Chapter 84
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Zhao Jinxin said, his eyes began to slack and his voice became more and more subtle. His palms were cut across with a knife. His flesh turned out. The bones of his four fingers could be seen vaguely. There was more blood flow.
"There's too much blood loss. Get in the car. Hurry!"
When Zhao Jinxin is conscious, he always holds Li Shuo's hand. Li Shuo follows him to the car. He looks into Zhao Jinxin's eyes and feels that it is one of the most difficult moments in his life.
Zhao Jinxin half narrowed his eyes, smiled at him, and said with her mouth: "it's OK."
Li Shuo's hand gently covered his forehead and choked, "I'll be in the hospital soon. Don't be afraid."
Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus and passed out in a coma.
Shao Qun also followed the ambulance. He sat opposite Li Shuo, looking a little calm, but his eyes were still fierce.
Li Shuo didn't look at him either. He said expressionless, "you want to fight, and then send him to the hospital."
"Fight?" Shao Qun sneers, "what's your result? It depends on my brother."
Li Shuo is not in the mood to argue with him. He just looks at Zhao Jinxin silently and reflects on what he has experienced and what Zhao Jinxin has done for him.
It's ironic that the more he doesn't want anything to happen, the more things will always move towards that place. Maybe he is not pious enough, and he can't build a small good and understand the main road, so he can get results from all kinds of reasons, so he has to take the blame.
But he hoped that the cause and effect of his species would be borne by himself, so that he would never complain.
"Lishuo, you don't deserve Jinxin." Shao Qun looks at Li Shuo angrily.
"You don't deserve Li Chengxiu, can you shut up?" Said Li Shuo wearily.
"It seems that everyone likes you, but in fact nobody likes you. What you like is yourself. If other people can't cater to your imagination of feelings, they will be kicked out by you, right?"
"What does it have to do with you?"
"My brother is different. His illness is bound to make him more prone to accidents and death rate than others, so he especially cares about having fun in time, because he doesn't know when destiny will come. It's the first time he talks with you about his feelings. You have changed his life plan and attitude. What you give him is what you have left with others. What he gives you is everything." Shao qunyue said his eyes were more vicious.
Li Shuo smiled sarcastically: "you, fart, fart. Shao Qun, I don't have any argument with you as a person of absolute self. My feelings can't be talked about by you. What you say to me is similar to bird singing. It's not good. I just need you to shut up. "
"Why, was it stabbed by me?" Shao Qun smiled cruelly. "I hope you, who have a high moral sense, will never get rid of the torture of guilt in the future."
Li Shuo's eyes were clear, and he glared at Shao Qun fiercely: "I wish you, a man with low moral sense, would always pay more and more heavy price for your lack of virtue, for example, send him to me."
The two stare at each other, the breath is heavier and heavier. If hatred is a tangible gas, this small ambulance may be burst at any time.
Not easy to get to the nearest hospital, Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room.
Li Shuo sat in the chair outside the operating room, looking at the front empty as if he had been evacuated.
Shao Qun is right. He will be deeply tortured by guilt, but he doesn't want to regret. Regret is a kind of useless emotion, which needs to be abandoned as much as possible. He just wants to focus on how to make up for his mistakes.
Zhao Jinxin's operation was only treated with hemostasis. The medical conditions here are limited. The severed tendons, muscles and nerves need more precise operation to repair. Shao Qun sent them to the best hospital by helicopter. There, Zhao Jinxin went to the operating room again. This time, he stayed for seven hours.
Zhao Jinxin didn't come out of the operating room until the sun went down. His operation was successful, but his vitality was badly hurt and his face was as white as paper.
Shao Qun stood by the bed and looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly. After a while, he said, "stay here with him. I'll meet his parents at the airport."
Lishuo's body trembled slightly, and his expression seemed to be frozen.
After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo lay on the head of the bed gently. His eyes were full of tiredness. He reached out his hand and quietly depicted Zhao Jinxin's face, from full forehead to high and straight bridge of nose to blue and gray lips. Zhao Jinxin's lips used to be very ruddy, and the corners of his lips are slightly cocked, which makes him a pleasant smile. Now, his pale and weak appearance makes him feel sad.
Shao Qun said that his feelings for Zhao Jinxin are all left over from others. It's not right. His feelings for Zhao Jinxin overturn his understanding of feelings. He has never impressed anyone. No one will leave such a heavy and deep mark in his life like Zhao Jinxin.
Li Shuo felt his eyelids getting heavier and heavier. He didn't close his eyes all day and night. Before sleepiness swept his consciousness, he held Zhao Jinxin's hand.
Li Shuo did not sleep too long, he felt some noise, he reluctantly opened his eyelids, on a pair of familiar eyes.
“…… Jinxin. " Li Shuo immediately sat up. Because he had been lying down for too long, he was unconscious.Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's face: "it's tiring to lie down like this."
"You The anesthetic is over... " Li Shuo looked at his hand. "It hurts."
"Not bad." Zhao Jinxin wants to be plain, but his eyes still reveal his worries, "my hand No waste. "
"No, the operation was well done," said Li Shuo quickly
Zhao Jinxin said with relief, "that's good."
"Jinxin." Li Shuo said in a deep voice, "right..."
"Don't say those three words." Zhao Jinxin points his finger at lishuo's lips and grins, "you can say 'I love you', you can say 'you are handsome', but you can't say 'I'm sorry'."
Li Shuo Zheng Zheng, forced out a smile: "OK, thank you."
"I know you are such a person, and I like you too." Zhao Jinxin reaches out his hand. "Uncle Li hugs me, and hugs me without any pain."
Lishuo held him with his arms outstretched.
"How do you know about me." Li Shuo asked softly.
"Said you were going to be angry with me."
"Well, now is the best time for you to say it."
"Well, I've installed a location on your mobile phone. Last time I saw that you didn't call normally, I went to investigate."
"Well, I guessed." Li Shuo touched his head. "You are a bastard indeed."
Zhao Jinxin sneered: "well, I am."
Lishuo also smiled.
In the middle of the night, when Zhao Jinxin's parents arrived, Mrs. Zhao began to cry when she saw her son.
Zhao Rongtian is calm. He comforts Li Shuo and gets to know the situation.
And lishuo said it in a hundred and fifty words.
After hearing this, Zhao Rongtian pondered for a moment and nodded: "it seems that he really likes you."
Lishuo looks up in surprise.
Zhao Rongtian patted Li Shuo on the shoulder and turned away.
Lishuo froze for a moment, showing a wry smile, as if the whole world knew his relationship with Jinxin, and he tried to hide it.
That night, Mrs. Zhao stayed in the hospital, and Li Shuo went home.
He took a bath, changed his clothes, took out a bottle of wine, and drank it all alone. When he was slightly drunk, he saw a big shopping bag on the ground. He thought for a long time before he remembered that it was a gift brought back from Japan by Wen Xiaohui.
He put down his glass, went to pick up the bag, opened it and looked at it.
Inside, there are feelings - interesting underwear, feelings - interesting props, even feelings - interesting snacks, all of which are blushing gadgets, which are really in line with Wen Xiaohui's style.
Li Shuo picked up a pair of underpants and shook them in front of his eyes. He couldn't help laughing, then his eyes were red.
He picked up the phone, called Xiao Chen and Xiang Ning respectively, asked Xiao Chen to collect all the evidence of Xu Darui's extortion, and asked Xiang Ning to find someone to dig for more evidence of Lao Diao's gang. He hoped that after these people went in, they would not come out again.
The next day, on the way to the hospital, Li Shuo received a phone call from his father and was severely educated. He felt that everything his father said was right. He was not mature, decisive and comprehensive enough to deal with the problem, so a series of adverse consequences were caused.
When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Wen Xiaohui and Li Chengxiu, who came here after hearing the news. When they saw him in good condition, they were both relieved.
Li Shuo said with a wry smile, "I hope we don't get together in the hospital next time."
Wen Xiaohui sighed: "I don't know how. These two years have a special relationship with the hospital. It's really unlucky."
Li Chengxiu frowned: "brother Li, if Shao Qun says something bad to you, don't take it to heart."
"I won't take it to heart." Li Shuo smiled. "I'll tell him something worse."
Wen Xiaohui hit his palm and said, "yes."
There was a deliberate cough behind his back. Li Shuo didn't need to look back. He knew Shao Qun was behind him. He patted them on the shoulder: "I'll go to see Jinxin. Thank you for coming here. I'll come to you for dinner some other day."
Li Shuo walked into the ward and saw Zhao Jinxin's legs were up, playing with her mobile phone with one hand. When she saw Li Shuo, she burst into a smile: "here you are."
Li Shuo frowned and said, "how can you still play with your mobile phone?"
"It's boring. I just hurt my hand. My mother has to let me lie in bed. What's the logic? " Zhao Jinxin dropped his mobile phone and reached out, "Uncle Li hugs."
Lishuo pressed his hand and said, "I have brought something to eat. Eat first."
"You feed me." Zhao Jinxin said something deliberately.
Li Shuo opened the box of rice, scooped up a spoon of custard and stuffed it into his mouth.
"It smells good." Zhao Jinxin licked his lips.
Li Shuo smiled: "eat more, I also boiled the red date bird's nest, replenish blood."
"Hey, don't mention blood tonic to me. My mother will force me to eat all kinds of blood, all kinds of liver and all kinds of tonic again. I feel sick when I think about it."Lishuodun: "before you A lot of blood? "
Zhao Jinxin shrugged: "well."
"You were..." Li Shuo thought about it. Zhao Jinxin didn't tell him about the kidnapping when he was a child. He shouldn't ask, so he shook his head. "This time, we should make up for it."
"My brother told me, he told you, didn't he?" Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "I just feel ashamed. Such adults are afraid of the dark. If you always think I'm joking, I'll be fine."
"No shame at all. Adults are afraid of a lot of things."
"Yes." Zhao Jinxin looks into lishuo's eyes quietly, "what are you afraid of?"
"I Fear of a weak self. " Cowardly, wanting to escape, lacking in courage.
Zhao Jinxin took his hand and said, "you are not weak at all. You have the broadest and tolerant mind. It takes more courage than bravado."
Li Shuo laughs at himself. He doesn't agree or want to refute. His broad and tolerant mind, in exchange for resentment for good, for the biggest defeat and the biggest crisis in his life, requires him not to doubt himself. In his life, there will be some moments when a man deeply doubts his faith. His first time was when he stepped on the barren land of Africa and was blinded by the scorching sun. The second time is now, as if he tried to be good, but the good deviated from his original intention.
But he only allowed himself to doubt for a moment. There is no right or wrong in faith. It's obviously him who does wrong.
Zhao Jinxin seems to see through Li Shuo's idea. He gently touches Li Shuo's face: "it's not your fault. You are the best person in the world in my eyes. No one is more perfect than you."
Li Shuo smiled bitterly and shook his head.
Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and said softly, "Uncle Li, I want to take advantage of the danger. Now, I want your broad and tolerant mind to give me a chance."
Li Shuo quietly looked at Zhao Jinxin, staring straight into the deep eyes, he saw the most sincere feelings.
"This time, I say that sentence, this is the third time, the first two times, you are serious, I did not cherish, this time, I am serious, I will grasp you, never let go." Zhao Jinxin coughed softly. "Let's rebuild trust."
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Zhao Jinxin said, his eyes began to slack and his voice became more and more subtle. His palms were cut across with a knife. His flesh turned out. The bones of his four fingers could be seen vaguely. There was more blood flow.
"There's too much blood loss. Get in the car. Hurry!"
When Zhao Jinxin is conscious, he always holds Li Shuo's hand. Li Shuo follows him to the car. He looks into Zhao Jinxin's eyes and feels that it is one of the most difficult moments in his life.
Zhao Jinxin half narrowed his eyes, smiled at him, and said with her mouth: "it's OK."
Li Shuo's hand gently covered his forehead and choked, "I'll be in the hospital soon. Don't be afraid."
Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus and passed out in a coma.
Shao Qun also followed the ambulance. He sat opposite Li Shuo, looking a little calm, but his eyes were still fierce.
Li Shuo didn't look at him either. He said expressionless, "you want to fight, and then send him to the hospital."
"Fight?" Shao Qun sneers, "what's your result? It depends on my brother."
Li Shuo is not in the mood to argue with him. He just looks at Zhao Jinxin silently and reflects on what he has experienced and what Zhao Jinxin has done for him.
It's ironic that the more he doesn't want anything to happen, the more things will always move towards that place. Maybe he is not pious enough, and he can't build a small good and understand the main road, so he can get results from all kinds of reasons, so he has to take the blame.
But he hoped that the cause and effect of his species would be borne by himself, so that he would never complain.
"Lishuo, you don't deserve Jinxin." Shao Qun looks at Li Shuo angrily.
"You don't deserve Li Chengxiu, can you shut up?" Said Li Shuo wearily.
"It seems that everyone likes you, but in fact nobody likes you. What you like is yourself. If other people can't cater to your imagination of feelings, they will be kicked out by you, right?"
"What does it have to do with you?"
"My brother is different. His illness is bound to make him more prone to accidents and death rate than others, so he especially cares about having fun in time, because he doesn't know when destiny will come. It's the first time he talks with you about his feelings. You have changed his life plan and attitude. What you give him is what you have left with others. What he gives you is everything." Shao qunyue said his eyes were more vicious.
Li Shuo smiled sarcastically: "you, fart, fart. Shao Qun, I don't have any argument with you as a person of absolute self. My feelings can't be talked about by you. What you say to me is similar to bird singing. It's not good. I just need you to shut up. "
"Why, was it stabbed by me?" Shao Qun smiled cruelly. "I hope you, who have a high moral sense, will never get rid of the torture of guilt in the future."
Li Shuo's eyes were clear, and he glared at Shao Qun fiercely: "I wish you, a man with low moral sense, would always pay more and more heavy price for your lack of virtue, for example, send him to me."
The two stare at each other, the breath is heavier and heavier. If hatred is a tangible gas, this small ambulance may be burst at any time.
Not easy to get to the nearest hospital, Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room.
Li Shuo sat in the chair outside the operating room, looking at the front empty as if he had been evacuated.
Shao Qun is right. He will be deeply tortured by guilt, but he doesn't want to regret. Regret is a kind of useless emotion, which needs to be abandoned as much as possible. He just wants to focus on how to make up for his mistakes.
Zhao Jinxin's operation was only treated with hemostasis. The medical conditions here are limited. The severed tendons, muscles and nerves need more precise operation to repair. Shao Qun sent them to the best hospital by helicopter. There, Zhao Jinxin went to the operating room again. This time, he stayed for seven hours.
Zhao Jinxin didn't come out of the operating room until the sun went down. His operation was successful, but his vitality was badly hurt and his face was as white as paper.
Shao Qun stood by the bed and looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly. After a while, he said, "stay here with him. I'll meet his parents at the airport."
Lishuo's body trembled slightly, and his expression seemed to be frozen.
After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo lay on the head of the bed gently. His eyes were full of tiredness. He reached out his hand and quietly depicted Zhao Jinxin's face, from full forehead to high and straight bridge of nose to blue and gray lips. Zhao Jinxin's lips used to be very ruddy, and the corners of his lips are slightly cocked, which makes him a pleasant smile. Now, his pale and weak appearance makes him feel sad.
Shao Qun said that his feelings for Zhao Jinxin are all left over from others. It's not right. His feelings for Zhao Jinxin overturn his understanding of feelings. He has never impressed anyone. No one will leave such a heavy and deep mark in his life like Zhao Jinxin.
Li Shuo felt his eyelids getting heavier and heavier. He didn't close his eyes all day and night. Before sleepiness swept his consciousness, he held Zhao Jinxin's hand.
Li Shuo did not sleep too long, he felt some noise, he reluctantly opened his eyelids, on a pair of familiar eyes.
“…… Jinxin. " Li Shuo immediately sat up. Because he had been lying down for too long, he was unconscious.Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's face: "it's tiring to lie down like this."
"You The anesthetic is over... " Li Shuo looked at his hand. "It hurts."
"Not bad." Zhao Jinxin wants to be plain, but his eyes still reveal his worries, "my hand No waste. "
"No, the operation was well done," said Li Shuo quickly
Zhao Jinxin said with relief, "that's good."
"Jinxin." Li Shuo said in a deep voice, "right..."
"Don't say those three words." Zhao Jinxin points his finger at lishuo's lips and grins, "you can say 'I love you', you can say 'you are handsome', but you can't say 'I'm sorry'."
Li Shuo Zheng Zheng, forced out a smile: "OK, thank you."
"I know you are such a person, and I like you too." Zhao Jinxin reaches out his hand. "Uncle Li hugs me, and hugs me without any pain."
Lishuo held him with his arms outstretched.
"How do you know about me." Li Shuo asked softly.
"Said you were going to be angry with me."
"Well, now is the best time for you to say it."
"Well, I've installed a location on your mobile phone. Last time I saw that you didn't call normally, I went to investigate."
"Well, I guessed." Li Shuo touched his head. "You are a bastard indeed."
Zhao Jinxin sneered: "well, I am."
Lishuo also smiled.
In the middle of the night, when Zhao Jinxin's parents arrived, Mrs. Zhao began to cry when she saw her son.
Zhao Rongtian is calm. He comforts Li Shuo and gets to know the situation.
And lishuo said it in a hundred and fifty words.
After hearing this, Zhao Rongtian pondered for a moment and nodded: "it seems that he really likes you."
Lishuo looks up in surprise.
Zhao Rongtian patted Li Shuo on the shoulder and turned away.
Lishuo froze for a moment, showing a wry smile, as if the whole world knew his relationship with Jinxin, and he tried to hide it.
That night, Mrs. Zhao stayed in the hospital, and Li Shuo went home.
He took a bath, changed his clothes, took out a bottle of wine, and drank it all alone. When he was slightly drunk, he saw a big shopping bag on the ground. He thought for a long time before he remembered that it was a gift brought back from Japan by Wen Xiaohui.
He put down his glass, went to pick up the bag, opened it and looked at it.
Inside, there are feelings - interesting underwear, feelings - interesting props, even feelings - interesting snacks, all of which are blushing gadgets, which are really in line with Wen Xiaohui's style.
Li Shuo picked up a pair of underpants and shook them in front of his eyes. He couldn't help laughing, then his eyes were red.
He picked up the phone, called Xiao Chen and Xiang Ning respectively, asked Xiao Chen to collect all the evidence of Xu Darui's extortion, and asked Xiang Ning to find someone to dig for more evidence of Lao Diao's gang. He hoped that after these people went in, they would not come out again.
The next day, on the way to the hospital, Li Shuo received a phone call from his father and was severely educated. He felt that everything his father said was right. He was not mature, decisive and comprehensive enough to deal with the problem, so a series of adverse consequences were caused.
When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Wen Xiaohui and Li Chengxiu, who came here after hearing the news. When they saw him in good condition, they were both relieved.
Li Shuo said with a wry smile, "I hope we don't get together in the hospital next time."
Wen Xiaohui sighed: "I don't know how. These two years have a special relationship with the hospital. It's really unlucky."
Li Chengxiu frowned: "brother Li, if Shao Qun says something bad to you, don't take it to heart."
"I won't take it to heart." Li Shuo smiled. "I'll tell him something worse."
Wen Xiaohui hit his palm and said, "yes."
There was a deliberate cough behind his back. Li Shuo didn't need to look back. He knew Shao Qun was behind him. He patted them on the shoulder: "I'll go to see Jinxin. Thank you for coming here. I'll come to you for dinner some other day."
Li Shuo walked into the ward and saw Zhao Jinxin's legs were up, playing with her mobile phone with one hand. When she saw Li Shuo, she burst into a smile: "here you are."
Li Shuo frowned and said, "how can you still play with your mobile phone?"
"It's boring. I just hurt my hand. My mother has to let me lie in bed. What's the logic? " Zhao Jinxin dropped his mobile phone and reached out, "Uncle Li hugs."
Lishuo pressed his hand and said, "I have brought something to eat. Eat first."
"You feed me." Zhao Jinxin said something deliberately.
Li Shuo opened the box of rice, scooped up a spoon of custard and stuffed it into his mouth.
"It smells good." Zhao Jinxin licked his lips.
Li Shuo smiled: "eat more, I also boiled the red date bird's nest, replenish blood."
"Hey, don't mention blood tonic to me. My mother will force me to eat all kinds of blood, all kinds of liver and all kinds of tonic again. I feel sick when I think about it."Lishuodun: "before you A lot of blood? "
Zhao Jinxin shrugged: "well."
"You were..." Li Shuo thought about it. Zhao Jinxin didn't tell him about the kidnapping when he was a child. He shouldn't ask, so he shook his head. "This time, we should make up for it."
"My brother told me, he told you, didn't he?" Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "I just feel ashamed. Such adults are afraid of the dark. If you always think I'm joking, I'll be fine."
"No shame at all. Adults are afraid of a lot of things."
"Yes." Zhao Jinxin looks into lishuo's eyes quietly, "what are you afraid of?"
"I Fear of a weak self. " Cowardly, wanting to escape, lacking in courage.
Zhao Jinxin took his hand and said, "you are not weak at all. You have the broadest and tolerant mind. It takes more courage than bravado."
Li Shuo laughs at himself. He doesn't agree or want to refute. His broad and tolerant mind, in exchange for resentment for good, for the biggest defeat and the biggest crisis in his life, requires him not to doubt himself. In his life, there will be some moments when a man deeply doubts his faith. His first time was when he stepped on the barren land of Africa and was blinded by the scorching sun. The second time is now, as if he tried to be good, but the good deviated from his original intention.
But he only allowed himself to doubt for a moment. There is no right or wrong in faith. It's obviously him who does wrong.
Zhao Jinxin seems to see through Li Shuo's idea. He gently touches Li Shuo's face: "it's not your fault. You are the best person in the world in my eyes. No one is more perfect than you."
Li Shuo smiled bitterly and shook his head.
Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and said softly, "Uncle Li, I want to take advantage of the danger. Now, I want your broad and tolerant mind to give me a chance."
Li Shuo quietly looked at Zhao Jinxin, staring straight into the deep eyes, he saw the most sincere feelings.
"This time, I say that sentence, this is the third time, the first two times, you are serious, I did not cherish, this time, I am serious, I will grasp you, never let go." Zhao Jinxin coughed softly. "Let's rebuild trust."
Zhao Jinxin said, his eyes began to slack and his voice became more and more subtle. His palms were cut across with a knife. His flesh turned out. The bones of his four fingers could be seen vaguely. There was more blood flow. "There's too much blood loss. Get in the car. Hurry!" When Zhao Jinxin is conscious, he always holds Li Shuo's hand. Li Shuo follows him to the car. He looks into Zhao Jinxin's eyes and feels that it is one of the most difficult moments in his life. Zhao Jinxin half narrowed his eyes, smiled at him, and said with her mouth: "it's OK." Li Shuo's hand gently covered his forehead and choked, "I'll be in the hospital soon. Don't be afraid." Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus and passed out in a coma. Shao Qun also followed the ambulance. He sat opposite Li Shuo, looking a little calm, but his eyes were still fierce. Li Shuo didn't look at him either. He said expressionless, "you want to fight, and then send him to the hospital." "Fight?" Shao Qun sneers, "what's your result? It depends on my brother." Li Shuo is not in the mood to argue with him. He just looks at Zhao Jinxin silently and reflects on what he has experienced and what Zhao Jinxin has done for him. It's ironic that the more he doesn't want anything to happen, the more things will always move towards that place. Maybe he is not pious enough, and he can't build a small good and understand the main road, so he can get results from all kinds of reasons, so he has to take the blame. But he hoped that the cause and effect of his species would be borne by himself, so that he would never complain. "Lishuo, you don't deserve Jinxin." Shao Qun looks at Li Shuo angrily. "You don't deserve Li Chengxiu, can you shut up?" Said Li Shuo wearily. "It seems that everyone likes you, but in fact nobody likes you. What you like is yourself. If other people can't cater to your imagination of feelings, they will be kicked out by you, right?" "What does it have to do with you?" "My brother is different. His illness is bound to make him more prone to accidents and death rate than others, so he especially cares about having fun in time, because he doesn't know when destiny will come. It's the first time he talks with you about his feelings. You have changed his life plan and attitude. What you give him is what you have left with others. What he gives you is everything." Shao qunyue said his eyes were more vicious. Li Shuo smiled sarcastically: "you, fart, fart. Shao Qun, I don't have any argument with you as a person of absolute self. My feelings can't be talked about by you. What you say to me is similar to bird singing. It's not good. I just need you to shut up. " "Why, was it stabbed by me?" Shao Qun smiled cruelly. "I hope you, who have a high moral sense, will never get rid of the torture of guilt in the future." Li Shuo's eyes were clear, and he glared at Shao Qun fiercely: "I wish you, a man with low moral sense, would always pay more and more heavy price for your lack of virtue, for example, send him to me." The two stare at each other, the breath is heavier and heavier. If hatred is a tangible gas, this small ambulance may be burst at any time. Not easy to get to the nearest hospital, Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room. Li Shuo sat in the chair outside the operating room, looking at the front empty as if he had been evacuated. Shao Qun is right. He will be deeply tortured by guilt, but he doesn't want to regret. Regret is a kind of useless emotion, which needs to be abandoned as much as possible. He just wants to focus on how to make up for his mistakes. Zhao Jinxin's operation was only treated with hemostasis. The medical conditions here are limited. The severed tendons, muscles and nerves need more precise operation to repair. Shao Qun sent them to the best hospital by helicopter. There, Zhao Jinxin went to the operating room again. This time, he stayed for seven hours. Zhao Jinxin didn't come out of the operating room until the sun went down. His operation was successful, but his vitality was badly hurt and his face was as white as paper. Shao Qun stood by the bed and looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly. After a while, he said, "stay here with him. I'll meet his parents at the airport." Lishuo's body trembled slightly, and his expression seemed to be frozen. After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo lay on the head of the bed gently. His eyes were full of tiredness. He reached out his hand and quietly depicted Zhao Jinxin's face, from full forehead to high and straight bridge of nose to blue and gray lips. Zhao Jinxin's lips used to be very ruddy, and the corners of his lips are slightly cocked, which makes him a pleasant smile. Now, his pale and weak appearance makes him feel sad. Shao Qun said that his feelings for Zhao Jinxin are all left over from others. It's not right. His feelings for Zhao Jinxin overturn his understanding of feelings. He has never impressed anyone. No one will leave such a heavy and deep mark in his life like Zhao Jinxin. Li Shuo felt his eyelids getting heavier and heavier. He didn't close his eyes all day and night. Before sleepiness swept his consciousness, he held Zhao Jinxin's hand. Li Shuo did not sleep too long, he felt some noise, he reluctantly opened his eyelids, on a pair of familiar eyes. Jinxin. " Li Shuo immediately sat up. Because he had been lying down for too long, he was unconscious.Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's face: "it's tiring to lie down like this." "You The anesthetic is over... " Li Shuo looked at his hand. "It hurts." "Not bad." Zhao Jinxin wants to be plain, but his eyes still reveal his worries, "my hand No waste. " "No, the operation was well done," said Li Shuo quickly Zhao Jinxin said with relief, "that's good." "Jinxin." Li Shuo said in a deep voice, "right..." "Don't say those three words." Zhao Jinxin points his finger at lishuo's lips and grins, "you can say 'I love you', you can say 'you are handsome', but you can't say 'I'm sorry'." Li Shuo Zheng Zheng, forced out a smile: "OK, thank you." "I know you are such a person, and I like you too." Zhao Jinxin reaches out his hand. "Uncle Li hugs me, and hugs me without any pain." Lishuo held him with his arms outstretched. "How do you know about me." Li Shuo asked softly. "Said you were going to be angry with me." "Well, now is the best time for you to say it." "Well, I've installed a location on your mobile phone. Last time I saw that you didn't call normally, I went to investigate." "Well, I guessed." Li Shuo touched his head. "You are a bastard indeed." Zhao Jinxin sneered: "well, I am." Lishuo also smiled. In the middle of the night, when Zhao Jinxin's parents arrived, Mrs. Zhao began to cry when she saw her son. Zhao Rongtian is calm. He comforts Li Shuo and gets to know the situation. And lishuo said it in a hundred and fifty words. After hearing this, Zhao Rongtian pondered for a moment and nodded: "it seems that he really likes you." Lishuo looks up in surprise. Zhao Rongtian patted Li Shuo on the shoulder and turned away. Lishuo froze for a moment, showing a wry smile, as if the whole world knew his relationship with Jinxin, and he tried to hide it. That night, Mrs. Zhao stayed in the hospital, and Li Shuo went home. He took a bath, changed his clothes, took out a bottle of wine, and drank it all alone. When he was slightly drunk, he saw a big shopping bag on the ground. He thought for a long time before he remembered that it was a gift brought back from Japan by Wen Xiaohui. He put down his glass, went to pick up the bag, opened it and looked at it. Inside, there are feelings - interesting underwear, feelings - interesting props, even feelings - interesting snacks, all of which are blushing gadgets, which are really in line with Wen Xiaohui's style. Li Shuo picked up a pair of underpants and shook them in front of his eyes. He couldn't help laughing, then his eyes were red. He picked up the phone, called Xiao Chen and Xiang Ning respectively, asked Xiao Chen to collect all the evidence of Xu Darui's extortion, and asked Xiang Ning to find someone to dig for more evidence of Lao Diao's gang. He hoped that after these people went in, they would not come out again. The next day, on the way to the hospital, Li Shuo received a phone call from his father and was severely educated. He felt that everything his father said was right. He was not mature, decisive and comprehensive enough to deal with the problem, so a series of adverse consequences were caused. When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Wen Xiaohui and Li Chengxiu, who came here after hearing the news. When they saw him in good condition, they were both relieved. Li Shuo said with a wry smile, "I hope we don't get together in the hospital next time." Wen Xiaohui sighed: "I don't know how. These two years have a special relationship with the hospital. It's really unlucky." Li Chengxiu frowned: "brother Li, if Shao Qun says something bad to you, don't take it to heart." "I won't take it to heart." Li Shuo smiled. "I'll tell him something worse." Wen Xiaohui hit his palm and said, "yes." There was a deliberate cough behind his back. Li Shuo didn't need to look back. He knew Shao Qun was behind him. He patted them on the shoulder: "I'll go to see Jinxin. Thank you for coming here. I'll come to you for dinner some other day." Li Shuo walked into the ward and saw Zhao Jinxin's legs were up, playing with her mobile phone with one hand. When she saw Li Shuo, she burst into a smile: "here you are." Li Shuo frowned and said, "how can you still play with your mobile phone?" "It's boring. I just hurt my hand. My mother has to let me lie in bed. What's the logic? " Zhao Jinxin dropped his mobile phone and reached out, "Uncle Li hugs." Lishuo pressed his hand and said, "I have brought something to eat. Eat first." "You feed me." Zhao Jinxin said something deliberately. Li Shuo opened the box of rice, scooped up a spoon of custard and stuffed it into his mouth. "It smells good." Zhao Jinxin licked his lips. Li Shuo smiled: "eat more, I also boiled the red date bird's nest, replenish blood." "Hey, don't mention blood tonic to me. My mother will force me to eat all kinds of blood, all kinds of liver and all kinds of tonic again. I feel sick when I think about it."Lishuodun: "before you A lot of blood? " Zhao Jinxin shrugged: "well." "You were..." Li Shuo thought about it. Zhao Jinxin didn't tell him about the kidnapping when he was a child. He shouldn't ask, so he shook his head. "This time, we should make up for it." "My brother told me, he told you, didn't he?" Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "I just feel ashamed. Such adults are afraid of the dark. If you always think I'm joking, I'll be fine." "No shame at all. Adults are afraid of a lot of things." "Yes." Zhao Jinxin looks into lishuo's eyes quietly, "what are you afraid of?" "I Fear of a weak self. " Cowardly, wanting to escape, lacking in courage. Zhao Jinxin took his hand and said, "you are not weak at all. You have the broadest and tolerant mind. It takes more courage than bravado." Li Shuo laughs at himself. He doesn't agree or want to refute. His broad and tolerant mind, in exchange for resentment for good, for the biggest defeat and the biggest crisis in his life, requires him not to doubt himself. In his life, there will be some moments when a man deeply doubts his faith. His first time was when he stepped on the barren land of Africa and was blinded by the scorching sun. The second time is now, as if he tried to be good, but the good deviated from his original intention. But he only allowed himself to doubt for a moment. There is no right or wrong in faith. It's obviously him who does wrong. Zhao Jinxin seems to see through Li Shuo's idea. He gently touches Li Shuo's face: "it's not your fault. You are the best person in the world in my eyes. No one is more perfect than you." Li Shuo smiled bitterly and shook his head. Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and said softly, "Uncle Li, I want to take advantage of the danger. Now, I want your broad and tolerant mind to give me a chance." Li Shuo quietly looked at Zhao Jinxin, staring straight into the deep eyes, he saw the most sincere feelings. "This time, I say that sentence, this is the third time, the first two times, you are serious, I did not cherish, this time, I am serious, I will grasp you, never let go." Zhao Jinxin coughed softly. "Let's rebuild trust."
