.
Moreover, even the girls had a bad atmosphere with each other.
It is natural to be afraid of strangers after witnessing such a situation.
"Once there was a girl who told me she loved me. She was a girl who had a lot of lucky sketches, but she still laughed it off and said she didn't care about such trivial things, and she was devoted to me. But I could not accept her."
"............"
Sam couldn't find the words to say, so all he could do was listen.
"Then she got old and ended her life. She was happy, just as I once was, saving orphans and being loved as a mother by many of her own children, many of whom were unrelated to her. But she never married. She was a very pretty girl, and she was asked many times to marry, but she kept refusing. When I was taking care of her, I asked her why.
Tomoya's eyes became moist as he recalled the past.
"Then she told me that she still loves me. She said that I am the only one she loves.
Then a tear rolled down Tomoya's cheek.
"I was shocked. I didn't believe the girl who loved me so straight. I was frightened and kept my distance. I was pathetic, sad, and sorry. I made up my mind to move on so that I would never have to feel like this again, or let this happen to me. And now, there are kids who say they don't mind me being like this."
Tomoya wiped away tears and smiled shyly.
"I want to respond to their feelings. For that purpose, I would like to give up my lucky skating. Even if that's not possible, I'd like to be able to seal it off."
"...... I see."
"I have suspected that there are other powers of enchantment besides the lucky charms. But the goddess said there was not. But still I am worried. I wonder if she is manipulating their feelings and minds.
The demon king Tomoya Endo was a good man.
At least Sam thought so.
"That's why - I want to see the goddess again."
Hearing Tomoya's earnest desire, I want to help him.
Unfortunately, Sam was reborn in this world without meeting the goddess.
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"--Life in Japan was one of the worst because of this constitution, so I just wanted to live a quiet life in another world and not get involved with people.
"I understand how you feel.
"But, I am ashamed to say, I was lonely. I couldn't do it in Japan, but I thought that in this world, there would be people who would accept me as I am.
I could understand Tomoya's feelings.
Even if he is not treated well in Japan because of his peculiar constitution, here in another world, there might be people who have deep pockets who don't mind.
If they were demons, they might not care.
If they were non-human demons, they might not even react to the lucky skate.
I think there were various hopes.
"Well, in fact, in our world, there have been a series of lucky plays by all races, and sometimes they even pointed their swords at me. Still, I kept looking for someone somewhere who would accept me."
Tomoya says he has not only been a random seeker, but has also helped others along the way.
"I thought I would do something good for all the trouble I caused everyone, so I picked up orphans and raised them. I helped many people who were sick. If they didn't have money, I gave them as much as I could. I can't say it myself, but I've done my share of good deeds."
"I think it's wonderful."
Sam honestly respected Tomoya.
He could have said that it was his physical condition and that it was not his fault.
He could have used his lucky streak to do something bad.
But he did not.
He did not do evil, but he did good deeds and kept moving forward.
"Everyone was grateful and some even treated me like a saint," he said. Sometimes, I was even added to their circle of friends. But it didn't last long."
"......Why?"
"I was lonely. I missed people. I wanted to be with someone. I wanted to laugh. But more than that, I was afraid of strangers."
I can see why.
I'm sure I've drawn a lot of flak because of my lucky-scheme nature.
I have just heard that he never had a good time in Japan.
Fortunately, the girls were on his side, but he must have had a bad reputation among the boys because of it.
Moreover, even the girls had a bad atmosphere with each other.
It is natural to be afraid of strangers after witnessing such a situation.
"Once there was a girl who told me she loved me. She was a girl who had a lot of lucky sketches, but she still laughed it off and said she didn't care about such trivial things, and she was devoted to me. But I could not accept her."
"............"
Sam couldn't find the words to say, so all he could do was listen.
"Then she got old and ended her life. She was happy, just as I once was, saving orphans and being loved as a mother by many of her own children, many of whom were unrelated to her. But she never married. She was a very pretty girl, and she was asked many times to marry, but she kept refusing. When I was taking care of her, I asked her why.
Tomoya's eyes became moist as he recalled the past.
"Then she told me that she still loves me. She said that I am the only one she loves.
Then a tear rolled down Tomoya's cheek.
"I was shocked. I didn't believe the girl who loved me so straight. I was frightened and kept my distance. I was pathetic, sad, and sorry. I made up my mind to move on so that I would never have to feel like this again, or let this happen to me. And now, there are kids who say they don't mind me being like this."
Tomoya wiped away tears and smiled shyly.
"I want to respond to their feelings. For that purpose, I would like to give up my lucky skating. Even if that's not possible, I'd like to be able to seal it off."
"...... I see."
"I have suspected that there are other powers of enchantment besides the lucky charms. But the goddess said there was not. But still I am worried. I wonder if she is manipulating their feelings and minds.
The demon king Tomoya Endo was a good man.
At least Sam thought so.
"That's why - I want to see the goddess again."
Hearing Tomoya's earnest desire, I want to help him.
Unfortunately, Sam was reborn in this world without meeting the goddess.
"--Life in Japan was one of the worst because of this constitution, so I just wanted to live a quiet life in another world and not get involved with people."I understand how you feel."But, I am ashamed to say, I was lonely. I couldn't do it in Japan, but I thought that in this world, there would be people who would accept me as I am.I could understand Tomoya's feelings.Even if he is not treated well in Japan because of his peculiar constitution, here in another world, there might be people who have deep pockets who don't mind.If they were demons, they might not care.If they were non-human demons, they might not even react to the lucky skate.I think there were various hopes."Well, in fact, in our world, there have been a series of lucky plays by all races, and sometimes they even pointed their swords at me. Still, I kept looking for someone somewhere who would accept me."Tomoya says he has not only been a random seeker, but has also helped others along the way."I thought I would do something good for all the trouble I caused everyone, so I picked up orphans and raised them. I helped many people who were sick. If they didn't have money, I gave them as much as I could. I can't say it myself, but I've done my share of good deeds.""I think it's wonderful."Sam honestly respected Tomoya.He could have said that it was his physical condition and that it was not his fault.He could have used his lucky streak to do something bad.But he did not.He did not do evil, but he did good deeds and kept moving forward."Everyone was grateful and some even treated me like a saint," he said. Sometimes, I was even added to their circle of friends. But it didn't last long.""......Why?""I was lonely. I missed people. I wanted to be with someone. I wanted to laugh. But more than that, I was afraid of strangers."I can see why.I'm sure I've drawn a lot of flak because of my lucky-scheme nature.I have just heard that he never had a good time in Japan.Fortunately, the girls were on his side, but he must have had a bad reputation among the boys because of it.Moreover, even the girls had a bad atmosphere with each other.It is natural to be afraid of strangers after witnessing such a situation."Once there was a girl who told me she loved me. She was a girl who had a lot of lucky sketches, but she still laughed it off and said she didn't care about such trivial things, and she was devoted to me. But I could not accept her.""............"Sam couldn't find the words to say, so all he could do was listen."Then she got old and ended her life. She was happy, just as I once was, saving orphans and being loved as a mother by many of her own children, many of whom were unrelated to her. But she never married. She was a very pretty girl, and she was asked many times to marry, but she kept refusing. When I was taking care of her, I asked her why.Tomoya's eyes became moist as he recalled the past."Then she told me that she still loves me. She said that I am the only one she loves.Then a tear rolled down Tomoya's cheek."I was shocked. I didn't believe the girl who loved me so straight. I was frightened and kept my distance. I was pathetic, sad, and sorry. I made up my mind to move on so that I would never have to feel like this again, or let this happen to me. And now, there are kids who say they don't mind me being like this."Tomoya wiped away tears and smiled shyly."I want to respond to their feelings. For that purpose, I would like to give up my lucky skating. Even if that's not possible, I'd like to be able to seal it off.""...... I see.""I have suspected that there are other powers of enchantment besides the lucky charms. But the goddess said there was not. But still I am worried. I wonder if she is manipulating their feelings and minds.The demon king Tomoya Endo was a good man.At least Sam thought so."That's why - I want to see the goddess again."Hearing Tomoya's earnest desire, I want to help him.Unfortunately, Sam was reborn in this world without meeting the goddess.
