Chapter 302
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"My sister has leukemia, and the operation costs a sum of money. I beg a kind person to give some money to help my sister tide over the difficulties. If someone is willing to help, I am willing to be her servant and take care of her all my life."
Let me go, this female liar is really selling herself?
But I'm not a fool. In this age, liars cheat money by this skill. Either their sister is ill or grandma hangs up and has no money to buy a coffin. It's an old-fashioned set, and they cheat ignorant children like Xiaobai.
"It looks like it. It looks like it. Keep working hard. Xiaobai, let's go." I sneered, and then took Xiaobai to go, but just one step away, my ankle was hugged. I looked back and saw that the female liar was holding my legs and cried: "please, big boss, the great nobleman of the Wu League, please save my sister!"
The female liar held my feet in her hands and looked like she was dying.
"Go away, believe it or not, I'll take you to the police station?" I'm really angry this time, and I don't know that this woman is the reincarnation of the immortal broom star, pestering me several times. If it weren't for her, my bank card wouldn't have a problem, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't miss the flight, my current dilemma, the suffering I've suffered these days, all, it can be said, It's all caused by this female liar!
"Die for me. If I didn't have something important to do now, I would send you directly to the police station!" I grabbed the female liar's hair and pulled her body from the ground. The female liar looked at me in tears. Two lines of clear tears slowly slipped down her cheeks. A pair of clear and bright eyes looked at me, but there was no resistance.
Looking at the clear eyes of the female liar, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart.
Obviously, I hate this female liar deeply into the bone marrow. Obviously, I want to cut this female liar on the spot, but I hesitated when I saw her clear eyes.
I have a feeling that I can't bear it.
Why?
"Master, what the elder sister said seems true... Why don't we help her?" Xiaobai urged next to me.
"You stupid girl in front of you, shut up! You've been cheated so many times, haven't you learned to be smart?" I turned my head and roared at Xiaobai. Seeing my ferocious face, Xiaobai bowed his head, blushed and remained silent.
"Big boss, if you hate me, hit me and kill me, but I really beg you to save my sister! I beg you to save her! I beg you to save her! I beg from Henan to Hubei just to earn her some medical expenses! Hit me and kill me. As long as you are happy, ravage me at will!"
The female liar begged me bitterly, and her slightly tired face was pale.
"Do you really think I dare not fight?" I grabbed the female liar's arm, pinched it and looked at her fiercely.
The female liar's face was full of tears. She looked at me quietly and sobbed. The clear tears slowly slipped down her jade like cheeks, one drop at a time, gathered on her chin, condensed into beads, and then fell quietly.
"Master, don't hit her... Don't hit her." Xiaobai advised me and took my arm, which made my anger rise a lot.
At this time, there were more and more onlookers. Many people pointed at me and talked about it one after another. I knew they were all responsible for how unbearable it was for me to bully a showgirl, but I wanted to sneer. Since they accused me and had the ability, they paid to help the female liar?
"Big boss, please help my sister... Please!! I'll do whatever you want me to do!" the female liar was grabbed by my hair, but she still cried and begged at me. It really looked like something.
Seeing so many people present, I sneered, got rid of the female liar, and then said to her, "you dare to pull my clothes again, and I'll directly pull you to the police station!"
Hearing my threat, the female liar's face stiffened and her tears stopped.
"Boss, I really didn't lie to you. I kowtowed to you! I kowtowed to you!" when I saw that I still refused to believe her, the female liar actually flopped and knelt down in front of me, and then her head hit the ground desperately. PA, PA, PA, the female liar hit four places on the ground in a row, and her forehead swelled and even almost bled!
Shit... Is this woman really here?
"Enough, get up." I put my hand on the female liar's shoulder and stabilized her. The female liar looked up at me. Her pale face was full of helplessness and begging for mercy.
"I don't want this. Don't bother me again. No matter what you say is true or not. I don't want to have any trouble with you anymore. I'm polite that you stole 6000 yuan and didn't take you to the police station. I don't want to have any trouble with you in my life. This is the last time we meet!" I let go of the worst words, and the female liar's body froze in place, She knelt there and stared at me with dry tears on her face.
"Xiaobai, let's go!" I stretched out my hand and pulled Xiaobai for the last time, but I found that my hand seemed to be on the iron railing and couldn't pull it.
"Master... Would you please help this sister? Please." Xiaobai asked me with a small mouth.
"Are you kidding? Let's go!"
"But... This sister is really pathetic. Don't we have a way to get money? Why don't we help her?" Xiaobai looked at me pitifully and tried to convince me in a young voice.
"Don't be nervous. Will you go or not? If you don't go, I'll leave you here!" I was just angry that Xiaobai, a silly girl, saw the poor people's compassion all day, but what I didn't expect was that after I said this sentence, Xiaobai really pestered in the original place and didn't go.
"I'm not going, master." little Bai stood beside the swindler with her mouth blankly and looked at me quietly.
Dong.
Xiaobai's words hit me in front like a heavy hammer.
"What are you talking about?" I couldn't believe my ears and looked at Xiaobai without blinking.
"Master, I won't go. I want to stay and help this sister." Xiaobai looked at me with red eyes and said stubbornly.
"Why are you crazy? Go!" I stepped forward and pulled Xiaobai, but Xiaobai shook off his hand and still stood in place and looked directly at me.
"Master, I won't go," repeated Xiaobai.
"Are you going or not? Are you funny or something? We've been dragging the floor for so many days. Do you think we haven't dragged the floor long enough?" I glared at Xiaobai.
"Master, you'd better go," said Xiaobai with a small pout, and she lowered her head slightly.
"What did you say?" my heart began to tremble. I had been with Xiaobai for so long. I didn't expect her to say such words!
"Master, when I had a car accident and lost my memory, when you saved me, I thought you were a good man. Later, you said you were an immortal who came to earth to help the world and save the people, punish evil and promote good. I thought you were great. Later, although you scolded me and beat me sometimes, I thought you were a good man. But now..."
Xiaobai lowered his head and rubbed his hands. He didn't dare face my eyes, but the meaning was very obvious.
Looking at Xiaobai's appearance of wanting to talk and stopping, my heart was desolate.
"What do you mean? Do you think I'm a bad man?" I looked at Xiaobai and said in a deep voice.
"Master, please help this sister!" Xiaobai looked up at me and begged.
I looked at Xiaobai irritably, then at the female liar kneeling on the ground, sighed and said, "I don't have time to delay any more. If you have to be fooled by this female liar, just stay here. Now Mozi's life and death are unknown, and I don't know when to wake up. I want to go back early. I don't have time to be a fire Bodhisattva who helps the world and saves the people!"
Then I looked at Xiaobai, turned and left.
I always like Xiaobai's pure character, but sometimes this silly girl is too simple and stubborn, and it's easy to be fooled by others.
After I walked dozens of meters away, I looked back and found that Xiaobai still stayed in place, helped the female liar, looked at me from a distance, but didn't follow me.
My heart suddenly burst with unspeakable pain.
I looked at Xiaobai and looked at her in the coming and going crowd, but she still looked at me and didn't come with me.
All along, Xiaobai has come with me from east to west and from south to north. She is like a pistachio, so that I can always maintain a good mood. She is my most loyal attendant.
But now, she doesn't want to go with me.
Why?
Why is that?
What did I do wrong?
Why did everything come to this?
"Xiaobai, come here soon!" I turned around and shouted at Xiaobai.
However, Xiaobai still stood in the crowd, looked at me and shook his head.
She refused to come.
She won't go with me.
I clenched my fists and fluctuated in front, but my heart was sour.
"Xiaobai!" I stamped my foot heavily, but my nose was sore.
The traffic flow was rolling and the flow of people was surging between Xiaobai and me. For a moment, our distance was so far away.
Not the distance between body and body, but the distance between heart and heart.
In other words, Xiaobai and I had no intersection at the beginning, and there was no reason to be together. She's from the secret service. Her task is to catch me. I should stay away from her. It's unreasonable to be with her for so long. Even, I should have left her long ago.
However, why do I feel so heartache when Xiaobai is no longer willing to follow me??
Have I changed?
Once, Xiaobai trusted me so much, was inseparable from me and believed in me deeply, but now she begins to doubt me.
Why?
Where the hell have I changed?
I had cosmetic surgery, but I should still be me. I remember who I am and have the original memory.
However, after so much experience, I know that I think more or less complex, and I don't see people as pure as I did at the beginning. I no longer trust others easily, I began to doubt people, began to be inhumane, began to go my own way, began to be impatient and stubborn... I lost my original heart.
I suddenly understood that all along, Xiaobai did not follow me, but followed my heart.
That simple and straightforward heart.
Once I would lie in the field all day and enjoy the warmth of the sun. Once I would be sad because of the sad look of others. Once I would laugh foolishly and do something I regret, but I was still complacent. Afterwards, I felt stimulated and had an unshakable childlike innocence.
Suddenly, I thought of the letter left by purple butterfly to me: "your journey will continue until you find the meaning of your journey."
For a moment, I understood why God gave me this test.
This is not a human journey, but a journey of the heart.
It's a journey to find yourself.
Maybe, there is a God's will.
I took a deep breath, turned back, walked forward again, passed through the surging crowd and came to Xiaobai.
"Forget it, there's nothing I can do with you silly girl. Let's give her a hand."
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"My sister has leukemia, and the operation costs a sum of money. I beg a kind person to give some money to help my sister tide over the difficulties. If someone is willing to help, I am willing to be her servant and take care of her all my life."
Let me go, this female liar is really selling herself?
But I'm not a fool. In this age, liars cheat money by this skill. Either their sister is ill or grandma hangs up and has no money to buy a coffin. It's an old-fashioned set, and they cheat ignorant children like Xiaobai.
"It looks like it. It looks like it. Keep working hard. Xiaobai, let's go." I sneered, and then took Xiaobai to go, but just one step away, my ankle was hugged. I looked back and saw that the female liar was holding my legs and cried: "please, big boss, the great nobleman of the Wu League, please save my sister!"
The female liar held my feet in her hands and looked like she was dying.
"Go away, believe it or not, I'll take you to the police station?" I'm really angry this time, and I don't know that this woman is the reincarnation of the immortal broom star, pestering me several times. If it weren't for her, my bank card wouldn't have a problem, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't miss the flight, my current dilemma, the suffering I've suffered these days, all, it can be said, It's all caused by this female liar!
"Die for me. If I didn't have something important to do now, I would send you directly to the police station!" I grabbed the female liar's hair and pulled her body from the ground. The female liar looked at me in tears. Two lines of clear tears slowly slipped down her cheeks. A pair of clear and bright eyes looked at me, but there was no resistance.
Looking at the clear eyes of the female liar, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart.
Obviously, I hate this female liar deeply into the bone marrow. Obviously, I want to cut this female liar on the spot, but I hesitated when I saw her clear eyes.
I have a feeling that I can't bear it.
Why?
"Master, what the elder sister said seems true... Why don't we help her?" Xiaobai urged next to me.
"You stupid girl in front of you, shut up! You've been cheated so many times, haven't you learned to be smart?" I turned my head and roared at Xiaobai. Seeing my ferocious face, Xiaobai bowed his head, blushed and remained silent.
"Big boss, if you hate me, hit me and kill me, but I really beg you to save my sister! I beg you to save her! I beg you to save her! I beg from Henan to Hubei just to earn her some medical expenses! Hit me and kill me. As long as you are happy, ravage me at will!"
The female liar begged me bitterly, and her slightly tired face was pale.
"Do you really think I dare not fight?" I grabbed the female liar's arm, pinched it and looked at her fiercely.
The female liar's face was full of tears. She looked at me quietly and sobbed. The clear tears slowly slipped down her jade like cheeks, one drop at a time, gathered on her chin, condensed into beads, and then fell quietly.
"Master, don't hit her... Don't hit her." Xiaobai advised me and took my arm, which made my anger rise a lot.
At this time, there were more and more onlookers. Many people pointed at me and talked about it one after another. I knew they were all responsible for how unbearable it was for me to bully a showgirl, but I wanted to sneer. Since they accused me and had the ability, they paid to help the female liar?
"Big boss, please help my sister... Please!! I'll do whatever you want me to do!" the female liar was grabbed by my hair, but she still cried and begged at me. It really looked like something.
Seeing so many people present, I sneered, got rid of the female liar, and then said to her, "you dare to pull my clothes again, and I'll directly pull you to the police station!"
Hearing my threat, the female liar's face stiffened and her tears stopped.
"Boss, I really didn't lie to you. I kowtowed to you! I kowtowed to you!" when I saw that I still refused to believe her, the female liar actually flopped and knelt down in front of me, and then her head hit the ground desperately. PA, PA, PA, the female liar hit four places on the ground in a row, and her forehead swelled and even almost bled!
Shit... Is this woman really here?
"Enough, get up." I put my hand on the female liar's shoulder and stabilized her. The female liar looked up at me. Her pale face was full of helplessness and begging for mercy.
"I don't want this. Don't bother me again. No matter what you say is true or not. I don't want to have any trouble with you anymore. I'm polite that you stole 6000 yuan and didn't take you to the police station. I don't want to have any trouble with you in my life. This is the last time we meet!" I let go of the worst words, and the female liar's body froze in place, She knelt there and stared at me with dry tears on her face.
"Xiaobai, let's go!" I stretched out my hand and pulled Xiaobai for the last time, but I found that my hand seemed to be on the iron railing and couldn't pull it.
"Master... Would you please help this sister? Please." Xiaobai asked me with a small mouth.
"Are you kidding? Let's go!"
"But... This sister is really pathetic. Don't we have a way to get money? Why don't we help her?" Xiaobai looked at me pitifully and tried to convince me in a young voice.
"Don't be nervous. Will you go or not? If you don't go, I'll leave you here!" I was just angry that Xiaobai, a silly girl, saw the poor people's compassion all day, but what I didn't expect was that after I said this sentence, Xiaobai really pestered in the original place and didn't go.
"I'm not going, master." little Bai stood beside the swindler with her mouth blankly and looked at me quietly.
Dong.
Xiaobai's words hit me in front like a heavy hammer.
"What are you talking about?" I couldn't believe my ears and looked at Xiaobai without blinking.
"Master, I won't go. I want to stay and help this sister." Xiaobai looked at me with red eyes and said stubbornly.
"Why are you crazy? Go!" I stepped forward and pulled Xiaobai, but Xiaobai shook off his hand and still stood in place and looked directly at me.
"Master, I won't go," repeated Xiaobai.
"Are you going or not? Are you funny or something? We've been dragging the floor for so many days. Do you think we haven't dragged the floor long enough?" I glared at Xiaobai.
"Master, you'd better go," said Xiaobai with a small pout, and she lowered her head slightly.
"What did you say?" my heart began to tremble. I had been with Xiaobai for so long. I didn't expect her to say such words!
"Master, when I had a car accident and lost my memory, when you saved me, I thought you were a good man. Later, you said you were an immortal who came to earth to help the world and save the people, punish evil and promote good. I thought you were great. Later, although you scolded me and beat me sometimes, I thought you were a good man. But now..."
Xiaobai lowered his head and rubbed his hands. He didn't dare face my eyes, but the meaning was very obvious.
Looking at Xiaobai's appearance of wanting to talk and stopping, my heart was desolate.
"What do you mean? Do you think I'm a bad man?" I looked at Xiaobai and said in a deep voice.
"Master, please help this sister!" Xiaobai looked up at me and begged.
I looked at Xiaobai irritably, then at the female liar kneeling on the ground, sighed and said, "I don't have time to delay any more. If you have to be fooled by this female liar, just stay here. Now Mozi's life and death are unknown, and I don't know when to wake up. I want to go back early. I don't have time to be a fire Bodhisattva who helps the world and saves the people!"
Then I looked at Xiaobai, turned and left.
I always like Xiaobai's pure character, but sometimes this silly girl is too simple and stubborn, and it's easy to be fooled by others.
After I walked dozens of meters away, I looked back and found that Xiaobai still stayed in place, helped the female liar, looked at me from a distance, but didn't follow me.
My heart suddenly burst with unspeakable pain.
I looked at Xiaobai and looked at her in the coming and going crowd, but she still looked at me and didn't come with me.
All along, Xiaobai has come with me from east to west and from south to north. She is like a pistachio, so that I can always maintain a good mood. She is my most loyal attendant.
But now, she doesn't want to go with me.
Why?
Why is that?
What did I do wrong?
Why did everything come to this?
"Xiaobai, come here soon!" I turned around and shouted at Xiaobai.
However, Xiaobai still stood in the crowd, looked at me and shook his head.
She refused to come.
She won't go with me.
I clenched my fists and fluctuated in front, but my heart was sour.
"Xiaobai!" I stamped my foot heavily, but my nose was sore.
The traffic flow was rolling and the flow of people was surging between Xiaobai and me. For a moment, our distance was so far away.
Not the distance between body and body, but the distance between heart and heart.
In other words, Xiaobai and I had no intersection at the beginning, and there was no reason to be together. She's from the secret service. Her task is to catch me. I should stay away from her. It's unreasonable to be with her for so long. Even, I should have left her long ago.
However, why do I feel so heartache when Xiaobai is no longer willing to follow me??
Have I changed?
Once, Xiaobai trusted me so much, was inseparable from me and believed in me deeply, but now she begins to doubt me.
Why?
Where the hell have I changed?
I had cosmetic surgery, but I should still be me. I remember who I am and have the original memory.
However, after so much experience, I know that I think more or less complex, and I don't see people as pure as I did at the beginning. I no longer trust others easily, I began to doubt people, began to be inhumane, began to go my own way, began to be impatient and stubborn... I lost my original heart.
I suddenly understood that all along, Xiaobai did not follow me, but followed my heart.
That simple and straightforward heart.
Once I would lie in the field all day and enjoy the warmth of the sun. Once I would be sad because of the sad look of others. Once I would laugh foolishly and do something I regret, but I was still complacent. Afterwards, I felt stimulated and had an unshakable childlike innocence.
Suddenly, I thought of the letter left by purple butterfly to me: "your journey will continue until you find the meaning of your journey."
For a moment, I understood why God gave me this test.
This is not a human journey, but a journey of the heart.
It's a journey to find yourself.
Maybe, there is a God's will.
I took a deep breath, turned back, walked forward again, passed through the surging crowd and came to Xiaobai.
"Forget it, there's nothing I can do with you silly girl. Let's give her a hand."
"My sister has leukemia, and the operation costs a sum of money. I beg a kind person to give some money to help my sister tide over the difficulties. If someone is willing to help, I am willing to be her servant and take care of her all my life."Let me go, this female liar is really selling herself?But I'm not a fool. In this age, liars cheat money by this skill. Either their sister is ill or grandma hangs up and has no money to buy a coffin. It's an old-fashioned set, and they cheat ignorant children like Xiaobai."It looks like it. It looks like it. Keep working hard. Xiaobai, let's go." I sneered, and then took Xiaobai to go, but just one step away, my ankle was hugged. I looked back and saw that the female liar was holding my legs and cried: "please, big boss, the great nobleman of the Wu League, please save my sister!"The female liar held my feet in her hands and looked like she was dying."Go away, believe it or not, I'll take you to the police station?" I'm really angry this time, and I don't know that this woman is the reincarnation of the immortal broom star, pestering me several times. If it weren't for her, my bank card wouldn't have a problem, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't miss the flight, my current dilemma, the suffering I've suffered these days, all, it can be said, It's all caused by this female liar!"Die for me. If I didn't have something important to do now, I would send you directly to the police station!" I grabbed the female liar's hair and pulled her body from the ground. The female liar looked at me in tears. Two lines of clear tears slowly slipped down her cheeks. A pair of clear and bright eyes looked at me, but there was no resistance.Looking at the clear eyes of the female liar, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart.Obviously, I hate this female liar deeply into the bone marrow. Obviously, I want to cut this female liar on the spot, but I hesitated when I saw her clear eyes.I have a feeling that I can't bear it.Why?"Master, what the elder sister said seems true... Why don't we help her?" Xiaobai urged next to me."You stupid girl in front of you, shut up! You've been cheated so many times, haven't you learned to be smart?" I turned my head and roared at Xiaobai. Seeing my ferocious face, Xiaobai bowed his head, blushed and remained silent."Big boss, if you hate me, hit me and kill me, but I really beg you to save my sister! I beg you to save her! I beg you to save her! I beg from Henan to Hubei just to earn her some medical expenses! Hit me and kill me. As long as you are happy, ravage me at will!"The female liar begged me bitterly, and her slightly tired face was pale."Do you really think I dare not fight?" I grabbed the female liar's arm, pinched it and looked at her fiercely.The female liar's face was full of tears. She looked at me quietly and sobbed. The clear tears slowly slipped down her jade like cheeks, one drop at a time, gathered on her chin, condensed into beads, and then fell quietly."Master, don't hit her... Don't hit her." Xiaobai advised me and took my arm, which made my anger rise a lot.At this time, there were more and more onlookers. Many people pointed at me and talked about it one after another. I knew they were all responsible for how unbearable it was for me to bully a showgirl, but I wanted to sneer. Since they accused me and had the ability, they paid to help the female liar?"Big boss, please help my sister... Please!! I'll do whatever you want me to do!" the female liar was grabbed by my hair, but she still cried and begged at me. It really looked like something.Seeing so many people present, I sneered, got rid of the female liar, and then said to her, "you dare to pull my clothes again, and I'll directly pull you to the police station!"Hearing my threat, the female liar's face stiffened and her tears stopped."Boss, I really didn't lie to you. I kowtowed to you! I kowtowed to you!" when I saw that I still refused to believe her, the female liar actually flopped and knelt down in front of me, and then her head hit the ground desperately. PA, PA, PA, the female liar hit four places on the ground in a row, and her forehead swelled and even almost bled!Shit... Is this woman really here?"Enough, get up." I put my hand on the female liar's shoulder and stabilized her. The female liar looked up at me. Her pale face was full of helplessness and begging for mercy."I don't want this. Don't bother me again. No matter what you say is true or not. I don't want to have any trouble with you anymore. I'm polite that you stole 6000 yuan and didn't take you to the police station. I don't want to have any trouble with you in my life. This is the last time we meet!" I let go of the worst words, and the female liar's body froze in place, She knelt there and stared at me with dry tears on her face."Xiaobai, let's go!" I stretched out my hand and pulled Xiaobai for the last time, but I found that my hand seemed to be on the iron railing and couldn't pull it."Master... Would you please help this sister? Please." Xiaobai asked me with a small mouth."Are you kidding? Let's go!""But... This sister is really pathetic. Don't we have a way to get money? Why don't we help her?" Xiaobai looked at me pitifully and tried to convince me in a young voice."Don't be nervous. Will you go or not? If you don't go, I'll leave you here!" I was just angry that Xiaobai, a silly girl, saw the poor people's compassion all day, but what I didn't expect was that after I said this sentence, Xiaobai really pestered in the original place and didn't go."I'm not going, master." little Bai stood beside the swindler with her mouth blankly and looked at me quietly.Dong.Xiaobai's words hit me in front like a heavy hammer."What are you talking about?" I couldn't believe my ears and looked at Xiaobai without blinking."Master, I won't go. I want to stay and help this sister." Xiaobai looked at me with red eyes and said stubbornly."Why are you crazy? Go!" I stepped forward and pulled Xiaobai, but Xiaobai shook off his hand and still stood in place and looked directly at me."Master, I won't go," repeated Xiaobai."Are you going or not? Are you funny or something? We've been dragging the floor for so many days. Do you think we haven't dragged the floor long enough?" I glared at Xiaobai."Master, you'd better go," said Xiaobai with a small pout, and she lowered her head slightly."What did you say?" my heart began to tremble. I had been with Xiaobai for so long. I didn't expect her to say such words!"Master, when I had a car accident and lost my memory, when you saved me, I thought you were a good man. Later, you said you were an immortal who came to earth to help the world and save the people, punish evil and promote good. I thought you were great. Later, although you scolded me and beat me sometimes, I thought you were a good man. But now..."Xiaobai lowered his head and rubbed his hands. He didn't dare face my eyes, but the meaning was very obvious.Looking at Xiaobai's appearance of wanting to talk and stopping, my heart was desolate."What do you mean? Do you think I'm a bad man?" I looked at Xiaobai and said in a deep voice."Master, please help this sister!" Xiaobai looked up at me and begged.I looked at Xiaobai irritably, then at the female liar kneeling on the ground, sighed and said, "I don't have time to delay any more. If you have to be fooled by this female liar, just stay here. Now Mozi's life and death are unknown, and I don't know when to wake up. I want to go back early. I don't have time to be a fire Bodhisattva who helps the world and saves the people!"Then I looked at Xiaobai, turned and left.I always like Xiaobai's pure character, but sometimes this silly girl is too simple and stubborn, and it's easy to be fooled by others.After I walked dozens of meters away, I looked back and found that Xiaobai still stayed in place, helped the female liar, looked at me from a distance, but didn't follow me.My heart suddenly burst with unspeakable pain.I looked at Xiaobai and looked at her in the coming and going crowd, but she still looked at me and didn't come with me.All along, Xiaobai has come with me from east to west and from south to north. She is like a pistachio, so that I can always maintain a good mood. She is my most loyal attendant.But now, she doesn't want to go with me.Why?Why is that?What did I do wrong?Why did everything come to this?"Xiaobai, come here soon!" I turned around and shouted at Xiaobai.However, Xiaobai still stood in the crowd, looked at me and shook his head.She refused to come.She won't go with me.I clenched my fists and fluctuated in front, but my heart was sour."Xiaobai!" I stamped my foot heavily, but my nose was sore.The traffic flow was rolling and the flow of people was surging between Xiaobai and me. For a moment, our distance was so far away.Not the distance between body and body, but the distance between heart and heart.In other words, Xiaobai and I had no intersection at the beginning, and there was no reason to be together. She's from the secret service. Her task is to catch me. I should stay away from her. It's unreasonable to be with her for so long. Even, I should have left her long ago.However, why do I feel so heartache when Xiaobai is no longer willing to follow me??Have I changed?Once, Xiaobai trusted me so much, was inseparable from me and believed in me deeply, but now she begins to doubt me.Why?Where the hell have I changed?I had cosmetic surgery, but I should still be me. I remember who I am and have the original memory.However, after so much experience, I know that I think more or less complex, and I don't see people as pure as I did at the beginning. I no longer trust others easily, I began to doubt people, began to be inhumane, began to go my own way, began to be impatient and stubborn... I lost my original heart.I suddenly understood that all along, Xiaobai did not follow me, but followed my heart.That simple and straightforward heart.Once I would lie in the field all day and enjoy the warmth of the sun. Once I would be sad because of the sad look of others. Once I would laugh foolishly and do something I regret, but I was still complacent. Afterwards, I felt stimulated and had an unshakable childlike innocence.Suddenly, I thought of the letter left by purple butterfly to me: "your journey will continue until you find the meaning of your journey."For a moment, I understood why God gave me this test.This is not a human journey, but a journey of the heart.It's a journey to find yourself.Maybe, there is a God's will.I took a deep breath, turned back, walked forward again, passed through the surging crowd and came to Xiaobai."Forget it, there's nothing I can do with you silly girl. Let's give her a hand."
